Illusions

Illusions
CHAPTER 22 (Part 1)


Tomorrow. Rasya's sister, Anneke Angeline, had just completed military training at a special school of the Military Academy. He is now on holiday for three weeks.


Previously he and his team managed to pass the Pre exam on special mission training if they have officially become a State servant later.


Anneke Angeline as Captain in the team nicknamed White Wolf for never failing in his training mission/test.


Rasya is waiting for his beloved sister at an airport, in Jakarta. He wears striped pants in honor of his sister, do not forget to also wear sunglasses because the previous sunlight is very glare. That's because he uses a car with a type that can open the roof.


"Where's my brother?" angeline asked, her eyes glancing around.


"Sister is in..," looking at Angeline, "Angeline.." shouted Rasya waving.


"Sister, haiiiii." said Angeline with joyful expression as she waved.


"Haii dekk" said Rasya still waving and immediately approached Angeline.


The two of them ended up hugging happily among the crowd of people inside the airport.


"I miss my sister" said Angeline Haru, hugging tightly.


"Sister is also very bad" Rasya replied, smiling sincerely.


********


A few hours earlier. The night of the President's son's murder.


"Come Grey. I was sleepy, wanting to sleep" I said casually and left.


"It's only 02:03, Ra," saw the watch, "wasn't you sleepy?" greysie asked, walking side by side.


"I don't usually take a nap, Grey" I replied, relaxing.


In the car.


"Grey" call me, slow down.


"Hm?" ask Greysie, look.


"We.. We can't be weak, Grey, I don't want to be weak" I said, recalling moments when I was down.


Like when I was in a rain shower all night, staying in the bathroom letting the water burn all night to wet my body, crying every night, even thinking of jumping from the top of the building, and another thing.


Hearing my words Greysie stopped his car immediately. He was ashamed and disappointed in himself.


Sobs began to sound from his mouth, he looked down at the steering wheel of his car.


"Sorry, I." said Greysie.


"Grey?" I said, calling while rubbing her hair.


"I'm not talking about us.. Emm, I mean. You're not at all a weak Grey" I said, trying to calm him down.


"I am the weakest Grey" continued, my inner being.


Lama Greysie didn't say a word. Then he got up from the sand and looked at me in pleading.


"Young, pliss... Let me, I want Papa." said Greysie unfinished.


"So!" I snapped, instantly switching eyes, not wanting to see it.


"But, Ra.." said Greysie unfinished.


"I said I didn't want to! No! If I say no, don't you know?!" obviously, snapping with a tinge of emotion.


My hand opened the car door. I wanted to leave but Greysie grimly grabbed my right hand, he told me not to go.


"No?!" threaten me, glare at him.


"Okey, I'm sorry Ra. I'm not gonna talk about this anymore. Okay?" greysie asked, encoding with a hopeful facial expression.


I looked at him with a look of annoyance and an angry look, then I closed the car door and returned to my original position, while my hand also removed Greysie's hand from me.


Greysie looked at me, and he immediately pulled his car. We also leave.


While Greysie occasionally looked at me and sighed. Then he took the steering wheel and immediately drove me back to my house.


Arrived at my house.


I immediately got off the car followed by Greysie from behind until we were inside my room.


We just stayed in the car. Greysie did not dare to rebuke because I put on an unpleasant face when looked at.


In the room.


I took off my robes, my socks and my shoes and threw them all away. I only do that when I'm angry.


Greysie could only remain silent. Then he immediately took all the things I threw away and kept them. While I was directly lying on the bed, of course with headsed in my ears.


A few minutes after Greysie had also removed all of his deathly clothes, he went into the bathroom.


Inside the bathroom, Greysie unceasingly looked at her own face with a cold gaze in front of the mirror.


"Why has Cara always avoided if I talk about it? Is it okay that all this has to do with the words How fitting he got drunk last year? How did he kill his own father? But.. It was not the Milstone and Walker families who had been. "inner Greysie, he kept thinking.


"But.. Cara also never said that the Milstone family and Walker had killed his family. I also only know from the internet that Cara's family was killed by a serial killer before. Cara also never said who killed her family. He always avoided me if I asked. How can I know that Cara keeps going that way, is it okay to talk about how to fit drunk really?" inner Greysie unceasingly asked.


A few moments later. Greysie out of the bathroom. He immediately looked at me with a face full of questions as his hands crossed. He then opened my socks and kept them, while I was fast asleep with a headsed voice that Greysie's ears could hear.


"Ra, your ears can be damaged if the tie-ins of the music vollumenya kek gini continues" Greysie said slowly while turning off the music, then plucking the headsed from my ear.


Greysie then stood up, he wanted to take the scissors out of the drawer to cut my heads.


"How many times do I have to have this headsed scissor always bought again. How to do sih use headsed mulu until the vollumenya full continue. If his ears are damaged how" Greysie's mind as his hands cut off the headsed.


Tomorrow at 08:21 a.m. I woke up dreaming about my family. My father, Mother and sister looked disappointed at me.


"Why did you kill Cara's father?!" ask Dad.


Asked my father while his hand swung a knife at me who was asleep. I thought I had woken up but I still dreamed and saw my father in front of me holding a knife to kill me.


"Haaaa, huh, huh, huh~" wake up, catch your breath, pant.


I glanced to the side. Greysie was still asleep. Today is a holiday, so we are not in school.


I slowly got out of bed so I wouldn't wake him up. My feet kept going until I was near the pool in my house.


My head was so noisy. I see the world as scolding me, it makes me feel like I'm about to lose control of myself.


Ra, pliss, spare me, I want papa. Why did you kill Father Cara?! Mother disappointed with you, disappointed, disappointed, disappointed, laughed. Yes I am also disappointed with brother, I hate brother, I hate, hate, hate. Ra's.. Let me, I want papa, let me, plisss. Why Cara?! Mother disappointed. Why are you doing that?! I hate you, not the ones you should hate, but me. I hate myself too. Haha. Kill your father too, kill, kill, kill. Wh why? wh why? He doesn't want to live anymore. Come on, your blood must be churning right now. Haha. Haha. I hate brother. Mother also hates sister. I hate you too. Hahahaha your father took everything from you. Haha.


The sounds of whispers kept repeating, muttering and echoing in my head. My breath was puffing, I felt like I was disappearing right now. While my feet continued to step until I stood at the edge of the pool, then I jumped.


After jumping into the moles. I no longer heard those voices, only the silence I felt. Then I curled up to hug myself.


A few minutes inside the pool, I didn't expect that I had fainted either. I thought that I was still conscious because to me the world looked the same.


A few moments later. Someone jumped into the pool, pulled my hand up. He is Greysie.


Greysie tried to take me up to the pool. The pool was deep enough that our feet did not reach the bottom floor.


As much as Greysie's power tried to raise me to the edge of the pool because the pool water made Greysie feel heavy to lift me up.


After trying my hardest, Greysie was finally able to lift me up. He then went up to the edge of the pool and directly pressed my chest to bring out the water that had gone inside.


"C' mon Ra. Raa, get up, wake up" Greysie said trembling with gasping breath.


"Raa, ayoo. Why you gini? Why Ra?" greysie continued to press against my chest.


Greysie kept pressing on my chest, occasionally checking my breathing and heart rate. But I did not wake up or spit out water from my mouth.


"Raaa.. Hu, uhuk, uhuk. Raa, wake up, uhuk" said Greyie coughing with a gasp of breath.


Greysie's head became very dizzy, he was also almost out of breath while trying to help me by performing CPR continuously.


Seriate...