Illusions
CHAPTER 12 (Part 2)

Life is so surging like a sea of waves. There is no need to try to wade through it because we are already in the middle of that wave, just like life is today. It all depends on you, you're gonna let yourself drown? or you'll try a little harder than usual to get to the mainland.

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Everything was just like sound waves entering my ears, it felt like I was unconscious. I was completely lost in my own thoughts.

When the heart feels tired. Unguided thoughts. The road does not know the direction, by itself it trickles flowing profusely on the cheeks. The heart becomes so empty, it feels like everything will never pass. I left Greysie alone.

Tonight is very painful for us. I never thought our friendship would be ruined because of endless misunderstandings. All this time I've been reading it, but why isn't it to me.

After I left Greysie alone. He began to feel guilty and worried about me. Greysie immediately ran to chase after me. But he couldn't find me. Feeling anxious he started calling me. The walking me kept ignoring the phone call from him.

"Did anyone make Grey that cake? why has his attitude changed? lest Grey accidentally put me to sleep, when did Papa Grey die? before I get sick or when I get sick? I can't swallow, lest Grey accidentally make me go to this cake because he already hates me? or because he knows about me, so he's accusing me now? did I die once? but my business isn't done, how am I supposed to?" my mind is not stopping asking.

"You look me in the eye, Raa" a memory suddenly flashed through my mind.

"Look at me, look at me, look me in the eye, look at me in the eye, look at me in the eye, look at me, look at me, look at me" whispered the voice echoing in my head, it seemed to be my memory. I then held my head with both hands, trying to remember everything back.

"Bigg, shitt! aaaargh.....! " i shouted while slamming my phone.

Tonight, sadness and sadness enveloped me. I don't know what else to do.

"Why is the world so unfair to me? why should I? why should I go through all this? everyone is so mean, I hate everyone" my inner self is endlessly fighting with me.

My feet kept moving, walking along the small streets. I was still half-conscious, so not noticing someone from the front walking up to me. He wears a hat and black clothes.

About three meters from me, he started pulling a gun out of his jacket. It was then that I came to my senses, making my eyes round in surprise to see it. He smiled and shot me many times.

"Dorr, dorr, dorr, dorr, dorr"

Meanwhile Greysie was still looking for me using Gps. It follows the direction of the Gps. Moments later he arrived at the location where I slammed my phone. He kept looking for me but couldn't find me there.

Shortly after, he saw my phone and picked it up. At the same time I started falling. The man came up to me and I saw him. He smiled broadly indicating deep satisfaction. Greysie did not hear the gunfire because the gun used was a silencer.

"Hgssf, hegh, Ca.. Cas. ssiee" I said with a gasp of breath, holding his leg.

Cassie was upset to see me holding her leg. He stepped on my hand and kicked me. After that, he took out his knife and stabbed me many times.

"Hahahaha, die loe! die! die!" cassie said with a satisfied smile. Suddenly someone shouted.

"Heyy, stopp!" greysie shouted, he immediately ran.

Cassie stopped, she tried to cover her face. Then he ran away from where I was. While Greysie who saw that immediately approached me.

"Raaa!" greysie shouted towards me.

"No, no, no, no, nooo, no Raaaa, Ra wake up Raa" Greysie said, crying.

"Ahahaagshmff, no, no pliss, i'm sorry, i'm so sorry." said Greysie, hugging tightly, her tears were unceasingly flowing.

"Help! help me!" yelled Greysie trembling.

"Huhuuuu, ahagsshfmf, i'm sorry. plis don't leave me, Raa" Greysie said with sobs.

"Plisss, don't leave me alone, don't leave me, it-it, it's not over, it's not over Raaa, plis, pliss, we have to finish it Raa, you have to, pliss don't leave me, I need you. I need you to be here, with me Raa, we promise, you promise, pliss don't stay with me, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, huhuuu" Greysie said, crying bitterly.

Meanwhile Cassie was running around feeling happy. He didn't stop laughing.

"Huh, hahhaha, haaaaa, rasain is bi*ch!" maki Cassie, laugh satisfied.

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A few moments later. The ambulance came with the police. They immediately took me to the hospital.

After arriving at the hospital, the nurse immediately took me to the emergency room (UGD).

Inside the room (UGD) Aric's doctor led the operation and attempted to save me. The doctors carefully removed one bullet at a time from my body. But my condition is very critical. I lost a lot of blood and the hospital ran out of blood type (O-).

Tit... Tit.. Tit... Tiiiiiiiit... (Computer heart rate sounds loud).

"Prepare AED!" said dr. Aric swiped the pulse in my hand. He also checked my eyes, then.

"CPR one.., Duk, Duk, Duk..." The heart-shocking device was used to make Greysie lose control. He cried until he lost his voice.

"No doc response!" firmly sister.

Greysie looked at me from behind that glass. His heart was beating fast while his tears were rushing.

"CPR two plus.., "Duk, Duk, Duk.., the heart shock device once again made Greysie's entire body feel weak to make it unable to stand.

Tit... Tit... Titt's.. Tit Tit Tit Tiiiiiittt......!

"One more time...!" said dr. Aric held tightly to the heart shock device in his hand.

"It's been filled with dock power" said the nurse encoded the doctor.

"One, two, three, Shock..., Tet nutt.." (beep *Pea\= measuring device how quickly a person can move air out of the lungs in a single breath).

"Massage his heart and get a blood bag right away!" firmly dr. Arics.

"Blood is not available doc" replied the nurse panicked.

Then with a scuffle, the nurse came out to tell Greysie about the situation that was happening.

"Patients need immediate blood donation. Currently, hospitals cannot provide blood type (O-). The patient should be operated immediately. Do any of the patients have the same blood type?" ask sister.

"G. no sus, Cara's family everything." replied Greysie, crying. Shortly after, Rasha came.

"Grey, Grey how's Lista doing?" rasha asked, worried.

"Yeah," cried, "How to need a blood donor for the constellation ope.." explains Greysie slightly jerked.

"Take my blood, my blood type (O+). Can it be sus?" ask Rasya.

"I'm sorry, even though his blood type is both O, but blood type O-can't accept blood type (O+). A person with blood type O can only receive transfusions of the same blood type" the nurse explained.

Hearing that, made Greysie even more relaxed. Then they started calling all their relatives and friends one by one. They also asked their friends for help to search and contact each PMI headquarters.

A few moments later. Bibi Nur and Lia came. Greysie told the current state of affairs to the two of them.

"O-?" ask Aunty.

"Iy-a bi.." replied Greysie, trembling.

"Aunty O-neng's blood type, Lia too" Aunt continued, she was a little relieved.

They all felt very grateful to hear it. Then Bibi Nur and Lia immediately checked to check their situation.

Unfortunately, only Lia can donate her blood because Bibi Nur is not healthy.

After getting a blood donor from Lia, the doctor immediately started the operation. I lost so much blood that I needed three bags of blood. While Lia can only give me one bag of blood. Fortunately, Rasya had found a PMI headquarters that still had blood type (O-) stock.

The operation was carried out for hours, until now the doctor has not been out of the operating room. Greysie was feeling very agitated. He realized earlier just pacing back and forth in front of the operating room door.

A few hours later. The doctor came out of the operating room. Rasya, Bibi Nur and Lia immediately stood to see him. Greysie asked Aric.

"Where is Ric's condition Cara?" ask Greysie. His anxious face was very clear.

"The operation is going well, the patient is past his critical period. But.." said Aric, he felt heavy to convey it to Greysie.

"But what, Ric?" ask Greysie, curious.

"The patient is now in a coma, for the coma condition, this is the lowest level of consciousness of a patient" explained dr. Arics.

Greysie cried after hearing that. Aric then continued his words.

"You have to talk often to the patient about nice and pleasant things, for this kind of coma state that we fear is that the patient will never wake up, he said, maybe if you have something that can make the patient insist, try to get up, maybe it can make the patient force himself to wake up" explained Aric.

Greysie looked at Aric with a hopeful look, he then asked.

"What's that really, Ric?" ask Greysie.

"Let's hope for that, it all depends on Callista. If he doesn't give up, insists on getting up or getting things done, maybe, it can happen, let's pray that Callista's subconscious can force him to wake up" Aric said, he also looked expectantly.

"If you promise, Ric?" ask Greysie again.

"Hm, yeah, maybe if it's something that Callista's been holding onto all this time, maybe.. It can happen, let's hope, hopefully Callista will try to wake up, hopefully Callista not give up anyway" said Aric.

Aric was also a little pensive, he recalled my request for him to look after Greysie, if something bad happened to me.

After hearing Aric's explanation, Greysie was also pensive, imagining a time when we made an appointment together.

Flashbacks. About two and a half years ago in an apartment.

"You promise?" I said, hooking the little finger.

"Yes, I promise" Greysie continued, replying to the pinky finger.

"Remember! you promised me it wasn't a game. You have to remember that, I'm no longer fooling around" I told him.

"Yes I promise, and. You also have to promise that we will finish everything together" Greysie said.

"I promise" I said, firmly.

Seriate...