Illusions
CHAPTER 35 (Part 1)

Tomorrow, when I wake up. My situation still looks the same as yesterday. I still dream, but the truth is I'm awake. Greysie felt guilty for what he did to me so he continued to take care of me for days.

"Did you want this song? We often hang out together. We often play music and often practice martial arts as well" Greysie said, showing photos and also playing music.

Seeing that, I do remember it. But the strange, fearful feeling from my mind never disappeared. I'm afraid that all this is just my dream.

"You're really Grey, right?" my question, shivering and trembling.

"Yes, it's Raa... Look at my face, is it different?" greysie.

I looked at Greysie's face and began to tremble. My cold sweat flowed, while I held firmly Greysie's hand.

"Huhuu.... Don't stay with me, I'm takuutt" I said softly with sobs.

Greysie hugged me and her tears flowed again. After that, I stayed the same for days.

#

A week later. Greysie was still trying to take care of me, he kept talking and saying happy things. But today Greysie seems desperate for my situation.

"Raa.." said Greysie softly and trembling.

"I'm sorry" Inner Greysie.

Greysie looked down while crying. Moments later, Greysie recalled about the promise we made together about two years ago. After recalling that, Greysie then raised her head and looked at me expectantly.

"Ra, you want to? We made a promise two years ago that we would be together to finish everything. Why don't you make that promise?" greysie asked, staring please.

Hearing Greysie's words, making noises slowly enter my head until it feels very noisy. I held my ears, and my eyes closed.

You, you, you promise, promise, promise, promise. Yeah, me, me, promise, promise.

Remember, remember, remember this. Remember this, remember this well. You promised, I promise, same to you, same to me.

Promises, promises, promises. Yes, I promise (Greysie). You also have to promise, me, me, me, promise, promise (me).

Janj.... Hehaha.... Haha.... Hate, ben... Promises, promises.... Hate you! Kill, kill, bunuuuhhh..... Haha.... Haha....

My breaths panting. My memory strikes my head with fear, hate, anger, sadness, disappointment, heartache, and trauma as if it were all flowing through my veins simultaneously.

Ayah......! Tiya darling.... This is mom, this is mom.... Huhuu..... I love you dad! Haha..... I love you, love you.... Haha.... Kill your father too.... Haha.... Aaaaassrghhhhahaaaa (shouts from my father). Hahaaa.... Aaaaaarrghhhh....! Huhu....... Aaaaargh.............!

"Rho? Ra's? You why?" greysie asked, holding my shoulder.

This is the company's production car Electric. Waaaah... The Miltone and Walker family company is getting ahead, they even betrothed their children. Haha.... Haha..... Fuuuck! Your****up my family! Fuckk, fuckk, fuck you.....!

The voice of explanation on tv echoed inside my head until I shouted. My hands clenched, simultaneously my left tears also dripped.

"Ra?"

Then my eyes slowly glanced at Greysie with an angry look.

"Fu* You! Lo apain Grey cave, huh?!" my question, snapping.

"I'm sorry, Ra. I did it all for you" Greysie replied.

"Fuc*k Gray! The cave has told elo that the cave is no longer a joke! Gua doesn't have time to be kek gini anj*ing!" i reproach.

Meanwhile Greysie just stared sadly with a guilty look at me.

"Grey, we promised to do everything together, if I don't go back to the cake first, what? How's Greyyy?" my question, looking sad at him.

"I know Ra, I'm sorry I. I don't know if my actions can really make you traumatized kek gini, I'm sorry" said Greysie, hugging me tightly.

"I'm so happy you can turn back to yourself again Raaa" Greysie said, closing her eyes while hugging tightly.

"Once again, I'm sorry. I did all this for you" Greysie said.

My hands were clenched, while I did not return his embrace. I pushed him away from my body.

"Shut your mouth up!" I said, pointing at his mouth.

Then I immediately got out of bed. Then I immediately left Greysie's house, leaving him alone.

My motor is traveling at high speed. While my feelings were mixed up, there seemed to be something strange in my heart, but I was angry at this moment so I didn't care about it.

Meanwhile, at Greysie's house. He just let me go. Then, he lay down on the bed as he felt very exhausted.

All of his fatigue over the past two weeks had accumulated at this moment. His eyes closed until he fell asleep.

#

Arriving at my house, I also went straight into my room and lay on the bed. While I was looking straight ahead, I kept thinking about Greysie's face.

"Well, it's so dizzy" I muttered, holding my head.

"Damn it, why cave into Grey's face keeps remembering" my inner.

"Ck! Damn" said I.

The more I try to forget Greysie's gaze, the more I will remember it. It made my feelings become agitated and unsettled.

"On stairs... His gaze at that time was very hateful cake, but there was something strange... Butwhy? Why does he keep looking at that cave? Goddamnit! Does he hate caves? That was serious not talking about it? But his gaze why should it be?? Damn, the cave must follow the heart of the cave or the brain of the cave?" my inner.

For hours I lay doing nothing until I fell asleep again.

Tomorrow, before I wake up. I felt an awkwardness in my heart, but my brain always said don't be weak because I saw for myself if Greysie stared hatefully at me.

A few minutes later, I woke up sitting on the bed holding my head.

"Why is the cave feeling so bad from yesterday, is there something wrong?" my inner.

"Gua thinks there's something, wait... The cave just remembered Grey's father died? What the fuckk?! How can a cave forget? Goddamnit!" my words, in my heart.

Then, I immediately got ready to go to Greysie's house. After taking a shower, I changed my clothes and left on my bike.

"Do you have to give up this time? But the cave is still very sprawling about yesterday, why did he tell the cave to take sleeping pills? Keep Papa... Why did the paper die?" my inner.

"Lo's actually hiding what the hell is Grey from the cave? Kok up to the whole thing" I continued, batin.

A while later, after arriving at Greysie's house. The time is 15:00 in the afternoon. I immediately entered Greysie's room and saw her still asleep.

"Sleep? Tumben really clock like this sleeping" my mind.

"Ck! Goddamnit! Better the cave grab all the cave clothes now" my inner.

After that, I put all my clothes in my suitcase. Then I ordered a taxi online to bring my clothes.

Bi, I'd like to ask you a favor. Please take my shirt in the online taxi. I have to go take care of something (send a chat to auntie).

Then I saw Greysie, he still didn't move a bit.

"He knows the cave is here?" my inner.

"Ck! Tau ahh, males cave" continued my inner.

I just left without saying a word to her.

In front of Greysie's house, I waited for a taxi for about a few minutes. Taxis are coming.

"Later anter to that address, just in front of the gate sir, there will be an aunt who takes it" I asked the taxi driver.

"Yes neng, if so I say goodbye" said the driver.

"Ck! Not very quiet cave. Mending the cave alone first time yes" my inner.

After that I went inside again to say goodbye to Greysie. Inside Greysie's room was still asleep.

"From yesterday's sleep. Hnh, don't think the cave will be trapped again" my mind.

"Hey, the cave wants to go home now" I said, stepping away.

Greysie did not answer. In the meantime I stepped out of the room. But my guess feels very strange.

After arriving in front of the elevator, I immediately pressed the button and tried to throw my mind away.

"Aarrgh...! Nah, no. Loe don't fool me anymore Cara" my inner.

"But what if he's sick?" muttered.

When the elevator doors opened, my feet stepped in. But this feeling drove me crazy, I became so agitated, that I stopped and ran straight to Greysie's room.

Arriving in the room, I immediately checked his forehead. And yes, as I said, he was sick.

"Lo really hurts?" my many. But there was no response from Greysie.

"Did Grey get sick because he kept going for a week? The cave was sick at the time... Oh may god! Forgot cave. Grey cake lemes so much, he continues to love the cave of medicine, but. his face was very lethargic cake did not sleep for days. It looks so great, how can the cave not be aware? aaaahh fuck...! The cave doesn't like everything that's going on right now, it's a mess! it's chaos!" inner, thrashing.

After checking himself out, I went to pick up a medium-sized basin along with a small towel. Then I compress the towel with warm water, I immediately put it on his forehead.

"Grey.." call me, clap his hand.

"Hmm" answered.

"Have you eaten?" my many.

"Hmm" answered.

"Really?" my question, make sure.

"Hm, already" Greysie replied softly, I barely heard her voice.

"If so you take medicine first" I said, giving.

Greysie then got up and took a piece of medicine from my hand, then took it.

"The new cave inget everything now. Your condition at that time was not much different from me, your face was tired, maybe that's why you slapped me time huh? Sorry I'm Grey, but I still don't understand why you give me sleeping pills all the time" my mind, still asking.

After I finished taking the medicine, I told Greysia to lie down again. But I accidentally sniffed Greysie's smell and put on a look of surprise when I kissed him.

"Why does this kid smell of alcohol and cigarettes?" my inner.

"Lo smoke again?" my whiskey.

Greysie didn't look at me and closed her eyes.

"If you have healed carefully, will the cave give lessons" I continued, still whispering.

Greysie still didn't answer, and then I went to his house to get my bike in the garage. Suddenly someone came and greeted me.

"Excuse me mbak. My mom wants to transfer packages on behalf of Greysie's mom, does her Greyie mom exist?" ask Courier.

"Hmm, he's sick again. Here let me love him" I said, picking up the package.

In the Room,

"Grey, there's a package for you" I said, delivering the item.

"Hmm" Greysie said. His eyes are still closed.

"Lo still has a fever?" my question, mocking while holding his forehead.

"Bersikk!" bentak Greysie's.

"Sihh anjiirrr, make this child's sprain" my inner self.

"Hmm, you're still hot" I said, checking his neck.

"Aren't you going to open this package?" my many.

"What package, Ra" Greysie asked quietly, still with her eyes closed.

"Ck, the turn of the cave call him do not use loe cave, he replied to the cake, menenyeyeyeye" I murmured, in my heart.

"This is a package for you, this is what? You don't want to open?" my question, with a curious face.

"Hmm" Greysie said.

"Yes, this child make a whole njirrr, hnh" my inner.

Then I started to open the package, it turns out there is a flash in it.

"Hm, flash?" my mind, scrunching my forehead.

"Grey, this is flash. I keep it on the table" I said, while putting the flash on the table.

"Hmm" Greysie replied.

"Hm, pasld.." Inner Greysie.

"Huh?" greysie said, waking up.

Meanwhile, I who was walking out of the room immediately stopped and looked at him.

"Why lo?" my many.

Greysie was silent. Then he went back to bed. While I looked at him in wonder and felt annoyed.

"Why the hell? Lately not so much" my mind.

Then I closed the door and went to the kitchen. Of course I want to cook for myself because from yesterday I have not eaten.

After cooking, I returned to Greysie's room. He was still lying down, while I ate right away while occasionally throwing it.

"Later to heal, the cave asked me about the Papa" I thought.

After that, I checked my phone. In the message of whattsap a lot of chat from Riska.

P

P

P

P

Are you healed?

P

P

P

P

P

If you have opened hp reply chat cave cepetan

Ra's?

(Some missed calls)

Cave there, huh?

You already lightened?

(Some missed calls)

Yesterday why? How did you suddenly faint?

Chat cave if you're good

NO CHAT! BUT TEL!

(Some missed calls).

Reading all the incoming messages made me sigh slowly. Then I immediately replied to her chat.

Yes, thank u (sending chat)

Meanwhile, at Riska's. He is currently joining and continues to play offline games. Notification of incoming messages, Riska's eyes rounded when reading it. He was happy and called me immediately.

Tuut.... Tuut.... Tuut.... Tuut..... Tuut......

"Wahh, really nantangin lo Ra. People call not in question" murmured Riska, with an upset mimic.

Tuut.... Tuut.... Tuut..... Tuut.... Tuut......

"Yes, why?" my mouth, on the phone.

"It was a long time ago" said Riska, emotion.

"Sorry, the cave was again nyimpen plates into the kitchen" I explained.

"Don't you hear the sound?" ask Riska.

"Hp cave fashion geter. Lo why call? No need to be angry mulu napa, wonder cave" said I.

"How did it go?" ask Riska.

"Hmm" I replied.

"It's so bad you said it!" said Riska, annoyed.

"Huuff, yes no pp. Thank you for worrying about the cave" I said.

"Geer is very" said Riska, slowly.

"Hmm" said.

"Tomorrow means school?" ask Riska.

"Emm," glanced at Greysie, "His grandfather was not. You see, the cave will take care of Grey" I replied.

"Si Grey is sick too? It is very solid for you two to get sick alternately" said Riska.

"Yes, he's exhausted by his cake cave" I said, feeling guilty with a sigh.

"Emm, btw the Cassie has entered.." said Riska, not finished.

"Hm, later ajalah cave sayin Cara" Inner Riska.

"Now?" my many.

"So, not so. Ntar gua said that you have school" Riska replied.

"Hm... Don't be so fucking dealing with him, Ka. The cave does not want to do anything" I said.

"Hmmm... Cie khwatir" Riska said.

Tutt's...!

"Anj*ng in matiin phone cave" muttered Riska, while looking at the screen hpnya.

Riska then gave a small smile, then went back to lying on her bed.

"It would be nice if the Cara who entered the cave gang. But... Ckk! They all have problems anyway? Until he hates the same way" Inner Riska.

Meanwhile, at Greysie's house. I wriggled his forehead and went back to compress the warm water for him.

Tomorrow, Greysie wakes up. He saw me not in bed. Then he immediately took his laptop to see the contents of the flash sent by Bryan to him.

Meanwhile, in the kitchen. I'm cooking food for me and Greysie. When I finished, I took him into the room.

(Open Door).

Greysie was shocked and immediately closed his laptop. While I looked astonished at his suspicious behavior.

"Why else?" my inner.

I walked in and immediately sat on the bed. Meanwhile Greysie's face looks very flat. He soon got out of bed but I climbed straight up.

"Where are you going?" my, seriously.

"Ckk!" greysie said, brushed off my hand.

"It's so rude" I said, astonished.

Greysie didn't care and just walked out of the room. But I ran and blocked his steps.

"How dare you same cave?" my, flat.

Greysie looked unconcerned, his face looking very upset instead of playing. He just pushed me a little bit away from him. Then he immediately stepped away. But I immediately pulled his hand again until he told her to sit forcibly on the bed.

"Lady boy, why is he the one who's angry at the cave? It's supposed to be an angry cave" my mind.

"Eat" I ordered, thrusting a spoonful of rice into Greysie's mouth.

But Greysie just threw my face away from me and wouldn't eat his food. Not wanting to open my mouth, I held her face to look at me and immediately forced her mouth to eat.

After finishing eating.

"Hmf, cave just give up first" my mind.

"Anged at me Grey?" my question, looking at him.

"You mad?" my question, again.

"Is this because of her father? But why the anger at the cave? What's wrong cave?" my inner.

"Grey want to tell me nothing about it?" my many.

"Grey...?" call me, gently.

"Smiling dong, iiiiiiii..," showing and showing teeth.

"Frightened his face" I said.

"He is the silent treatment" my inner, astonished.

Greysie then got out of bed, he ran up to his house, then drove in his car and went somewhere.

"Greys......!" call me.

"Grey, where are you going? Greys....!" my yelling.

"Damn it!" I said, then checked my phone.

I immediately checked the location on Greysie's phone. But he did not bring any of his cellphones.

"Anjirr!" my inner.

A few hours later. The time is 02:30 at midnight. Greysie Beru went home. He opened the door slowly, while the room looked completely dark. But the light suddenly lit up, I was the one who had turned on the light and looked at it with an angry look.

"Where are you from?" my question, annoyance.

Greysie did not answer. He just walked to bed and went to bed.

"Anying in the peacock of the cave" my inner.

"Hm, justin cave first. Grey may still need some time" my inner self.

After that, I got into bed and slept behind her, as well as with her.

The next day, Greysie's attitude was still the same as usual. He always avoided me and never answered my questions or spoke a word to me.

A few days passed with Greysie's attitude like that. I keep trying to be patient with his attitude by giving himself space and time to himself.

But I also often find Greysie watching something on his laptop, even though he always closes it if I come.

Right now, sunday. At exactly 14:40 p.m. Greysie was wearing his skincare in front of the mirror. I just came in and went to him.

"The cave is enough. This is over time, the cave must be about the Papa" my inner.

"Grey, I.." I said, not done.

Greysie immediately left me alone in his room.

"Nying, cave heartache" my inner.

"Grey... Greys... Hey, hey why are you ignoring me?" I asked, holding his shoulder from behind.

However Greysie immediately took my hand off his shoulder and immediately accelerated his pace.

"Grey... Greys... Where the hell are you going?" my question, chasing.

In front of his house. Greysie drove in his car, it made me shake my hair back and feel anxious about it.

A few hours later. Greysie came home late at night. He opened the door slowly and saw me asleep, but I was just pretending to be asleep.

Then Greysie immediately walked towards the bed and slept with her back to me. In the meantime, my eyes were open but I chose to be quiet.

"Not usually Grey cake gini. This is not his attitude, how could he not talk about the same cave for days gini? People talk about it just cave doang. Ckk!" my inner.

A few moments later, I fell asleep. The next day, Greysie wakes up first and he's ready for his school uniform.

"Haah," I woke up, sitting down.

"Why is that dream again?" my mind, my hand holding my head.

Then I saw the wall clock. The time is 07:01 in the morning. My eyes were round in surprise, and I quickly got out of bed.

"Grey....!" my yelling.

"It's so bad, don't wake people up" I said, upset as I ran to the bathroom.

A few minutes later, after I finished the shower. I saw Greysie wasn't in the room.

"It is very important to vow.... The cave is in residence" I said, annoyed.

Then, I immediately put on my school uniform and left on my motorbike.

Arriving at school. The gate was closed, but fortunately the security guards let me in. But I was punished by the teacher by walking squat. It made the scars on my stomach ache.

Arriving in class. Master was explaining, and I apologized for coming late. But his teacher protected me and allowed me to enter.

All eyes were on me except Greysie. He doesn't seem to care.

"Ckk!" my inner self, while glancing at Greysie.

A few hours later. After the bell istrahat rang. Some students go to the cafeteria, but some remain in the classroom.

"She said her father was killed by a serial killer" whispered the insides in the class.

"Yes, really" they said.

I glanced at those whispering students, while Greysie felt very angry. He clenched his hand, then hit his table and hurried away.

I looked at Greysie and immediately held his hand. But he let go of my hand violently and just left.

"It should be an angry cave, it's even him" my inner self, I stared at him out of class.

A few minutes later, Greysie returned to the classroom. His eyeballs glanced around looking for my whereabouts. Greysie then sat down in his place. Meanwhile Cassie is talking to Riska and her friends.

"The way that Vanya killed" Cassie said.

"Lo if you want to defame people there must be proof first" said Riska, emotion.

"Try lo bully Cara now, the Greysie will be silent. They're back because Greysie already knows that Way is not as good as you think" Cassie whispered to Riska and her friends.

"Lo if you get caught lying. The cave ripped your mouth" Mindy said.

"Cobain just bullied him now. The cave guarantees 100% Grey will not help Cara" whispered Cassie again.

"Ka? How's it? You won't be looking for another alesan anymore, will you? If you keep looking for alesan means all this time you are afraid of the same way" said Zey.

"Or don't you intentionally belain him indirectly" continued Mindy.

"Yes, I've also begun to suspect the same attitude you're Ka. Strange, cake keke kegebelain the way you know not? Isn't that Ray?" continued Princess.

"Ah? Eeeh... Emm iy-ya" replied Raya, stiff.

"Damn it! Maafin cave, Ra. But the cave also wants to know what Cassie's talk is really?" inner Risk.

"Ka?" said Princess, Zey, Mindy at the same time.

Shortly after that, I entered the class. Meanwhile, without further ado and without being told, Riska immediately stood up and approached me while her hand she lay towards my face.

Plaaaa......!

a hard slap floated on my face. It made me turn my face, then look at it slowly.

"Fuuuckk, kill ya?" my inner.

Seriate...