Illusions
CHAPTER 12 (Part 3)

Perfection is impossible for man. Seeking perfection in man, as in seeking a drop of fresh water, falls into the sea.

They will come together, just as humans are basically good, they can also be very evil. Both traits are integrated within man. That is what is called human nature. No man is really good, and no man is really evil.

The word perfect, is just an illusion created by the human mind to entertain themselves. Basically, no human is perfect.

Normally, a human being would say, I know, when in fact they know nothing. Every living human being, they need love and compassion. If they do not get it, then the words love and love have no meaning in their eyes. People will not understand, because they do not know, do not feel and do not understand.

To speak a word, it means to understand thoughts and to feel the same life. No human being can understand another human being, not even themselves.

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After hearing the explanation from Aric. Greysie was also pensive, he imagined the moment where we made a promise together.

Meanwhile. Inside an apartment. Heafen was talking to Aaron.

"Bro, can't the cave? from the first cave curious, why the Rendi can hate the same lo, bro" said Aaron, asking.

"Fuuuh, ck" said Heafen sighing heavily. Aaron was a little scared of it.

"She's the same cave sprain, because because she broke up with the girls" Heafen said, then recalled the incident about two and a half years ago.

Flashback at that time, Greysie and I were still in the 1st grade High School. It was our first day of school.

Rendi and Heafen are our seniors. They are students of Grade 2 High School. The first day we went to school, they fell in love with us. Rendi likes Greysie, while Heafen likes me. They tried to get close to both of us, but we were the kind of girl that was difficult to approach.

At that time, in the parking lot. Rendi was talking to her biker gang friends. He kept glancing at Greysie. We were talking, the joy was still clearly on our faces. It was 6 months before I found out about my father's idea that had been stolen.

Heafen still joins the Gotreasure motorcycle gang as vice chairman.

"They're both so pretty" Excel praised, chins.

"Hm, yes, really, let alone the Greysie" Nevan continued, continuing to look at Greysie.

"If the cave prefers the same, Callista" interrupted Geno, he continued to see me who was laughing.

"If the cave dapetin Greysie, you dare to bet how much" said Rendi, coding his friends.

"Waduhh, it turns out that you have sincer too" said Aldo, he mocked a little. They laugh together.

"Cave 5 million" said Alvan.

"Cave too" connect Excel.

"Gua 10" continued Geno, making his friends cheer.

"The same cave is also 10" said Nevan and Aldo simultaneously.

While other students besides Heafen, they gave the same answer as Alvan.

"What about you, bro?" ask Rendi. Heafen just shook his head, he never stopped looking at me. They even smiled as they mocked Heafen.

"Who likes it, bro? let the cave help" ledek Aldo, coded his friends. But Heafen did not answer his friend's question.

Then, after a month or so Heafen tried to approach me, I began to open my heart to him. How not, I've never met anyone like him. He was very gentle when he talked to me, he was also very attentive with the little things.

Romance is not really needed, I just want someone who is loyal, but I think the most needed in a relationship is a sense of comfort. Heafen meets all the criteria. I also feel very comfortable with him.

At that time, on the beach. Heafen asked me to date him. He knows all about my favorite things even though he hasn't known me for a long time. I was the type of person who often felt bad, so I accepted it. But that doesn't mean I don't like him. I like it, but I have not felt something like it is called love/love. Because I've never been in a relationship before, so I'm still confused by that feeling.

Heafen was my first, and last, ex-boyfriend. After breaking up with her, I never opened my heart to anyone again. Apart from being so dear to her, I was also too busy with my business.

While Rendi, she had to try harder to get Greysie. Though Greysie is the type of person who easily likes someone. But Greysie prefers to play, making it difficult for others to make a serious relationship commitment with him.

Someone with the same personality as Greysie. According to them commitment is everything, making them have to find someone who is really suitable to commit/relate with them.

3 Months of approach. Greysie finally accepts Rendi to be her boyfriend, she already feels very suitable to commit.

Six months later. I have learned the truth behind the destruction of my father's business, which made me lose control, because remembering the gripping night that took everything from me.

At that moment, two days passed. After I know everything. I decided to end my relationship with Heafen. That day, I purposely spent my day with him.

At nightfall, in the restaurant. I started talking slowly, not wanting to hurt her feelings.

"Heafen, I want to say something to you" I said.

"Hm? yeah, what are you talking about?" ask Heafen.

"I. I want to. um, before I want to. You know, if you are special to me, you are the one who has made me happy, you are the one who has made me happy, I've never felt this happy before, you really have filled my empty heart with your care and affection. Before my life was empty, cake was nothing, but you made me feel worthy to be in this world. I want to thank you for making me happy over the last few months. I. fuuuh, I.." I said, Heafen smiled, but he was serious about my words.

"What?!" heafen said, surprised.

"I'm sorry" I asked, apologizing. Then I immediately left her.

Meanwhile, Heafen was chasing me. He kept calling, but I ignored him.

"Raaaa" cried Heafen. He chased me and held my hand tightly. But I let go of his hand, and immediately took a taxi.

"Raa, Ra wait, Raa" Heafen shouted, seeing the taxi car walking away from him.

During the bardays, I didn't show up to school. Greysie also doesn't know about my whereabouts. I cut off contact with everyone.

A week passed. They don't know where I am, my house is empty. Greysie was very worried, because I didn't talk to him after I was drunk that night.

Until then, I disappeared after deciding on Heafen. Greysie was overwhelmed with fear. At that time he did not understand. Greysie only knew that I was angry about something, to the point of slamming things in my room, but he didn't know why.

Greysie enlisted Hendry's help to find out where I was. While Hendry sent all his men to look for me, of course they found me.

Moreover, they were all experienced people, working with someone of high status, who else if not Greysie's father.

At the time, I was in Surabaya. Greysie is in Jakarta. I always move around, so they find it hard to find me until it takes a week or so.

After they found me, Greysie immediately went to see me. That's when we made a promise together. He doesn't want me alone, I can't refuse him either, because he keeps threatening to be round.

Meanwhile, Haefen and Rendi are instead engaged in a cold war. Heafen became sensitive when breaking up with me, making him often fight with Rendi.

Previously, their relationship was not good, because they often had different opinions. Heafen often disobeyed Rendi's orders, making Rendi sometimes angry with him.

While Heafen was dating me, they again engaged in a cold war. Greysie and I are trying to improve their relationship, but it's still going to go back to the way it was. They seem not suitable for friends.

Then, after they fight. Heafen decides to change schools, because he does not want to see Rendi's face. From then on they became enemies.

At the new school, Heafen formed his own biker gang which he named Alaska. He is close to a student named Aaron, they are good friends.

Until 11 people join them, making them even more famous, rivaling Gotresure.

They often brawl. I read the news, intending to call Haefen, but I undo my intentions. Because I don't want to be weak, because of it.

After two years later. Rendi invites Greysie to eat at a restaurant. Rendi did not realize that in the restaurant there was a Heafen who was eating with one of the girl friends at school first. Her name is Rachel.

Heafen realized the existence of Rendi. He then rushed away, lazy to see Rendi's face.

"Rachel, we go somewhere else" Heafen asked, immediately pulling Rachel's hand. But Rendi accidentally saw it.

Rendi had been waiting for Heafen's arrival for a long time. Heafen has been in America since he studied there. Seeing Heafen come out, made Rendi want to chase after him.

"Grey, I'm ahead of you, not long, you just wait here" said Rendi, immediately went after Heafen.

Greysie scrunched his forehead, staring at Rendi who was walking out. But Greysie also accidentally saw Heafen, although only briefly. So that Greysie followed Rendi, he did not want them to fight anymore.

"Woy! until also lo, our business is not finished" said Rendi, calling Heafen.

Heafen's footsteps came to a halt, hearing Rendi yell at him. Rachel was terrified.

"Lo's son left after destroying the cave headquarters, you sissy!" maki Rendi's.

"Huh? lo sissy times, how much money bet you can make dapetin lo girl, you sissy eloo!" clea Heafen's.

Greysia overheard Heafen saying to Rendi. He looked very angry, while Heafen glanced at Rendi, as if mocking.

"What?! you're making me a bet?!" greysie asked, very angry.

"Engga.. Grey" said Rendi, holding Greysie's hand, but Greysie brushed it off.

Greysie was very angry, he then left Rendi. For someone who has the same character as Greysie. They will immediately break a relationship if their partner does something wrong, there is no apology. They won't make a mistake.

Rendi's after Greysie. While Heafen, smiled. He thinks Greysie is too good for Rendi. He was grateful that they would break up.

"Grey, Grey, wait for Grey, I can clear" said Rendi, holding Greysie's hand.

"Don't touch me! the cave is breaking up! you fu*king ash*ole, Rend!" cela Greysie on the Rendi.

"Grey beat me up first, I can clear it" Pinta Rendi, pleaded.

"Stop! our relationship is over, nn-o-Ow! you ash*ole, fu*cking, bit*h! you think cave chick what?!" maki Greysie's.

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