Illusions
CHAPTER 37 (Part 1)

After that, the police gave me my clothes that I was wearing before I went to jail.

My face looks like a tired, bruised person. My eyes are swollen, while my lips are also very pale. After getting out of jail, I immediately dodged all the cctv and stopped the taxi.

"Anterin me to the address xxxx" I said, staring out the window.

The taxi driver then runs the car. He took me to my house. A little while later after arriving in front of my house, I immediately got out of the car.

"Wait here. My money is inside" I said, getting out of the car.

Meanwhile, at the police station. Greysie came to pick me up. But I wasn't there. He soon followed to my house.

Inside my house, I took the money and immediately gave it to the taxi driver. After that, I went back in and changed my clothes. Then I threw away my hanpdhon that the police had given me earlier along with my clothes. I took the keys to my bike and got out of there.

On travel. My tears sometimes trickle if I remember everything back. Then I stopped at a figure of clothes and bought some new clothes for me.

After buying. I immediately left the place and left again and avoided all the streets with cctv. Greysie can't find me because I really don't want to talk to anyone right now.

A few moments later. I arrived at a boarding house. After that, I talked to the boarding house owners to rent one of their boarding rooms.

They kept looking at me from top to bottom because I was wearing a hat, black jacket, black mask, sunglasses and jeans that were also black.

All my limbs were covered up my hair because I used the hood from the jacket I was wearing.

"For how long?" ask the owner of the boarding house, with a suspicious look.

"Tell me how much, I'll pay" I said.

"Emm, because this is an elite boarding house." said the owner of the unfinished boarding house.

"I don't care about that. Just tell me how much do you want me to pay?" ask, interrupt.

"Hmm," glanced at my bike then glanced at my clothes again from top to bottom.

"It looks like he's someone. But his behavior is very suspicious. Why are they dressed like that?" inner owner kos.

"alright... For a month rent costs 5 million 6 hundred thousand" said the owner of the cost.

Meanwhile, I directly took out a few pieces of red money from inside my wallet and gave it to her.

"Okey," counting the money, "Here's the key. Your room is at the end there" said the owner of the boarding house.

No pleasantries. I immediately took the key from his hand, and immediately went to the room he mentioned. Arriving at the door, I immediately opened the door and closed it back tightly.

In the room, there is a bed, medium-sized tv, cabinets and other equipment. In accordance with the rental price, the contents of the cost are indeed complete.

Then, I immediately lay on the bed while opening my glasses, mask, and also my hat.

Meanwhile, Greysie had also reached my home. He saw I wasn't there and called me right away.

"Pliss, pick up Raa" Greysie said, shriveled and trembling.

Zzt, zzt, zzt.....

The sound of hp vibration was heard from inside my room. Greysie then looked for him. He checked under the couch, apparently my phone was there.

After taking my phone. Greysie's lips trembled again holding back the cry.

"Raa... Huhuuuu" Greysie said, sitting on the bed weeping bitterly.

After a moment of crying, Greysie immediately called Hendry and asked him to find out about my whereabouts.

"Pliss, meet Cara as soon as possible. She must've... I want to apologize to Cara, she must be very sick at this time" Greysie said.

"Yes, you calm down. Om will try to find Cara immediately" said Hendry.

After he finished calling Hendry, Greysie also immediately went to find me himself.

Meanwhile, in the cost. I'm still lying there and not moving until tomorrow.

Tomorrow, Greysie's still looking for me. He kept checking my house and hoping I'd be there. But I never came back to my house again.

Meanwhile, in the room I was still lying and feeling pain in all my wounds. Moreover, the wound that was on the left abdomen, the pain was increasingly untouchable. I woke up from my bed feeling dizzy. In addition to dizziness, my head is also very sick because it continues to cry.

After that, I turned on the tv to watch the news. The news always talks about Milstone and Walker as serial killers.

They fought over treasures until they killed each other. I know very well that none of this is true. Because I'm sure Greysie must have done it.

After that, I took a new cellphone that I had previously bought along with some of my clothes.

On the phone screen, I immediately downloaded a new application. After downloading it, I immediately ordered food at the apk.

A few moments later. My order was received and the courier chatted me on the app.

His order.... Immediately to the destination.

Hello, mbak. The order will be delivered soon.

I will pay more. You can not stop by the pharmacy and buy me anti-pain medicine, bandages, betadin, antiseptic, antibiotic drugs, and. (still typing the names of drugs, then send a chat).

Can mbak. Are there any other additions?

Just white water.

Okay, mbak. I will deliver the order soon.

Thank ye.

After you have finished replying to the courier chat. I sat up against the wall, on the bed. My face looked at me, thinking about the many things that had happened, then my tears dripped back. A small sobbing was heard filling the room.

Moments later, a knocking sound on the door of my room sounded.

Tuk, yoke... Excuse me mbak, I'd like anther of his order.

Then, I stood up and put on my sunglasses, mask and hat on my head.

"This is my order" said the courier, giving all my orders.

"All... a total of 550 thousand mbak, because the drug is expensive" said the courier.

Then, I put my order on the table and immediately took my wallet.

"Thank you" I said, closing the door.

"Ehh, here's the money overflowing" said the courier, stopping me from closing the door.

"No pp. To you" I said, closing the door immediately.

"really mba? Oh, my God, thank you. Thank you mbak" said the courier, lowered his head and continued to thank me until my boarding door closed.

"Allah, very good indeed" murmured the courier.

Later that night, I woke up dreaming about everything. That made me cry again until I was sad.

Then I brought myself closer to the wall (still on a shelf) and sat down to tenderly crying, beating my chest and gripping the wound on my stomach. The sound of sobbing again filled the boarding room, where I was.

"Mother... The way we miss Bundaa.." I muttered, trembling with sobs.

A few hours later, I fell asleep again in a sitting position.

Tomorrow, when I wake up. My head became increasingly dizzy while the pain in my wounds became more and more unbearable. Then I saw my hand, it was filled with my blood.

"Mother...," trembled.

"I want to come with you" I muttered, trembling withstanding the cries.

After looking at my hand, I chose to remain silent first, for a few minutes. After that, I moved out of bed.

But my head is getting dizzy. I almost fell down, but I immediately held myself by holding the bed and went back to sitting on the bed.

"Heghmn..," whimpering, indeed stomach.

After that, I looked again at my hand where blood had already filled my hand. A few minutes after giving myself up, I immediately went into the bathroom to change all the bandages on my body.

"A, agha... Hmgff..," whimpered as he opened the bandage.

After all the bandages are open. I saw my blood coming out of my wounds. Whether the stitches are open or not I don't know either.

Then, I immediately took the bandage from inside the plastic bag. There's some kind of medicine I ordered in it. But I only use one drug for my wounds, namely antibiotic liquid.

After I finished putting the bandage that I had deliberately cut on all my wounds, I sat back on the bed, while my hand held the anti-pain medication.

I was still silent, looking at the medicine in my hand. Meanwhile, my hand that was holding her continued to tremble. Shortly after, I threw the medicine out of my hand.

After disposing of the medicine, my left tear dripped and I leaned my head on both palms of my hand.

I saw the food I ordered I hadn't touched in the least. Finally I decided to eat it, but only a few spoons I stopped immediately because I did not taste.

A few days passed. I was still with the same activities, which were lying down, sleeping and crying. When night falls, I always shiver with a fever.

"Ohuk, uhuk... Haa, huuu," coughed, breathing weakly.

"Ohuk, uhuk... Huck, aahh...,"

Then, I got up and ran to the bathroom, then vomited blood.

"Ohuk, uhuk... Huek, erghh..," sat down, leaning against the bathroom wall.

My eyes look so tired. While the look in my eyes was very sweet, there was a deep sense of sadness in the look in my eyes.

After that, I went back to bed and fell asleep again.

Meanwhile, at Greysie's house. He's still worried about my situation. But Hendry couldn't find my whereabouts.

"Where's om? Where is it?" ask Greysie, worried.

"Sorry about Grey. I can't find Cara yet. After exiting the police station yesterday Cara went to rumonly, kept her going again using her motorbike and disappeared. Om can not find one cctv that raked Cara" said Hendry.

"Huhuuu..," Greysie cried instead.

"Om going to try to find Cara. You are patient. Doain hope Cara does not pp" said Hendry.

"Hmm, pliss o'm spout. I'm afraid Cara why-not" pinta Greysie.

"Yes, yeah. Om will do it" said Hendry.

After that, Greysie hung up on him. He was crying again until he was sad.

Tomorrow, on a Sunday. At 14:05 p.m. In Kansas, I just woke up. Then glanced around the room with a strange feeling. It felt so dizzy, it also hurt my head and all my wounds. Then I forced myself to get up, sit on the bed.

Everything looks blurry. Then I took the remote to turn on the tv. It's still on television about the Milstone and Walker families. Then, the news changed with a new discussion.

Tomorrow all schools will be conducting national exams. All students are preparing for the exam. The teachers also.....

The explanation from the tv still sounded in my ears, but it was getting smaller. Then I took two medicines and asked myself to take them.

Previously, if I cried I deliberately played the television at full volume so that others did not hear me cry.

After that, I ate a loaf of bread on the table. But not to the end. Then, I went back to drowning. It felt like my entire strength had disappeared.

Tomorrow. I woke up at 03:08 a.m. After waking up, I immediately packed up my things and hurried away from there.

My motor was traveling at a moderate speed until it arrived at my house. In front of my house, I opened the door with trembling hands and walked with a weak body.

Arriving in the room. I lay down again. All my stuff before, I put it on the table. As for the medicine I bought, I kept it in a drawer, along with the previous hospital medicine I had drunk.

A few hours passed. The time is 06:50 am. I woke up again and ran straight to the bathroom. In the bathroom I took a shower with pain because my wounds were exposed to water.

"Uhuk, uhuk..aahh, shit.egmm.." I said, breathing weakly.

"Huk, uhuk, uhuk.... Huek, erghh.., uhugh.." coughed and spewed blood again.

Seeing the blood that I spewed, I looked down and laughed out loud.

"Hahahahnhikhik... Hehahahaaiish... Hahaha.... Fuuuckkp... Huuuff... Shit.hnhnhikhikhik...Hnm.uhuk, uhuk, uhuk.. Yuck, huekk... Eghm.., hikhikhik," saw a hand filled with blood, "Hahahahikhik.... Uhueeggh.... Haaaa fuuuh... Hnhikhikhikhik.. fuuuuh..," stopped laughing while sighing softly.

After an indistinct laugh and finished the bath. I immediately changed into a uniform with the school uniform of Sma Permata.

Meanwhile, the cost owner checks one by one his costan. It was done to just see the condition of the people who inhabit his cost.

"Hmm, cosan's at the very end there. He never went out of the room. Sometimes it's just couriers who come to deliver food. I'd better check her condition, who knows she's sick again" inner cost owner.

The owner of the boarding house immediately stepped into the room that I inhabited before. When he arrived, he saw a paper stuck in front of the door that read.

Thank ye. The cost can be re-sealed.

"Huh? The kid's gone? How's the money? He paid for a month. He stayed here for a few days too. Why are you leaving?" inner owner kos.

The cost owner then turned the paper over and saw that there was another piece of writing behind it.

No need to think about the money. Just rent the cost back. Thank ye.

"Hm, looks like he's got a problem. In view of his handwriting he seems to be a good person and often helps people. Is she okay now?" inner owner kos.

That night, at Greysie's house. He was getting ready to go to school. After he finished getting ready, he turned off the tv and left using his car.

On the way, Greysie kept hoping that today I would come to school.

"Raaa, where are you...?" inner Greysie.

Seriate...