Illusions
CHAPTER 10 (Part 3)

The most painful thing was when I woke up again from the same dream about my pain all along.

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Greysie pensively for a long time, occasionally holding his head. Standing up and sitting down again, walking around, gagging around, leaning against the wall, taking a breath and pulling me straight out of the psychologist's place.

"Grey.." call me slow. But he was silent, his hands were very cold when holding me. He opened the door of his car and told me to come in.

"Get in" Greysie's orders. I glanced at him and obeyed his orders.

Greysie then started his car, he took me to a very distant and quiet place. His car stopped in a forest.

"Wait here" Greysie ordered. I was confused and just obeyed his words. Greysie got out of the car and stood by one of the trees in the forest.

"Aaaaaaaaaaaah, fuckk, fuuuckkk" cried Greysie. I was surprised to hear it, then immediately got out of the car and went straight to him.

"Grey....!" my yelling. I approached him directly.

"Why u screaming? you okay?" I was worried about his situation.

Greysie again did not answer my question. He just shut up and pulled my hand back to the car door. Greysie opened the car door and told me to come in.

"Lake in!" Greysie command. I breathed heavily, but still obeyed.

Greysie's car drove. He seems very angry. He stopped the car once in a while to calm his mind. I can only observe his behavior.

"Bu el what about the cave? why is this kid so angry, he's mad at the cave or someone else? my mind kept asking.

"But.the cake he was angry with others, if angry at the cave must immediately talk without further ado" my mind. I kept looking in his direction.

"Grey, I don't want you to do anything else, you stop, stop don't think about it" I said looking at him.

Sontak Greysie immediately stopped his car. He then looked at me with a face that was still flushed red from holding back emotions.

"Udah, you stay quiet!" bentak Greysie's.

"The cave won't, ti-tik! loe don't confess to other things" I said hardening my voice.

"What is the cave mind? you can read cave minds, huh? can read?! greysie scolded me.

"You know what's on your mind right now, if you want to do something else, we don't need to be called again" I said, making Greysie very unhappy.

"No silence? just shut up anj!" cela Greysie's. It was the first time he had ever told me.

"What's? what is fu*ck? why did you say to me? anj? you know anj**ng, fu*ck you!" my snapping.

"Why don't you like it? don't like the cave talking to eloo, huh? eat it if the cave tells you to shut up, just shut up!" greysie said bragging, not caring. I breathe heavily. Then I fell silent because I was lazy to argue with him.

Greysie took his car as fast as possible to get to the front gate of his house. The security guard opened the gate. Arriving in front of his house, we got out of the car. Greysie walked up to me again and pulled my hand.

We walked towards the elevator, Greysie's right hand pressed the button inside the elevator, as her left hand was still tightly grasping my hand.

Arriving upstairs, he immediately pulled me to go to his room. Greysie forced me to sit on the bed. He then took my medicine box, and took 3 pieces of medicine for me.

"Drink!" Greysie command. His hand was in front of my face, I glanced up, then riddled my forehead with a look of astonishment.

"No, the cave won't" I refused.

Greysie wasn't happy to hear that. He opened my mouth with his left hand and put the medicine in my mouth.

"Telen no! telen spout!" greysie's orders glared at me, while her hands were still holding my mouth. I was forced to swallow the sleeping pills.

Greysie immediately gave me a drink. Shortly after, I became very sleepy. Greysie was still standing in front of me. I then fell asleep, my head leaning against his stomach.

"Sorry cave" inner Greysie, her tears dripping down. He then laid me down slowly on the bed.

Tomorrow, when I wake up. Greysie told me to take another sleeping pill at the same dose. It continued for two days.

Three days later. I woke up dreaming like a black shadow coming to see me. My eyeball glanced around to look for Greysie's whereabouts.

"Grey.." call me. No answers, everything seems quiet. I checked my wound was still on the bandage, the sign was Greysie still changing the bandage on my stomach.

After that, I walked slowly towards the door. Then open. This silent state, it makes me feel like I'm not feeling well, somehow I feel really bad. After that, I went to the kitchen to get a drink.

"Auntie doesn't exist either, so it's quiet" my mind kept wondering.

Then I went back to my room. My eyes also did not stop looking for the whereabouts of everyone in this house. I felt really bad, I slept for two days, and when I woke up there was no one I met. I turned the doorknob of the room. The door opened, and I started looking for my phone.

After finding my HP, I started calling Greysie. But he didn't pick up the phone from me. While I was still calling her, a trembling sound was heard in my ear. I checked the drawer, it turned out that Hp Greysie was there, he didn't bring it.

"Tumben Hpnya geter" inwardly, then I checked his phone.

"Hm, it turns out I changed the ringtone yesterday" my mind. I'm smiling a little. But on the screen of Hp Greysie seen a lot of notifications from his social media.

My finger accidentally clicked on the instagram notification. My eyes were wide when I read it.

"Innalilahi wa innalilahi rojiun, sorry for his passing, Mr. Arya Allen Wijaya. May Greysie and his mother be given steadfastness and his late father be forgiven all his sins. Amen."

It was a story ig belonging to one of the students at our school who marked Greysie on his instagram. I was shocked to nudge the item on the table by the bed, then I sat down because my legs were squeezing instantly. I tried to get up from my seat and ran slowly towards the door, turned the doorknob and immediately ran towards the elevator.

"C' mon, c'mon" I said to push the button, but the elevator didn't open.

Impatiently, I ran down the stairs on each floor. When I got to the second floor stairs, I almost slipped and fell down. How not, my head is still dizzy because of sleeping pills, I also just woke up and knew everything, then immediately ran, even though my whole body still feels very weak.

"Arrgh" whimpered while holding his stomach.

Then I ran again to the first floor. My legs are getting limp, my steps are still not perfect.

Meanwhile, on the first floor. Many people were teaching to pray for Greysie's father. I just got to the end of the first-floor staircase, saw the crowd inside this house. The house, which was usually very empty and quiet, is now full and crowded.

Greysie saw me running down the stairs, and he stood up and left his mother. He ran up to me, I almost fell, but Greysie caught my hand.

"Grey.." I looked slowly, saw it.

Greysie's face looked very different from usual, where I knew him. I could tell everything from the look in his eyes.

The angry and hateful look was very clear in Greysie's eyes. Her flat face and pale pursed lips made my feelings very strange.

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