Illusions
CHAPTER 11 (Part 3)

What we plan for, the results will not always go our way.

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Greysie feels guilty for what he did to me. He kept taking care of me for a week, he never left me until he kept asking permission from school. Though our school will soon be doing graduation exams for 3rd graders like us.

During that week, Greysie kept telling me all the happy things, she helped me to remember everything back, but even though I could remember it. I am still traumatized and afraid that all this is just my dream. I still can't tell which real world and which dream.

Until Greysie spoke of the promise we made together, it made me instantly come to my senses and remember everything that happened to my family. My hands clenched for a moment I remembered.

"Fu*k you! lo apain the Grey cave, huh?!" my question, snapping.

"Sorry Ra, I did it all for you" Greysie replied.

"Fu**k Grey, the cave has already told elo, if the cave is no longer playing games, the cave has no time to be a gini, an***ing!" I said reproachfully, for the first time I also denounced the words anj*ing.

Greysie just stared sadly with a guilty look at me.

"Grey, we promised to do everything together, if I don't go back to the cake first, how about, Greyyyy?" my question, looking sad at him.

"I know Ra, I'm sorry I. I don't know if my actions can really make you traumatized, I'm sorry" Greysie said, hugging me tightly.

"I'm glad you can be yourself again, Raaa" Greysie said, closing her eyes while hugging tightly.

Five days later. We started school as usual. Lukaku has improved too. Everything went on like the usual days. But I just went to school and knew nothing but Greysie's father who had died.

Six days ago, I put all my clothes in my suitcase and went to my house. But somehow even Greysie who was angry with me, I should have been angry with him. He hasn't reprimanded me for days. Though I was not wanting to fight, instead he became silent treatment to me at this time.

At school.

"She said her father was killed by a serial killer" whispered the insides in the class.

"Yes, really" they said.

Greysie angrily clenched his hands, then hit his table. He left the class. Then I held back, clasped his hand. He let go of my hand violently and just left. It had been about a week since what had happened, he kept quiet.

"It should be an angry cave, it's even him" my inner self, I stared at him out of class.

A few minutes later, Greysie returned to the classroom.His eyeballs glanced around looking for my whereabouts.

Greysie then sat down in his place. Cassie was talking to Riska and her friends. This is an unusual thing that happened. A few minutes later, I entered the class. Riska immediately stood up from her place. I saw him, he walked straight towards me, directly slapping me.

"Plaaaaaa......!" slap, make me turn my face. I glanced at him slowly. My index finger moved slightly, but I was still silent, not responding to anything.

Greysie just looked at me, he looked away no matter what happened.

"It turns out eloooo, yeah!" riska said, her index finger pointing at my face.

"I mean?" tanyaku brief.

"Udah, don't pretend anymore lo, anj**ing" recalls Riska.

Mindy came over, immediately splashed my shirt with a chocolate drink. I looked at my clothes with a flat expression, then I smiled at him.

"Hmm, thank u, the cave wants to color the cave clothes" I said, thanking Mindy.

"Look at Ka, he is looking at his son, all this time he has been teasing self-esteem eloo Kaaa" Mindy said seeing Riska.

Then Zey, Princess and Kingdom came to approach me. The princess pulled Raya's hand, and she was forced to come along.

"You want to accuse the cave of whatan, I swear" I asked with a simple face mimic.

"Anjirr, ta*ik loo!" cela Zey immediately pulled my hand, while the Princess took the red leafy marker belonging to one of the girls in our class. He started to cross my clothes with the words Killer, whereas I just kept quiet with what they were doing.

"Lo killed Vanya, didn't I lo!" tukas Zey holds my collar. I whispered to him, then smiled normally.

"Anj!" maki Zey slapped me.

"Plaaaaaa.....!"

Greysie glanced, but he just kept quiet. Then he tore the paper until it was really small. Riska and the Princess were wondering what I was whispering to Zey.

"What did he say, Zey?" ask Princess.

"Anj**ing, he said yes to the cave, he said it was him" Zey told them.

"Anj! it's crazy times, yes" maki Riska and Princess together.

"You're horrors, right? he told himself that it was him" the princess told the students in the class, making them scream.

"Huuuuuuuuuu" the students shouted in unison, they then took the paper and threw it at me, all the items on me. I just kept quiet.

"Basic killer!" maki Riska's.

"Have proof?" ask her.

"Anj**ng, forgot memory, huh!? just now you told me to the cave that you killed Vanya, crazy times!" sela Zey's.

"Where is the evidence that the cave whispered cake that, could be elo ngarang same eloo speech" I connect with a regular expression.

"No shit, Zey?" ask Riska a little whisper. I'm listening.

"Yes, you have more confidence in him than in the cave, Kaa" replied Zey, his face slacking.

"Gua believe ama lo, Zey" said the Princess.

"Gua also believes" continued Mindy.

"Kaaa, he is a hobby of playing with people, do you not realize all this time? his words are often very manipulative for everyone in this school, true or silent words he people will believe" said Zey.

"Yes, bokap loe to loe law just because of him, the cave is sure that the brain bokap loe also in manip as he" continued Mindy.

"If so, the cave sits down first, thanks for the chocolate, sweet" I said, smiling normally. But they didn't like my smile, they thought I was mocking.

"Elooo, anj!" cela Riska pulled my hair from behind, I just stared at her. He pushed me up against the wall.

"Aaaaish, fuuuh" I said, sighing.

"Elo time can't think? where is there a real thief? if the cave ngaku means not a cave" I said to Riska.

"Ka, don't believe her talk, you don't talk about her anymore" whispered Zey.

"Yes, really, Kaa" continued the Princess and Midy, said.

Riska then made me stand up, then pushed me against the wall. He grabbed my collar and whispered to me.

"Loe apain bokap cave until he belain loe continue?" tanya Riska whispered, making me hold back a smile.

"I'm sorry, sorry, I didn't mean it" I said, still holding a smile on my lips.

Riska wasn't happy to see me, she felt so humbled. Then, he started to strangle my neck, my face flushed red from running out of oxygen.

Alfie could not bear to see me, he immediately stood up, shouting at Riska and her friends.

"Stop! you stop!" alfie shouted directly towards Riska. He tried to let go of Riska's hand.

"Uhuk, uhuk, uhuk," held my neck, gasping for breath.

"Aren't you pp?" ask Alfie. I'm nodding.

"Why don't you volunteer, Ra?" ask Alfie.

"No pp, I'm just tired of, uhuk" I said slowly.

"Ah? sorry-sorry I'm not horrified, what did you say just now?" ask Alfie again.

"Son, I don't" I replied. Alfie then stood up, he saw Riska and his friends.

"What are you guys? nudu Cara haphazardly, huh?" ask Alfie.

Riska's face is very unpleasant if in view, her face is getting lazy. He hates me even more, because his target guy defends me. He clenched his hands and looked at me hatefully.

Greysie was just silent, all he did was tear his book paper into small pieces.

Shortly after that, the bell rang. Greysie stood up. He just left without looking at me.

"Thank you Alfie, I'm leaving" I said, chasing after Greysie.

"Tung.." said Alfie unfinished, he saw who ran after Greysie.

"Grey, Grey.." call me, he won't stop. I keep running it.

After arriving in front of his car, he wanted to open the car door, but I blocked him.

"Let me drive" I said, snatching his car keys.

Inside the car was very quiet. No one talks between us.

"You've had a few days of me Grey, not pp you brought me, but pliss take care of your health, you even keep seeing something on your laptop, that's what, I can't see?" my many.

"So!" answer Greysie ketus. Suddenly, I looked straight at him.

"Would you like to talk again?" I asked, but he was silent again.

"Hey, how come you're so angry at the cave, it should be an angry cave, if the cave can't go back to the cake first, you want to?" my many. He glanced at me with dislike.

"Well, finally talk" I said.

"The return cave is because of the same worry loe anjirr, as long as you make a cave kek crazy, it turns out bokap loe already.." obviously I stopped saying.

"What old? already dead? don't hold it, just say it's dead!" connect Greysie with a tone of voice that is very annoying if heard.

"Oh may god! fuckk!" I shouted, stopping the car. Greysie doesn't care.

"Uuuuff, fuuuuuh, patient, patient" I whispered to myself.

"Grey.." call me, look at him. He just kept quiet.

"You know, if I'm angry it must be diem, if you have a problem definitely diem, always diem and nyimpen all by yourself, sorry I, I know you're my friend, I know you're my friend, but I never want to tell you, I just want you to know, if I really love you, we have a long relationship, if our relationship is really broken, I don't pp, I don't, you don't have to keep following me, later even you are injured, I don't want you why" I said. Greysie just stared out the window. I didn't see his face.

"I just want to tell you one thing about me, if I can be really weak, cake.I can't do it anymore, maybe because there are too many piles of everything myself, maybe, the bus makes me really down, when I always tell you that we can't be weak, but actually I'm the weakest. You knew? I often go out of the mallem when it rains again, you know I'm nagapain? I sleep outside the house, I let the cold rain to break the skin to my flesh, continue like not raining, you know what I do? I screamed under my blanket or pillow, or I stayed in the bathroom all night, the tap water I blazed, even though it wasn't as cold as rain" I explained. Greysie still won't see me.

"Continue.., I. actually not too can hear the noise, eat it I always makai headsed to calm my mind, music always entertain me Grey, Grey, for example, if I carry a motorcycle and continue to hear a loud noise on the road, usually I close my eyes, you will not know because I did not close my ears. I also often want to embrace myself, but I can't do it, unfortunately I'm more cowardly than you Grey, eating it my hands smoothly not your cake, I'm not, you're not a coward of my cake who doesn't dare to embrace myself. Do you know what I do normally? I slapped my own face, I beat myself up, I cried all night, even though my voice was small, a coward, right me?" I asked to see him, he still threw his face away from me.

"Hmff, eat it Grey I always refuse if you ask me to do nginep with you, because if I were alone, yes I would do everything I said earlier, I would do, I don't want you to see me on that cake, I like it myself because I'm free to do what I want to do with myself" I told.

"Especially if the malem, my head is very noisy, I am too busy fighting with myself, so sometimes I can be very funny, just with the sound of music can make me a little calm. You always cut headsed I actually gap pp, but. if music can't make me feel, I'm afraid it will be uncontrollable myself, I hope you can understand me" obviously I'm long, wide, high.

"This world is scary Grey, because we are forced to laugh, always smile, even though at night, we both try hard so as not to leave scars" I continued.

Greysie still won't see me. However, I could still feel the feeling from him penetrating right in my heart, the pain was indeed real. I slowly saw his reflection from behind the car's black glass after being exposed to the light from a passing vehicle.

Greysie couldn't hide her crying self after hearing what I said to her.

After that, I don't want to talk anymore. I don't want to make things worse, because I think he might still be very angry with me. I don't know what made him so angry.

Arriving inside Greysie's house. He lay down as I sat and looked at him.

"What's the wrong thing about Grey?" my inner.

"Is it possible..pas cave sick yesterday cave is not something to him? besides him why the cave maksa to drink sleeping pills continue? what exactly is he doing?" my mind kept asking.

A few hours passed. I waited until Greysie fell asleep, because I was sure Greysie was hiding something from me.

"Gua has to check his laptop" my inner self.

At 02:10 midnight. I got up and started checking Greysie's laptop.

"Kok use a password, anyway? really tumben" my mind is still wondering.

"Hm, dasang password, but there's no trouble, i'm your best friend Grey, easy for me" my inner self, I see Greysie sleeping.

"Actually what Grey sees here" my inner still asked.

After that, I started checking all the files on her laptop, playing the video and looking at all the photos. But I just found our photos and videos, and like any schoolboy, his laptop was just on assignment from school.

But before long, I remembered something about a week ago, the day after I left Greysie's house. I went back to his house to get my things.

Greysie was sick, so I was only in my house for a day. I chose to accompany her, even though I was angry with her.

Flashback a week ago, after I woke up from my trauma from a drug Greysie gave me. I went straight to my house, but came back to get the goods.

At his house, at 15:20 p.m. Someone came to deliver a package to Greysie. I was on the porch of his house, my things were already in the cab.

"Later anter to that address, just simply on the terrace sir, there will be an aunt who takes it" I asked the taxi driver.

"Yes neng, if so I say goodbye" said the driver.

After that, I went straight into the room. I saw Greysie sleeping.

"From yesterday's sleep, hnh, don't think the cave will be trapped again" my mind.

"Hey, the cave wants to go home now" I said, leaving immediately. But he did not answer. I've stepped out, but my guess is bad, I don't think he's pretending.

After arriving in front of the elevator, I immediately pressed the button and tried to throw away my feelings.

"Aargh, no, no, you don't fool me anymore" my inner self.

When the elevator door opened, my feet stepped up but this feeling drove me crazy, I became so agitated that I stopped and ran straight to Greysie's room.

Arriving in the room, I immediately checked his forehead. And yes, as I said, he was sick.

"Lo really hurts?" my many. No response from Greysie.

"Did Grey get sick because he kept going for a week? when the cave hurts, it's him. oh may god! gua forgot, Grey cake lemes so much at that time, he continued to love the cave of medicine, but. his face was very lethargic cake people who did not sleep for days, looked very soybean, very, how could the cave not be aware? aaaahh, fuckk, the cave doesn't like everything that's going on right now, it's a mess! it's chaos!" my mind thrashed.

After checking himself out, I went to take a medium-sized basokom with a small towel. Then I compress the towel with water, I immediately put it on his forehead.

"Grey.." call me to clap her hand.

"Hmm" answered.

"Have you eaten?" my many.

"Hmm" answered.

"Really?" many ensure.

"Hm, already" Greysie replied softly, I barely heard her voice.

"If so you take medicine first" I said. He then got up and took a medicine from my hand.

"The new cave wants everything now, your condition at that time was not much different from mine, your face was tired, maybe that's why you slap me, sorry I am Grey, but you're so tired, but I still don't understand why you give me sleeping pills all the time" my mind, still asking. I watched him take medicine.

Greysie finished taking the medicine, I immediately told him to go to sleep. Then I went to the porch of his house, to put my motorbike in the trunk of his house. But someone came to greet me.

"Excuse me mbak, can I transfer packages on behalf of mbak Greysie, mbak Greysienya there?" ask Courier.

"Hmm, he's sick again, let me just love him" I said.

In the Room,

"Grey, there's a package for you" I said, delivering the item.

"Hmm" Greysie said. His eyes are still closed.

"Lo still has a fever?" askaku held his forehead. I deliberately mocked him.

"Bersikk!" bentak Greysie's.

"Sihh anjiirrr, make this child's sprain" my inner self.

"Hmm, still hot loe body" I said checking his neck.

"Aren't you going to open this package?" my many.

"What package, Ra" Greysie asked quietly, still with her eyes closed.

"Ck, the turn of the cave call him not use, lo cave, he replied to the cake, menenyeyeyeyeye" I grumbled myself.

"This is a package for you, this is what, you don't want to open?" I said, looking at the confused face.

"Hmm" Greysie said.

"Yes, this is a child to do so anjirrr, hnh" my inner. Then I started to open the package, it turns out there is a flash in it.

"Hm, flash?" inwardly, I dry my forehead.

"Grey, it's a flash, I put it on the table" I said putting the flash on the table.

"Hmm" Greysie replied.

After I recalled that, I immediately searched for the flashdik. But can't find him.

Then I saw Greysie. Slowly I began to search him, it turned out that the flash was in the pocket of his pants.

"Cock in the pocket, anyway" my inner, astonished.

After that, I immediately attached the flash to Greysie's laptop. Inside is a video with several photos. I was surprised to see it.

"Kok..," rounded my eyes, "this is what.." I thought, then I glanced at Greysie.

The video shows me walking in a black robe, holding a knife in my hand.

Some of the photos inside show a person wearing a black robe killing Greysie's father. His face was not clearly visible, as the photo was turned away from the camera.

"Huh? kok, here... Grey," saw Greysie, "me. It's not me, no, it's not me" inwardly.

"But this video is the same cake in this photo, oh may god Grey, so you think the cave in the photo" my mind, while looking at it.

"Makanya loe kept on cuddling the cave? you think it's a cave, Grey?" my inner. I immediately left, leaving the laptop still on.

Motorku. I left Greysie's house, then I stopped somewhere, and then I went to the toilet.

Inside the toilet, I continued to wash my face while looking at my reflection in the mirror.

"That eye!" my mind, I clenched my hands.

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