Illusions

Illusions
CHAPTER 7 (Part 2)


Greysie was in the hospital toilet, he imagined when he was looking at the doctor Aric before, then smiled faintly.


Greysie walked out of the toilet holding his cell phone, but accidentally collided with a handsome man with a Korean side bangs haircut model.


"Brakkk....!"


"Eh, sorry," look at each other, "sorry, don't you pp?" ask dr. Arics.


"Em, yes," looked at him, "yes no pp" replied Greysie smiling.


They smiled at each other in a still awkward atmosphere, then they walked side by side in the hospital hallway.


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Greysie and Aric were on the roof of the hospital building, sitting side by side in a chair made of wood with a blackish brown color.


"How long have you been with Callista?" ask dr. Arics.


"Em, next month is the fourth year we are in office" Greysie replied.


"Hm," nodded, "meaning you're from third grade Smp" Aric said


"Well, yeah, I was a transfer student at school, but I knew Cara the day before I entered" Greysie said.


"Hm," nodded, "can you?" ask Aric.


"Em, I didn't go to school on the first day because there was something, and I accidentally met Cara, and since then our relationship has been getting closer to legitimacy" Greysie explained, Aric nodded in understanding.


"If you're with Rasya, have you been with him for a long time?" ask Greysie.


"Hm," smiled, "yes, we've grown from small, because my parents and Rasya are close to each other" Aric replied.


"Mm" nodded, "oh yeah, can I not?" grimace Greysie.


"Well, I can" said Aric, staring at Geysie.


"How ever told me that Rasya seemed to have a trauma even though he was a police officer, he said his smile was only to cover his sad mask" Greysie said.


"Em," turned his face away, "hmm, yes, about a year ago Rasya's sister died, and according to Rasya it was a serial killer, and because of that, he's obsessed with getting all the serial killers caught" explained Aric.


"Hm" said Greysie nodding in understanding.


"But now, after knowing Callisata.., slowly he has returned like his old self, I can see that now Rasya has been able to smile sincerely again" said Aric. Greysie nodded in understanding.


"Oh yeah, Callista did that to you?" ask Aric.


"Yes, he himself told me, That way can immediately know the character or feelings of others, even though he just met" replied Greysie.


"Hm, from the talk of Callista, it seems like she is also the same Grey, always put a lot of masks to harbour his own feelings" said Aric.


"Yes, I don't understand Cara sometimes, it's hard for me to understand, she also told me that she doesn't know herself sometimes, so he forbids me to make it harder on me just because of him, he doesn't want me to worry about him" Greysie explained.


"Hm, that means Callista does not want until you have a lot of thoughts just because of him, maybe he thinks it is better if the problem is simple for himself, but it will be a boomerang for him himself" said Aric.


"Yes, this is the same way it is now, Cara does not want to tell me, but I am ready to hear the story, even though.." continued Greyie.


"Despite...?" ask Aric curiously.


"Emm, though.., though Cara.." said Greysie.


Greysie's phone suddenly rang, he picked it up.


"Darling, you're still at Cara's house?" ask Greysie's mom on the phone.


"Em, yes, mah, why mah?" greysie asked his mother.


"No pp, mama just want to masturbate to you, you do not be far from Cara ya, just him who can stop you to do bad things with yourself" said his mother.


"Yes mah" said Greysie softly, staring at Aric.


Done calling.


"Em, I'm sorry my mom called" Greysie said.


"Yes, not pp" Aric replied, then smiled.


Greysie walked over, he looked at the city from the top of the hospital building. Aric followed.


"I've been jumping from a building this tall" Greysie smiled.


"What's stopping you" asked Aric looking at Greysie.


"Hm" smiled, "The way that stopped me, I don't know why Cara can know wherever I am" Greysie said.


"Hmf," smiled, "however, it's hard to explain, it's.., it's complicated" Greysie said. Aric was still looking at him.


"That's how.., he's hard to make, sometimes he can keep quiet, sometimes he can also talk without stopping, and. I'm afraid that he's angry, too, because of his anger, Cara was always silent, but.., if Cara could not make her anger anymore, it was the most frightening, because she could not control herself anymore, he said, if he had been there, I was confused about what to do" Greysie said, looking at the city from the top of the hospital building. Aric seriously heard it.


"He is really good, really good, he likes to make people if it's hard, but.., he can also be really bad if there are people who hurt me, too, he looks cute, but he can be very considerate in his own way and be very care, he can know that I have a problem, even though I try to hide the problem, he can know that I have a problem, he'll know easily if I lie again" Greysie explained. Aric still faithfully heard his talk.


"He also told me that the eyes can't lie, so it's useless if I lie to him, and that way knows all about me, but I don't know much about him, I think Cara is still keeping secrets from me, Cara doesn't want me to think, but I also want to help her, because I think all people are entitled to hear" Greysie said. Aric was still looking at him.


"Hm, maybe the problem that Callista pendem is heavier than you think" said Aric.


"Hmf," sighed, "yes I know, but.., I'm her best friend" Greysie continued.


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Meanwhile, in the hospital room. I was talking to Rasya, we laughed and looked at each other.


"Em, I want your opinion to be okay?" ask Rasya.


"Well, I can" I said, softly.


"Em, in your opinion.., why does everyone have secrets?" ask Rasya.


"Hm," smiled lightly, "emm, can I use the phrase no?" my spoken.


"Well, sure" Rasya replied smiling.


"Hm" I smiled a little.


"When you are in a small room, you will feel crowded like suffocating, while a spacious room makes you feel comfortable, actually a comfortable feeling is a difficult thing to find, comfort is not an item that you can easily buy, if you choose to eliminate that comfort, it will be difficult for you to find comfort for the second time, it's the same if I'm the place where you feel comfort"


"But I have a secret that I cannot reveal, and you choose instead to find out what that secret is even though the comfort between me and you will disappear by itself, if it is like that then accepting everything is the answer to every problem, you do not have to destroy comfort between us, let alone a human being is a creature that is difficult to accept things easily, he said, people will find it difficult to accept an answer that is not in accordance with what they expect, if you know the answer to my secret but you do not easily accept it, because it is not in accordance with what you expect, he said, it will make us both hurt, so it is better not to know anything compared to damage the comfort is not it?" saskan.


"But.., do you feel comfortable if you have to keep covering that secret? don't you feel claustrophobic if you keep it?" Rasya.


"Hmf," smiled, "do you know? in this world, not all secrets must be known, there are secrets that are better kept secret than to be revealed" I said.


Rasya was pensive after hearing my priesthood, he recalled the incident about a year ago.


Flashback, a year ago. Rasya was inside his house, he was talking to his sister Angeline.


"You tell me to brother Dekk," looked please, "pliss, sister can help you" pinta Rasya.


"Emf," glazed over, "me.., I don't know where to start sister" said Angeline crying bitterly.


"The story to the deck sister, slowly aja" said Rasya holding the hand of Angeline.


"Pliss, you can't see you're still going" Rasya pleaded.


"Ak.., I.., I don't.., I can't" said Angeline trembling as her tears continued to drip.


Angeline who was overwhelmed with sadness was also afraid to leave Rasya without explaining anything to her. Rasya goes after Angeline, but loses track of her.


Angeline drove by her car, through a dark, quiet road, and away from the crowd, she did not realize that she was too spared in grief and made him carry the car without seeing the direction of the destination.


Suddenly, a black car overtakes Angeline's. The car stopped suddenly right in front of his car, making Angeline reflex to brake the car.


"Ciiiiiit.........!"


Angeline was shocked when she saw a man wearing a black robe coming out of the car.


His familiar face frightened Angeline, and he called Rasya with trembling hands.


Call up.


"Hello deck, where are you?" rasha asked worriedly.


"Sister., t.., to.., please ak, I'm my sister," said Angeline trembling.


"Where are you now?!" rasha asked tensely.


"Ac..."


"Aaaaahh" cried Angeline.


The man dragged Angeline to make Angeline's phone fall in her car.


"Pliss, pliss, don't kill me. Sis help me!" angeline shouted, her voice shrinking.


"Angelines? deck. deck, Angeline!" rasha shouted on the phone.


Seriate...