Illusions
CHAPTER 11 (Part 1)

Being born into this world was both my first choice and my biggest mistake.

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The angry and hateful look was very clear in Greysie's eyes. Her flat face and pale pursed lips made my feelings very strange.

"Son, no, no, no" I said deliriously.

"Don't......!" I shouted, my hands crossed in front of my face, like I was resisting an attack from someone. I woke up, sitting on the bed.

Greysie was watching something on his laptop, surprised to hear me yell.

"Raa. hey, hey, it's me" Greysie said, turning my face to her. I close my eyes and take a good breath.

"Ra, you don't have to think about anything anymore, let me take care of everything" Greysie said. I nodded when I heard it. He then closed the laptonya and got out of bed.

"Lo apain the cave?!" I shouted, making Greysie's footsteps stop, he glanced at me.

"Lo what's up, you know what?" i'm shaking.

A few days ago. I ran down the stairs. Greysie saw me and immediately approached me. I almost fell, but Greysie caught me.

"Grey...?" I said round my eyes. He pulled my hand, directly injecting me into my arm.

My eyes were round, while my hands were trying to hold his hands. But the reaction of the medicine was so fast that my entire body melted down instantly. I fell down slowly while Greysie held me.

Rasya and Aric who saw, came straight for us. I looked at Greysie, then my eyes immediately closed perfectly. Rasya then carried me, Aric and Greysie followed behind.

They took the elevator and took me to Greysie's room. Then immediately put me on the bed.

"You injected Callista, Grey? ask Aric astonishment.

"Yes" Greysie replied briefly.

"That's Grey's danger!" snapped Aric, making Greysie a little surprised.

"Sorry, sorry Grey, I didn't mean to snap at you, but if Callista's body keeps getting medicine, it could be dangerous for him, I'll give you a sedative, I'll give you a shot, not to be used carelessly kek gini, this has violated the rules of the doctor, Grey" said Aric berated Greysie.

"Yes, yes I'm sorry, I won't repeat, I just don't want Cara to see what's going on right now, I don't want her to get stressed" Greysie explained.

Rasya from earlier only listened to the two of them, he was busy looking at me who was sleeping with that innocent face.

"I'm asking for the medicine that I gave Grey yesterday, sorry but I can't tell you to make drugs in vain kek gini, without taking the advice from me" said Aric.

"Yes, yes, once again I'm sorry" Greysia said. He immediately took the medicine box from the drawer, then gave it to Aric.

"So... How's my papa case going, Rasya?" ask Greysie. Rasya did not answer.

"God!" greysie slightly raised her voice.

"Huh? emm, we're still investigating, this is really weird, how papa you can be in that old building, it looks like it's your papa's place all over, I still wonder why the killer.. killing your papa now, instead he said he would not kill your papa, especially after your papa's hands and feet were broken until he could not walk anymore" explained Rasya.

"I'm going to find my papa's killer until I get caught, he won't be able to get away from me" Greysie said with a look of hate.

"You don't have to think about it Grey, just hand over everything the same as me, I will definitely find the culprit" said Rasya.

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The first day passed. I woke up, Greysie was already in front of me. He immediately bribed me. Though my head still feels dizzy, but after I eat, I immediately fall asleep again.

Day two has passed. Rasya finds clues to the murder. He found a teddy bear in the building. It's like a key chain.

Meanwhile, inside Greysie's room. He was already sitting in bed waiting for me to wake up, as scheduled. I woke up, Greysie was ready with food.

The spoon pointed it at my mouth. I threw my face away, not wanting to eat. He turned my face to her with his left hand. I then got out of bed, wanting to run away from her house. Because I feel like a prisoner to him.

Greysie looked at me from behind, clenching his hands. While I turned the doorknob, but the door was locked. Then I looked at Greysie, then shouted at him.

"Lo apain cave, Grey...!" screaming, crying.

"Lo why? Lo why make a cave kek gini" said I slowly sat down, leaning on the door.

Greysie came up to me with a glass of white milk in his right hand.

"You drink first, Ra" Greysie said smilingly giving me a drink in my mouth.

"So, don't you want me to, I got Grey wrong? am I wrong? what am I wrong? I'm sorry" I said in tears. I don't know why I cried, I don't know, but Greysie's behavior scared me.

Greysie then took out a folding knife from the side pocket of his pants. He put a glass on the floor, then he opened the knife and squeezed a small circle, making the knife open.

Greysie placed the knife's sharp part right in his veins. Like I was threatening myself.

"You drink or I slice my hand" Greysie said with a serious mimic.

"Grey.pliss don't go here, you scare me, I'm sorry if I'm wrong" I pleaded, my lips trembled as my tears continued to flow.

"I told you," sliced off the hand, "minuum!" greysie said, his blood is flowing because his hands have been slightly sliced with a knife.

"Grey don't, no, plis.I'm drinking now, sruuk, sruukk" I said, taking a glass on the floor and drinking milk.

"Habisiinn" Greysie threatened, his eyes glancing at his hands as I took a glance at his hands, where blood kept dripping.

After drinking the white milk, I immediately put the glass on the floor. Greysie then returned the penknife to its original state and kept it in his pen pocket.

My head was getting dizzy, my eyes were occasionally closed. Then I fell asleep, Greysie grabbed me and carried me to bed. He is strong, because he often exercises martial arts, gym, boxing, hiking and many others, as well as me.

Greysie then laid me to bed. He looked at me who was asleep.

"In a moment, Ra. You have to be more patient than usual, I'm sorry, after this, but if you can understand me and don't feel for your trauma, maybe you won't misunderstand what I'm going to do to you" Greysie said.

The third day passed. Rasya continued to follow every clue he got. He was close to his killer. Rasya found a connection between a serial killer and my family. He begins to investigate Cassie and Bryan as well as their family background.

The Greysie house. I woke up again, Greysie was ready with food in front of me, but as I continued to be forced to take medicine or eat, drinking mixed with medicine, made me feel nauseous.

When the spoon entered my mouth, the porridge was still in my mouth. I feel so nauseous that.

"Huek," shut up, "huuk," I ran to the toilet, Greysie followed me.

In the toilet, I threw up.

"Hueeek, hueek, hueeek, erg"

"Hueek, erg"

Greysie patted me behind. He then gave me water. I'm staring.

"Loe hates the same cave?!" my question, looking at him.

"Drink!" greysie said, putting a glass on my lips.

Then I dosed her straight away, but since I still felt nauseous, I immediately vomited Greysie's clothes. He looked at his clothes, but he didn't care.

Greysie then stood up, he went to take 3 grains of medicine for me, he also took water.

After that, Greysie directly gave the medicine to me along with the water.

"Drink" Greysie orders a look at the medicine in his hand.

"I hate you...!" I said I took the medicine. Then I stood up straight away. He wanted to help me, but I didn't let him touch me.

After coming out of the toilet, I walked slowly to the bed. Although everything became very blurry, because my head was still dizzy and more dizzy.

Greysie was still inside the toilet, he gritted his waist looking up at the roof of the bathroom ceiling. He did it to hold back his tears.

"Fuuuuuh" said Greysie trembling, exhaling.

"Brakkk........!"

Of course it was my voice that fell. Greysie ran straight to me. He saw me the furthest near the bed. Then I lifted me straight to the bed.

Meanwhile, inside Greysie's house. As always. He was sitting, waiting for me to wake up.

A few minutes later, I woke up. Then I stared angrily at Greysie, I immediately picked up the glass containing milk in Greysie's hand and immediately drank it.

When I finished drinking it. Greysie wanted to take the glass out of my hand, but I immediately threw the glass away.

"Braa.co.uk..........!"

Greysie looked at the glass I threw away, he stood up to clean it, his tears dripping. I lay directly behind him. My tears came, and I fell asleep again.

Greysie exited the room, he went to dispose of the broken glass. Shortly after, he walked back to his room. His phone suddenly rang, he picked it up.

"Hello, mah" said Greysie put the phone in her ear.

"Hello, Grey... Are you all right now?" ask mother.

"Yes, I don't" Greysie replied. His hand turned the doorknob of his room. Door opens.

"How are you? she still sick?" ask mother.

"She has been mengingan ma, beware again How to already be able to school again"

"Oh yes, thank God, sorry mama Grey because.mama instead went alone to LA, ninggalin you guys fit again need mama" said his mother, sad.

"Yes, no pp, mama does take care of mama's business there too, I prefer mama there aja aja aja aja aja ajar until everything is normal again, I don't want my mom to be the talk of the media" Greysie said.

"Yes, mama..mama does not like papa you cheat, but.mama also does not want if there are people who spread photos papa you fit again cheating, but, mama pityes your father, after he died even so the conversation of people, Grey.." said Greysie's mother, he cried bitterly.

"Yes, I understand, I also do not like, I will find who has spread the photo, I will bales them all" said Greysie. He sits on the bed.

"Don't love, you don't have to interfere baby, let the police take care of it, mama don't want you why, papa enough you're the victim, too, mama can't afford to lose you too" said her mother, crying.

"Yes, yes.mama do not cry, I will not interfere, really" continued Greysie.

"You promise, honey?" ask mother.

"Yes, mah. I promise, if that's what I close, mah, mama is fine there" replied Greysie.

"Yes, you too" his mother said.

Greysie then hung up on her. He improved my sleeping position and wiped my tears.

"I'm so mean to you, Raa I'm sorry, you may hate me, but you'll hate me even more, I hope you can read my thoughts cake usually, even though I hate you, but I don't hate you at all, I go here so they believe our relationship is really broken, you don't need to know, I want everyone to believe because you're no longer acting, I... it's going to be the most evil person you've ever known" Greysie muttered, looking at me.

Day five has passed. Greysie was prepared as usual. I woke up again, directly in front of drinks and food.

Being annoyed at him, I immediately threw away the plate that was in Greysie's hands, because I didn't want to eat.

"Raaaaa!" bentak Greysie's. He stood up and put a glass on the table.

Greysie then cleaned the broken plates on the floor. I saw a glass on the table and slammed it. Greysie was surprised, looking straight at me.

"Lo want a matiii cave?!" I shouted, I then got out of bed to pick up the broken glass.

"Hey, hey Ra. You want to say something, pliss don't, don't" Greysie stood up, trying to get close to me.

"Lo wants the cave dead, right? you hate caves, don't you?" I am crying tears. While the broken glass is in the vein of my veins.

"Son, no Ra. I don't hate you, I don't hate you" Greysie said.

"Huh? Lo hate?" I said, glancing here and there.

"Lo hate, you hate caves, you hate caves, you hate, you hate, you hate" I said slowly over and over. I started to see Greysie giving me medicine and said.

"Yes, cave hates lo, you've killed the cave bokap, now take this medicine, hahahaha" Greysie said. Though it was only my illusion, what he said was actually.

"Son Ra, I don't hate you, why should I hate? you're my best friend, and I love you, you're calm, Ra, calm" Greysie said, holding my hand.

"Huhuuu, I'm wrong what Grey, not me. I swear, I don't know anything, not me, it's not me, pliss I'm sorry, it's not me" I said hold my head and sit down.

"You mean, Ra? you're not wrong, I don't hate you at all, pliss you're calm, yes" Greysie hugged tightly.

"Heeh, not me, not me. Not me, it's not me, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, huhuu" I shuddered, my voice shrunk.

"Have I really gone too far the same way?" inner Greysie, her tears were dripping.

"She must have been the one who happened to her family, sorry I am Ra, I just want you to be daunted until everything is done" said Greysie.

"It wasn't me, it wasn't me, it wasn't me Grey, it wasn't me" I cried.

Meanwhile, inside Rasya's house. He was sitting checking the police files. That's my family's police report. While reading he daydreamed to remember what I said to him at that time.

At that time, after returning from the hospital. Greysie was hit by a pannic attack for hearing what I said to Aric. I asked Aric to look after Greysie. Then when we got to Greysie's house. Rasya wants to talk to me.

A few weeks ago.

"Lista, I.. Can you both talk to you? rasha asked a little awkwardly.

"Hm? emm, iy-yya" I answered slightly. Aric and Greysie then exit the room.

"Why are you talking, Lista?" ask Rasya.

"By the way... What's that supposed to mean?" ask me without answering.

"By the way the cake was to Aric, right in the car, why?" ask Rasya again.

"Emm, not pp, I. just have a bad feeling, something will happen to me later, so I want to put Grey all right, please, and he's taken care of the right person" I explained.

"You can't talk about the cake, Lista.

"But all this time my gut feeling has never been wrong, you know what's in it to be an introvert?" my question, Rasya shook his head.

"Their gut feeling is always real, it could be a helper for them too, especially if they have a bad feeling of something, they want to follow the hunch of those who say no, they may be able to avoid danger" I explained.

"Aren't you afraid of the dark?" rasha asked, switching from the topic.

"Huh?" I said, grinding my forehead.

"Aren't you afraid of the dark?" ask Rasya, repeating.

"Em, I'm not at all afraid of the darkness, all I'm afraid of is. I won't be able to get out of the darkness, why?" manya curious.

"Son, no papa, I just want to know how you look" said Rasya.

"Are you scanning me for the story?" my question, a little smile.

"Emm, no. I just want to know you better" answered Rasya.

"Ooh," nodded, "hahaha" I said, smiling through his face.

"Why smile?" rasha asked, smiling shyly, she misbehaved because I saw her face continuously.

"Mmm," pursed his lips, "no papa sigh" I replied smilingly raising both eyebrows.

"Hm, Lista?" call Rasya still smiling.

"Mmm" I said slowly, my eyes occasionally closed. I don't know why it feels so sleepy.

"I. actually I've liked you from the beginning we met, you don't want to be my girlfriend" said Rasya.

No answer from my mouth. My eyes were closed because I was asleep.

"Listas? you sleeping? A list?" call Rasya a little patting my hand. But I didn't respond.

"The end of Lista sleep, did Aric just inject sleeping pills into Lista?" batin Rasya asked.

Seriate...