Since You Married Me
The Beginning of Pain

Some say loving someone who doesn't love you is like holding a knife in your hand. It will only hurt you and feel pain. The stronger you try to hold, the deeper the wound you get. Maybe that's what Zaya is feeling. Secretly loving Aaron and trying to get close to him, but all just ends in Zaya's disappointment.

I don't know since when Zaya started feeling more towards Aaron. But for sure, now Zaya has been too difficult to kill his feelings. A sense that had grown even greater in the time when Aaron became an increasingly untouchable figure.

Since Zaya gave birth, if she was at home, Aaron's attention would only be directed to Albern alone. Aaron's attitude is getting colder towards Zaya, as if affirming that Aaron's treatment before Zaya gave birth at that time was done only for his son who is still in Zaya's womb. And when the child was born, there was no longer any reason for Aaron to pay attention to Zaya. A very bitter reality.

Now Zaya can only dress up, both on Aaron and on Albern. The two were close, but very far away to Zaya. It was as if Zaya was just a stranger who had nothing to say.

Albern is growing healthy. After a few months of age, he grew into a handsome and adorable plump baby. And in accordance with Ginna's wishes, Albern is now in the care of his grandmother.

Albern stayed one roof with Zaya, but Ginna had arranged for certified people to take care of Albern. Starting from a nutritionist who will regulate the intake of nutrients for Albern, to a massage expert who will occasionally massage Albern to make him sleep soundly.

Sleeping well for Albern is one of the important points for Ginna, because at that time there is a growth of cells in the brain Albern. Zaya was not allowed to approach Albern when the baby was asleep.

Even just to carry and breastfeed Albern Zaya barely had a chance. Ginna gave Zaya a device to pump the acid, so it could be accommodated and given to Albern using a milk bottle. And the one who would give it to Albern was his nanny who was also an expert.

Zaya felt that it was all overkill. According to him, there is no expert term in terms of parenting, all mothers in the world can certainly do it. But because Aaron had agreed to give up Albern in Ginna's upbringing, no matter what the method was, Zaya could only resign. He could only see his son growing up without being able to participate in it. Zaya's only role was to conceive and give birth to Albern. It was definitely the biggest injury of Zaya's life.

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"Don't wait for me at dinner. I'll go straight to Papa's best friend's party invitation later" Aaron said as he prepared to go to the office.

"Alright," replied Zaya. He wouldn't ask any further because he knew Aaron wouldn't take him away.

Zaya then picks up a tie for Aaron and intends to help Aaron put it up. But Aaron took it straight out of Zaya's hand, then put the tie on himself.

Zaya's heart was a little melos. Even the little things he tried to do for Aaron were always rejected.

After he finished preparing, Aaron went straight downstairs to have breakfast at the dinner table regardless of Zaya rushing after him.

There, the waiters had prepared breakfast at the dinner table and Albern was sitting sweetly in a special chair. The plump baby was enjoying breakfast helped by his nanny.

Aaron sat facing Albern. Occasionally, he greeted Albern and replied to babbles by the cute baby. Zaya who saw the sight smiled. The interaction between Father and son could always warm his heart.

"What bread do you want with jam?" ask Zaya.

Aaron looked at it for a moment.

"I can take it myself." he replied flatly.

Zaya smiled wryly. Although this was not Aaron's first refusal, his heart still felt pinched. I don't know how long Aaron's gonna be like that. Refusing its existence and just thinking of it like air.

"Aaron, can I accompany you to the party this time?" Zaya asked herself.

"Actually Papa also told me an invitation from his friend and asked me to accompany you there," he continued later.

"I'm going with Anna. It's better if you don't come. The party was in addition to the banquet, also to talk about business. You won't understand" replied Aaron.

I don't know which part of Aaron's words sounded evil, but Zaya felt like she was stabbed right in the heart.

Ah, Zay. Why don't you give up too.

At the moment Zaya is trying to get closer and get Aaron's heart. There was little hope in his heart if he remembered Aaron's words when he was going to marry him first. Anything can happen. Zaya could have made Aaron fall in love and become a real married couple. That's why Zaya still survives even though Aaron repeatedly refused.

"I'm done" Aaron said, cleaning his mouth with a tissue. He then peeked at Albern's cheek, and then moved.

Zaya follows Aaron from behind, again unnoticed by Aaron, until Aaron stops in front of the car door that Dean's Assistant has opened.

"I go first" said Aaron, looking slightly at Zaya, with a nod and a sweet smile from Zaya.

Aaron gets into the car, followed by Dean who had previously bowed respectfully to Zaya. Then the car drove and disappeared behind the trees lined up.There is no scene kiss the forehead as Zaya saw on tv when the wife let her husband go to work, zaya is an unexpected wife. And Zaya didn't know until when she was in this state.

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"Don't daydream, Madam. Later can be possessed by demons," aslohan Bu Asma broke Zaya's daydream.

"Mrs is thinking of Mister, huh?" ask Ms. Asma later.

Zaya who heard him seemed to be making waves. Ms. Asma just smiled faintly looking at Zaya's expression.

"Mother is there" replied Zaya wrongly.

"There's nothing wrong with thinking about your own husband, ma'am. Who can't think of someone else's husband." Asma's mom flirted again, this time Zaya laughed a little.

But a moment later, Zaya's gaze dimmed. Sadness seemed to grow in his eyes.

"I'm just thinking about what my relationship with Aaron will be like in the future" Zaya said. He decided to complain a little to Asthma to slightly reduce the tightness in his chest.

Madam Asma stared at her heartily. He knows exactly what Zaya is feeling. Aaron's cold treatment to Zaya, no one knows better than Ms. Asthma.

"The lady should be more patient. Mr. Aaron is like that. But I'm sure, sir didn't mean to hurt Madam," comforted Ms. Asma.

Zaya just nodded. Aaron never intentionally hurt her. Although he seemed cold, but Aaron never once rude to Zaya. Not even a snarl ever.

"Maybe Madam just needs to put in a little more effort" suggested Ms Asma.

"meaning?" zaya asked a little confused.

"Madam must remember Miss Carissa I told you about, maybe Madam should be braver like Miss Carissa. Maybe with that Madam can make Mister more open," continued Ms. Asma again.

"really?"

Zaya was a little stunned. Could it be that he should do as Ms. Asma said. What if Aaron gets angry and gets away from him. Zaya just doesn't want to make her relationship with Aaron even more messy. Because that will only be the beginning of all the pain that he will not be able to bear, namely the loss of Aaron.

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