De Lawrence: Ambition of the Past
If Someone Came ....

Jessie PoV

She's weird ....

What exactly does he think of me?

I trust one of my opinions that Xavier has fallen for me, but there are times when I also become doubtful about it.

We had a marriage like a couple in general. Everything is going as it should. I thought it would be hard to get him to look at me, but Xavier had been looking at me on our first day.

I like it ... Ja.

That's why I also want that man by my side. If Xavier knew this match was just an alibi Rachel and Argus had created to fulfill my wish. Without marriage, Xavier would still be the heir to Johansson's only kingdom.

Let's say I'm selfish.

Take that guy from his girlfriend and get him to marry me. Doesn't that sound annoying?

Of course no! After working so hard so far that the man looked at me with sukerela, do I have to give up?

Although I'm leaving, I don't intend to call it surrender either. Giving up means in vain. And that's not me.

I know him very well, very. This is not our first meeting. He should have recognized me if only he had tried to remember.

However ... I was also afraid that when he remembered, he would hate me. It was already quite painful when she looked at me hatefully back then. I don't intend to get it again.

Until when should I continue to wear the mask on my face ...

Maybe until I stop hating myself.

Xavier, the man is cold and rude. Don't believe in that handsome face and that angel. I knew Miranda's existence was not out of love, but rather a shield for herself to avoid the marriage her parents made.

Whys? That's what I mean by hard work.

Xavier is the only child in the Johansson family. The man was born with wealth and grew up with an arrogant and confident nature. Although there are many women out there who stare at her in hopes of having, only one manages to keep her interested.

Lawrence ....

I could only smile when I remembered how adoring the man looked at Lawrence. Can I go back to see him for now? This is my time, not his time! I want him to look at a Jessie instead of Lawrence!

Better like this, right? I've got it. I managed to get him to look at me too. But now I want his heart ....

Can I take that as well. That I've managed to get his heart too? Her sometimes annoying but also sweet treatment makes me have that hope.

Although there has been no confession.

I no longer want to believe in the marriage curse that my family used to call. It's all just a coincidence. They may have misplaced someone.

That's why I worked so hard up until now. I want to have an equal position with him. That way no one will oppose us. I want to be a strong woman. That way I can protect her this time.

Sorry ....

I didn't mean to ruin your happiness.

I'll wait for you to return when you ask me to leave. At that time, maybe I will grant your wish. At least I tried. But if I wasn't happy, I'd lower my ego for you.

"Mirror ...." The man's on his lap now. I gently elus her thick hair and combed it with fingers.

"Hmm" he muttered.

"If someone precious to you comes along, will you let me go right away?"

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