De Lawrence: Ambition of the Past
During Being a Wife

"Damn it!"

Jessie leaned over to hold her painful stomach. His first month was like this. The pain will be stronger than the next day. Just chill. This is normal for women.

First day?

"I only refused once. Why it's real." Try to sit as comfortably as possible to reduce pain, still with your hands holding your stomach.

Jessie recalls Xavier's desire last night, but she refuses on the grounds of coming months. He was sleepy and did not want to play. But see what he got now? Did God punish him?

Just be right!

It's almost noon. Xavier left for work this morning. Only he remained because of his stomach pain.

Shut up for a minute, before long he glanced at his phone. His hand moved to pick up the flat object. The contents of her head at this time was to find her husband's contact who was somehow doing it now.

Xavier himself was in a meeting to be paused when the man's phone rang on the table. Usually Xavier will be angry at bullies who disturb his precious time, but when he sees the nickname listed he undoes his intention to be angry.

"What's wrong?" ask Xavier to the point.

Not usually Xavier willing to serve even though his parents though. People become curious.

"My stomach hurts. I just want to cry, but I can't." Her tears may have dried up long ago or been hiding somewhere until they never came out.

"Then?" Xavier's distraught.

What's to be done? It is common for women.

"Then?! You asked me then?" Jessie's voice squealed from the other end of the phone, "forget it!" Tuttts.

Eh?

Xavier stares directly at her phone, confirming if Jessie had actually severed the connection unilaterally.

Am I wrong?

"Sir?" call Felix when he sees his master just silently staring at the phone.

"If a woman complains of abdominal pain due to the coming months, what to do?" xavier asked suddenly, surprising everyone.

"Ap—apa?"

I didn't listen wrong? People are muttering in disbelief.

"You!" point Xavie at one of the men there, "what do you do if your wife complains?"

"Ak—aku?" The man is a drunk.

Wife? Sir, Xavier has a wife?

"I don't know, Sir."

"How can you not know!" hardik Xavier's.

But you don't know either, sir! his inner.

"Because I don't have a wife."

The atmosphere was momentarily silent.

"Why not say, ck!"

God, what kind of situation is this? everyone's inner.

"Then who's married?" Look at them all.

At first no one intended to confess, but seeing Xavier's sharp gaze piercing them one by one, someone raised his hand.

"Just say it!"

"Usually I help by stroking my wife's stomach, sir. Although it has no effect, women usually like it because their mood will improve."

The others nodded in confirming. Although not married, they must have a boyfriend. Despite not having a boyfriend, at least have some knowledge for this. Just in case such a situation occurs.

"Give them something warm to eat or drink. It can reduce pain." Another man made a comment.

The room was actually filled with men. It is different if there are women in it.

"Women will be easily emotional and carried away feeling if the moon is coming. You have to be careful not to make him angry."

Not just one, but almost everyone began to dare to issue arguments. Xavier listened well to their words.

Felix next to Xavier can only stroke the chest. Today's meeting has changed the agenda regarding coming months. He had no idea to end the discussion.

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He straightened his body on the sofa, trying to close his eyes for a moment. His eyes opened when he realized one thing. His gaze now turned to stare at the only flower vase in the room.

"Love huh? I don't know," he muttered to himself.

It has been more than a month since his marriage to Xavier. Their relationship is indeed better than before, but it is just a form of responsibility that Xavier does.

Although Jessie believes Xavier is already interested in her, the man will not want to confess with his pride.

Likes and interests are very common. Anyone can feel it. Love is not love, but love is love. Likes and interests can disappear just like that once your admiration is lost, but love is not easily lost even though your shortcomings are visible.

Notice the difference clearly! Don't confuse those two flavors. Both different!

Marriage should be like Baby's Breath. His mother always said that over and over again. That's why Sophia loves the flowers.

"But you never answer every time I ask." Smiling cynically.

Does mom love daddy?

Does dad love mommy?

His parents always showed a face of doubt without an answer. If that love is indeed between them, they should answer with certainty.

"At least make me understand."

"What should I understand?" ask someone suddenly. Jessie woke up from her sleep.

"Xav's?"

There was a wind of this man coming home so quickly.

Xavier put some plastic bags he bought on the table and took out all the contents. Jessie was a little surprised.

There are many small snacks and ... pain relief drinks?

Waitaminute! There's another one. A compress bag pain reliever?!

"You bought this?"

"of course. Who else," Xavier didn't like. This woman must have doubted him.

"Wait a minute." Xavier got up carrying the bag out of the room.

Jessie shook her head to wake up immediately.

"He's possessed?" Jessie grunting. He opened a bottle of water on the table and drank it.

Jessie smiled looking at the bottle in her hand. That guy's not bad either.

A few moments later Xavier has returned. The man sat down next to his wife and took Jessie's shirt off.

"You—"

"Lay quietly." Pushing Jessie's body to her back. Xavier placed the warm pouch on his stomach.

Jessie was staring in disbelief and amazement at the same time. He doesn't want to be a hypocrite. Honestly he likes the soft side of Xavier.

I miss you, her heart. Xavier is in front of him now.

"Thanks." -." Jessie smiled sincerely.

Xavier puffed his chest proud. Jessie held amusedly look at it. Alright, he won't take into account Xavier's confidence for now.

"What else is sick?" ask Xavier.

"Hmm, nothing."

"You're cold?"

"Hm ... No," replied Jessie.

Xavier clucked. "Say yes!"

Whats?

"I—iya?"

"I thought so." Xavier's smile came up, "shift a little. I'm gonna hug you. I'll keep you warm."

Jessie's mood instantly improves with Xavier's silly behavior. Despite wanting to laugh, he held her back so as not to make this man angry. Jessie simply accepted her husband's warm embrace calmly.

Looking for a chance!

"Say whatever you want. Just treat me as a husband. That's my job, right? I'll do anything for my wife." Buried his face in Jessie's neck.

Just until I become your wife, huh?