Still Wishing He Back?
92. Emotionally

Walking slowly, Bian tried to approach Airin while accompanied by a small light from his cellphone. With a slow step, he moved towards the empty house that he believed had Airin inside.

"May he really be here." He said as he walked towards the house.

However, there was a sudden silence when he arrived and was finally able to meet directly with Airin who happened to be coming out of the empty house with a flashlight that he held in his hand. He who felt relieved because he finally could meet Airin, unconsciously smiled at him, inversely proportional to Airin who seemed surprised by his existence, he said, it was as if his expression was currently talking about how Darren could be here, until his body instantly froze when he saw Darren who was currently standing in front of him like this. Without a second thought, he immediately chose to leave in front of Darren.

In staying away just like that by Airin, of course, made Darren surprised and immediately chased after Airin.

"Airin wait.." Call Darren when Airin chooses to go and avoid him.

"Please listen to me first." He said again that this time trying to reach the hand of Airin who kept running from him.

"Take it off." Airin looked coldly at Darren who was holding onto his hand, and instantly flicked the hand he was holding.

For a moment Darren was silent because of that, his expression appeared slightly injured at the thing done by Airin, involuntarily making his body freeze at Airin's refusal, she said, but before long he immediately realized and immediately followed Airin who ran away to leave him towards the car.

"I beg you to listen to me first." He managed to grab Airin's hand back and this time tried to make Airin's body look towards his face.

With a sad facial expression and a sad face, Darren, who continues to get rejection from Airin, tries to strengthen himself and defend Airin who continues to rebel to be released.

"I know you're so mad at me, but please don't be like this." He said with a trembling tone and a facial expression that was enduring the pain in his heart.

Darren looked at Airin expectantly, although Airin continued to give her a cold look.

"Take it off, there's nothing else I need to talk to you about." Said Airin trying to break away from Darren who was holding both arms.

"I'm sorry, I know I'm guilty of leaving you and even forgetting about you and our son, but. does there really no room for me in your heart right now?" Darren said a little frustrated to see Airin who did not want to look at him again.

Airin stared silently at Darren who was currently giving a face expression full of sadness. He was also stunned when he saw the frustrated facial expression that Darren was aiming for at the moment. However, he who had escaped Darren's grasp turned back his body and face, as if he did not want to discuss this with Darren anymore, especially not wanting to be carried away by this sad atmosphere.

He held back his tears as he turned his face to Darren, who seemed to be feeling the pain Darren felt, too, but because his high ego to not want to forgive him just makes him unable to just look into his eyes, so all he can do is avoid it.

"Please don't go." Darren held back the hand of Airin who had stepped away from him.

Airin did not turn his head even though his hand was held back by Darren not to leave, because when he turned his head and looked at his face, he was afraid he would no longer be able to stem the tears of his own that he was currently holding. With all his strength he again tried to release Darren's hand, but Darren actually pulled him into his wound.

Suddenly it instantly widened his eyes, tears that were as strong as he could bear slowly down because he could no longer hold his sadness in the arms of the person he loved. Feelings of anger, resentment, hate and also longing were mixed in his cries.

No different from what Darren felt, he also felt an emotional feeling when hugging Airin's body, as if the feeling of longing that he had longed for had now been cured.

"I'm sorry..." Darren said with a trembling tone because of his cry. Hugged him tightly at the figure he missed.

A moment of silence enveloped the two who were hugging, as if they were releasing their longing, both swept away in the same emotion. There is no chatter, there are only tears that surround those who are sad and lament each other's problems. Both miss their respective figures, but because of circumstances make the two separate to stretch the relationship.

"Take it off, I'm going home." Suddenly Airin regained consciousness with what he was doing, and tried to let go of Darren's embrace. He left without even trying to look at Darren in the face.

"You better hit me, you slap me. I'll take it.."

Darren's words stopped his footsteps who were about to leave. Even so, he did not look at the direction behind him at this time.

"With you turning your face and turning your back on me like this..." For a moment Darren seemed to have difficulty resuming his sentence.

"My heart and my feelings hurt." He slowly stepped a little closer to Airin who was standing behind him.

However, Airin remained silent. As powerful as he tried not to be provoked and calm himself. Eyes that were reddened by holding back tears, with an expression that was full of raging feelings made him no longer able to think.

Darren who was standing behind him at this moment, felt so tormenting to him. He didn't know how to deal with the situation at the moment, because in his mind right now it was just to get out of here and avoid Darren.

"Watery.." Call Darren to Airin who is in front of him and is behind him.

"After an apology, what?" Airin who had been silent, now turned to look at Darren and gave his voice.

"...."

There was silence as Airin began to make his comments.

"What will you do after you apologize? Do you want everything to end the way you want it to? With us together again, is that it?"

Darren silently could not answer the question posed by Airin who was currently staring at him so angrily.

"Don't you know how much I've been suffering all this time.." Airin's cries began to break in front of Darren.

"You don't know, do you? Right, how do you know about this."

With a trembling tone looking at Darren, Airin who could no longer contain his anger evaporated his emotions in front of Darren, while Darren only silently received an outpouring of anger from him.

"I'm sorry, if only I hadn't been in an accident and amnesia maybe you wouldn't have suffered like this." Darren felt sorry.

"True, you shouldn't have been in an accident and amnesia, so I can hate you to the fullest, but now..." Airin held back his sentence, he could not continue the sentence he was about to say, considering he was like this because he felt unable to accept the explanation from Darren.

After knowing what happened to Darren, his feelings seemed chaotic until finally acting like this, considering Darren's explanation was too shocking for him and made him no longer have a reason to hate him.

"I want to punish him for abandoning me, but this way..."