Still Wishing He Back?
63. Story Scrap

Right, the person in the photo with Airin is Darren. In the photo, the two give each other a happy expression by emitting a smile that shows the loving sense of both, to anyone who sees the expression shown by both of them, it must be easy to feel the feelings of the two who seem to love each other.

However, that photo was the only one that Airin had at the moment, because the other photos with Darren are stored in Darren's old phone and also in the photo album stored in Darren's apartment in Melbourne, and at that time it was only this photo that Airin brought because it had been stored previously in his wallet.

And that photo with Darren was what Arka was looking at, and thought it was a picture of her with her dad. Recalling in the photo, Arka saw the figure of her mother who was showing a happy expression with the person next to her. Because it is also what finally makes an Ark can see the face of his biological father for the first time after he was born into the world.

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However, unfortunately his biological father can not remember about him, because he never knew his existence from the beginning. Darren, who is his biological father, is currently struggling to remember the memories of his past in Melbourne that suddenly disappeared from his memory.

"Damn, there's nothing I remember about him." Umpat Darren who was frustrated when trying to remember about his meeting with Airin, also about his nearness in the past with Airin which he could not remember..

Darren, who has now returned from Melbourne with Lucas, rushed into his apartment as soon as he arrived, as if looking for something that could make it easier for him to remember about Airin. A woman who several times crossed paths with him, as well as a female figure who was accidentally seen in a silhouette shadow that he saw while visiting his old apartment in Melbourne. Only, after rummaging through his apartment, he could not find a single trace of an Airin in it.

"There's no trace of anything I have here." He was frustrated after not finding what he wanted.

Darren, who still wears the suit he wears from Melbourne and shoes that he has not yet taken off despite being in the apartment, looks not to care about the appearance. He continued to search and find what he could get in his apartment in Jakarta, where he lived after returning from melbourne.

"It turns out there's nothing here." His words that finally gave a conclusion after making a mess of his apartment.

The disturbing taste is so difficult for Darren, a sense that is not just curious but more than a word to describe the feelings he feels today against Airin who continues to disturb his heart and feelings. However, when considering he had been with Airin before, there was more warmth and closeness that he did first with Airin, certainly more and more to make Darren stricken with a sense of indignation, he said, because actually he did not remember about Airin at all and did not feel familiar with his figure before.

"Did I know him first? When's? And what was our relationship then?" He said full of questions.

"A, uh,.."

The pain hit his head again as he tried to recall Airin's figure and the memories of his past that he had forgotten.

"It really bothers me." He showed a frustrated expression.

....

Feeling there is a clue from the silhouette he saw, Darren seemed to be being pursued by time and wanted to immediately ensure the answer of his sense of urgency upon arrival in his apartment in Jakarta, not even paying attention to his condition that had just arrived after a long journey, moreover he had just woken up from fainting.

"What do you want to do? Where are you going these nights?"

"I want to see someone." Reply Darren who is ready to leave with his car keys.

"Crazy you, don't you realize that you just flew from a long trip? now you want to go see someone? where to bring your own car again? Do you want to see him?"

Lucas never minded with Darren's attitude that looks strange since going home from melbourne earlier.

"I need to see him right away, because it's important to me." Reply Darren who looks unconcerned with Lucas's protest.

"Well, you stubborn bastard. Remember your condition before coming back here, if you've passed out and also run out of a long journey, which means your body's condition is still not completely fine." Said Lucas who was a little angry at the stubborn Darren.

"Well, what is this? Are you angry at me now?" Darren's tone changed when he saw Lucas' blatant, angry expression staring at him, though he knew it was just Lucas's worry about his condition.

"Yes, I am angry again, angry at you who are stubborn and selfish, especially at your own body."

Suddenly the atmosphere turned tense between the two close friends. In that tension, it finally created an atmosphere that became awkward and silent instantly.

"Damn it.." Umpat Darren who finally walked towards his room with an annoyed expression and Lucas who could only sigh longly saw Darren who walked towards the room and did not go out.

"Actually who the hell would he want to meet that? He's acting out of his habit?"

Seeing Darren's back away, Lucas finally wondered at the figure Darren wanted to meet.

"His attitude became strange after coming to his senses from his stupor."

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On his return from Melbourne, Darren still has not found the answer to what he is looking for, especially Arsen, who he is assigned again to investigate the matter of Airin, has not given him any further news, he said, because of his position in Melbourne. And after walking more than 3 days after his return from melbourne, did not make him able to meet Airin, as he hoped when he returned from melbourne.

"Arsen says he owns a flower shop and runs his flower shop." He finally found out about Airin's work through the information he got from Arsen before.

Inside his office, he was thinking of something in order to meet Airin. Because there are many things he wants to know and ask Airin, making Darren obsessed with wanting to meet Airin immediately. Moreover, he suffered so much on his return from Melbourne, because he had fallen ill while trying to think about his memories in the past, to undo his intention to immediately meet Airin.

"When I came home, I was determined to meet him." He said he felt sorry.