Still Wishing He Back?
57. An Overview

08:00 am melbourne time. Darren and Lucas rush to visit his old apartment he used to live in while living in Melbourne. Having difficulty forgetting his password, Darren and Lucas finally managed to get into the apartment after asking for help.

"Well, that's also your apartment." Lucas said he went into the apartment. But Darren did not respond to his words and chose to go into his room.

Although the goods and places he left still look neat and uncluttered, but because he never visited or cleaned, the apartment he once lived in now turned dusty and slightly moist.

"It's not dusty.." Lucas who was going around Darren's apartment was a little disturbed by the dust around him.

"So you've been living here all alone? How did you get this apartment? Wasn't that time you ran away, huh?" He told Darren in the room.

"My money is a lot, even though I ran away I still have savings, including by living and buying this apartment." From inside the room, Darren answers Lucas' question.

"Ck, what kind of confidence is that?" Decak Lucas did not believe in Darren's attitude which he replied lightly. Although he himself did not deny about Darren's background which is quite located.

Lucas is still in the front room area, while Darren who has entered the room, is currently looking back at his room that he once occupied 6 years ago.

"I vaguely remember the memories of when I slept and lived here." Darren said, when he thought back to the moment he had lived in this apartment.

Nothing special, everything looks the same as the rest of the rooms. Inside only contains a bed and mattress to sleep on, and a small decoration of the owner of the room is himself.

"I didn't find anything here." He said he felt zonk after staring and looking carefully at the room he had occupied.

"I think when I come in here, I'll get a picture of my lost memory. Is there no memory I've ever left?"

However, after he said that sentence, suddenly a memory appeared in his head. A memory that looked sweet, warm, and full of happiness suddenly appeared before his eyes, as if he could see a shadow of himself in the past.

"What fantasy do I see in front of me right now? And what is this memory?"

Darren was quite stunned when he saw her smiling broadly with someone, but the face of someone beside him could not be seen clearly.

"That's me? Is that really me? So who is with me? Isn't that beside me a woman?"

His head suddenly felt pain as the shadow appeared before him. His body was shaken because he thought about it.

"Woi, how have you found something yet?" Lucas went into the room after Darren.

Darren, who was enduring the pain of a shadow that had suddenly appeared in his memory, did not answer Lucas' question.

Lucas, who had entered the room after looking around the outside of the room, was shocked to see Darren holding his head, as if he was enduring the pain.

"Why? Do you remember anything?" Lucas rushed to Darren to ask about his condition.

"Ah, fuck." Darren held back the throbbing of his aching head. " I saw myself in the past right in front of my eyes." He still endured his pain.

"That's kind of."

..."Then what did you see at that time? Does this have anything to do with your lost memories?"...

"...."

Darren fell silent.

"I have to make sure again." Darren tried to find something, this time he switched out of the room.

"Woi, don't push yourself too much, if you push yourself too hard to remember, you know the risk, right? You'll faint like that." Lucas follows Darren out of the room with a slight reminder of Darren's condition.

"I know about it, but I don't want to waste any more time trying to figure out my curiosity. I'm tired of being overshadowed by this crazy memory" replied Darren who was determined to end his curiosity and seek the truth from the shadow of his past memories that continue to disturb his sleep and life.

Seeing Darren who was so chortly and a little stubborn, made Lucas could not argue and obey Darren's wishes.

"Right now, what are you looking for?" Lucas asked Darren who was looking for something.

"I don't know what's missing here, or what's important here, now I just want to find out what I saw in this apartment." Obviously Darren who himself did not know what to do in his old apartment.

....

In a different place, Airin who from yesterday was anxious at her son's unusual behavior, was a little calmer after entrusting Arka to Dava. Even though in his heart he still felt anxious that something happened to his son.

"We why Rin? from earlier aunt saw you continue to feel uneasy? What's the matter, did something happen?" Ask bi Rahma again to Airin who still looks agitated in his eyes.

Airin seemed hesitant to tell her aunt, but because she felt bad because she continued to evade and lie to her aunt, Airin finally told her the thing that made her feel anxious.

"Your message looks so agitated, aunt also understands you are worried about your child. But don't think too deeply, remember you just got out of the hospital! You also have to think about your condition that is still not healthy." Said bi Rahma remind Airin.

"Yes bi, Airin knew about it, but the anxious feeling somehow did not want to disappear from Airin's mind." Airin also felt frustrated.

"Auntie knows, because aunty has also felt the same Dava, but if we are too anxious later we even hurt ourselves, mending you try to believe in your child, too, if there's anything, then Arka's teacher has reported it to you, right?" Said Bi Rahma trying to calm Airin.

Hearing the explanation from his aunt, Airin became calmer and no longer felt excessive anxiety.

"Auntie's right, probably because this is the first time Arka has behaved this way, because it makes Airin more worried and worried about her."

"Calm down, if you keep worrying like this, you can't think clearly and make your child uncomfortable. Even if Arka doesn't want to explain it to you, you've just waited a little while until her son explains it himself."

"Yes, bi."