Still Wishing He Back?
91. Meet

Hiiks.. Hiiks..

The sound of cries getting louder from Airin continued to be heard, a voice that showed a sense of pain that was so overflowing that it looked so emotional.

The sound of the waves that continue to sound, the sea breeze that blows faster and cooler along with the feeling that is increasingly chaotic because of the problem that is so complicated, the more the suffering.

"What do I do now?"

Seeming frustrated with what happened, he seemed to lose his direction now. By going without saying goodbye to his family and children, along with the passionate feeling of being too surprised to hear Darren's explanation, he now loses his rationality.

He left after hearing Darren tell him everything, about how he could forget the memory that finally made him leave himself like this. Too surprised to hear the explanation, Airin who was filled with anger that piled away without looking back, as if he could not accept the explanation from her.

"Do I look selfish now?"

Lamenting what he was feeling at the moment, Airin began to wipe away the tears that were soaking his cheeks. Staring straight at the scene in front of which there was only the sea and the sound of the waves welcoming him.

Silently lamenting the sadness that was piling up on his mind, he seemed to be swept away by the scene that was in front of him. Sitting pensively on the simple hut of his relative, with a straight look without excretion he was contemplating the problems that are afflicting his life at this time.

"Should I go home?" He said half excited.

Seeing that it was pitch dark and getting late, he realized that time had passed so quickly, and as soon as he saw the clock on his cell phone that had died but he turned it back on, there was a time that had shown at 03:00 in the morning, and he had just realized that he had left his son too long.

Looking back at his phone filled with various grills and messages from his aunt and mother. The notes on his phone came from a family who worried about his situation, but there was also a number he did not know on one of his call lists, he said, as he tried to stare at the foreign number and also tried to open a message from his aunt, his cellphone died again because it ran out of bricks.

Airin, who did not carry a charger and also a power bank, finally chose to resign to the situation and no longer care about his dead phone. He was only pensive with his current condition, and could not blame anything on the circumstances that were happening to him. Because he left without preparation and seemed rushed, also a little rash. His long breath ended his own recklessness.

.....

He left aimlessly, and finally had to end up where he unexpectedly came to at this time. A simple house on the beach belonged to one of the relatives he knew.

Although it looks old and there are no inhabitants, but the building made of wood still looks sturdy and neat, also still worthy to be occupied, even though there is no more light in it. However, because the light from the neighboring house slightly made him breathe a sigh of relief because he could still see the light even though it was vague because the distance was not too close, after he found a small flashlight in his car, he was finally able to illuminate the house that looked pitch-black.

Because it is not locked tightly, he can still enter the house, even though it is full of dust and cobwebs that have been scattered on the roof of his house.

He who used to come with his late parents twice, recalled the moment he had once done while visiting the house of relatives of his father. Although now, the house is no longer used, because the owner who chose to move, but Airin seems happy when he remembers once came here when he was a child with his parents.

His face suddenly sad when he thought back to his late parents, making him feel guilty for those who had given birth and also raised him until the age of 15 years.

"Mother and father would be sad to see my life become like this." He felt guilty about his parents.

"I'm sorry Airin, because Airin can't live as happily as you've hoped for all this time." He said back to pain when he remembered his last moment when he was still with his parents.

Retracing the house that holds the memory of his childhood with his parents first, when he entered into it was like seeing himself first when coming to this house with his parents. As if he could see himself in the past who was smiling happily with his parents and relatives of his father who is the owner of this house.

"Would I have been that happy, huh?"

The illusion he saw made him speechless, because suddenly he became reminded of his memories when he was with Darren, when he also smiled happily like his childhood. When remembering that, made his feelings back hurt and unconsciously made his eyes re-energize.

.....

The person who made him sad, now at a high speed driving his car alone with a condition that no longer cares about himself that looks so tired, he said, together the time is getting late and even before morning, because he wants to immediately meet with Airin who had been continuously looking for his existence.

"Hopefully he's still there." Said Darren who had been driving his car without stopping.

Continues to walk without regard to his empty stomach because he has not had time to eat, with the condition of the body that looks tired, along with facial expressions that show pale facial features.

As if being chased by time, Darren does not care about himself and only focuses on finding Airin and bringing him back home. The time he should have taken could be up to two hours more, now he has reached where Airin is with the time he spent less than 2 hours. How quick he was to just meet Airin, until he forgot his own safety. However, fortunately he was still able to arrive at his destination safely and without any obstacles.

"I'll find you eventually." He said as soon as he saw Airin's car parked.

He got down from his car, and went straight to Airin's car, but he did not find his presence inside, making him look for various sides, he said, until he realized there was an empty house building not far from Airin's car parked.

"The house looks dark and empty, is he really here?"

Seeing the house building that looks empty with its condition like uninhabited, had made Darren doubt, but because he saw his car parked indicating that he was around here. Slowly, he approached the house.