Still Wishing He Back?
12. He's In Front of Me, But I Can't Get Near

With his body still glued to the elevator, Airin still could not believe what he saw. Gender limp with the new thing he experienced, and unknowingly tears had soaked his smooth cheeks.

"That's it. It's him, isn't it?" He said to a man who had been with him in the elevator.

His steps were so heavy, with his body slightly trembling with what he had just seen, Airin went back upstairs to confirm what he had seen earlier. Ensuring that he did not mistake the person he had seen.

Because 5 years had not met, and did not exchange contacts, making Airin had lost hope to be able to meet again with him. However, he suddenly reappears like an unexpected fate, and surprises Airin who had stopped hoping to meet again. When he was about to re-enter Silvia's wedding, his steps suddenly stopped, remembering his mixed feelings when he was about to meet her again after a long time.

"What would I do if I met him?"

"Do I have to put on an angry expression? Then scold him, beat him, and yell at him?, or just shut up and cry?"

Airin was fighting with his own mind. He tries to rearrange his thoughts and feelings that are a little irregular because of too shock. Slowly he tried to find the whereabouts of the person he knew, among the group of people who came to Silvia's wedding. By wiping away the tears that accidentally came out soaking her cheeks, Airin tried to blend in in the middle of them.

"I'm already here, but I'm confused as to what I would do if I met him?" Batinya feel his own dilemma, considering it is not easy to talk to him in the middle of a group of people like this.

While everyone was rejoicing and enjoying the party, only Airin was in a state of dilemma and feelings that raged from his heart, and was looking for the existence of the figure he was looking for in the crowd of people. Her tears began to well up when the figure was visible to her eyes. Seeing him was chatting casually in the middle of the group of people, subconsciously making him fixated when he saw it, as if he could not believe what he saw.

Because no longer able to stem the sadness, tears that had previously been held back, finally trickled back into his cheeks, because finally he could see the face that he could now see clearly, he said, although far from his place. His footsteps slowly stepped towards the figure he saw to slightly shorten his line of sight.

"Eh, I didn't expect a Darren Aditya Pratama to come to this show." Tapping a guest.

The name he knew so caught Airin's attention, that it made him stop his footsteps when someone discussed the name as he was about to step toward the figure he saw.

"Yes, yeah, but what I heard, he doesn't really like this show." Timpal.

"It's only natural, the owner of this show is right, one of his family's important colleagues, so surely he should come. But, maybe he all wants to adapt about this event, because he will also want to get married later." Lainecap.

"Well, it could be, the wedding has also been announced, so maybe he just came to adapt to the atmosphere of marriage like this." His reply seemed to agree with his theme guess.

Deg, immediately Airin's heart and feelings raged on hearing the chatter of some guests who came. When he was about to step over to the figure he saw, which was also a male figure who had long abandoned him, made Airin fixated and so shaken when he heard the chat.

"Married?" He said with a slight tremble.

With a look of disbelief staring at the figure who was now chatting with several guests, Airin could no longer stem his grief. Her tears were soaking down her smooth cheeks, and she stared questioningly at the person she once loved so much.

"She said she wanted to get married?" His words held back his tears, and stared in disbelief at the person he had just met again after five years of never meeting.

"Sorry, why are you crying? Is there something going on with you?" Reprove someone on Airin who was silent staring at the figure he met with tears that still wet his cheeks.

Airin turned to the man who rebuked him, without trying to wash away the tears that had already soaked his cheeks. "I'm nothing, really." He looked at the person who was reprimanding him. "Sorry, can I ask you something?" Ask Airin later.

"On me? Can, anyway? What do you want to ask about?"

"The person over there, is his full name Darren Aditya Pratama?" Tanya Airin pointed towards the figure in front of him at this time, as if wanting to ascertain what he heard earlier.

The guest who reprimanded Airin earlier, immediately looked in the direction that Airin meant. "Oh him, that's right it's his full name. Everyone here knows about it. Why the hell?"

"It's okay, thanks for answering my question." Reply Airin tried to smile at the person who locked it earlier.

"It's the same, but you really don't have anything, do you?" Ask the person again to try to ascertain Airin's condition again.

"Yes, I'm really fine. This was probably because I felt moved after seeing Silvia get married." Answer Airin a little evasive.

"Oh, you're Silvia's friend, it's only natural then. I was surprised to see you cry so, afraid something might happen. If there is nothing, I am relieved to hear it." Said the guest looking relieved with an explanation Airin. "I'm sorry to go there first, please enjoy the party." He then left Airin alone.

Airin let the guest leave her, and she replied with a faint smile and a small nod from her head. Although not in good condition, he still tried to return the kindness of the person politely.

However, without realizing his presence at this time it turns out to attract the attention of someone who suddenly just remembered him. From the opposite direction to him, the person looked at him with a slight surprise.

"Woo, she's not the crying girl in the elevator, is she?" Celtap Lucas when he saw Airin from the frame of his temple standing.

"Woman crying in the elevator?" Darren looked in the direction Lucas was looking.

Right, the two people who had been together in the elevator, and who were also one of Airin's acquaintances, were currently staring at him from the direction of the branch.

"She's the girl you were talking about? Who was crying when I got off the elevator?" Darren's question was still staring at Airin.

"Yes, she's the girl I was talking about." Reply Lucas.

"Do you think he knows me? Why is he staring mad at me now, huh?"

"Huh, is that right? Where's?" Lucas tried to stare at Airin, but it was covered by a group of people who were blocking, so that his figure could no longer be found in the mob.