Still Wishing He Back?
86. Relieves Airin's Rage

He who was currently looking at me furiously, with sharp eyes that seemed to be able to pierce through my face, also made this body freeze from his anger.

Darren felt stunned at the expression on Airin's face, the corner of his heart suddenly felt pain when he saw the eyes full of hatred and anger directed by Airin at him.

"I know you're so mad at me, that I came here to fix everything, fix what I've broken and especially I want to apologize to you."

After a brief pause due to being quite surprised by Airin who hrndak drove him away, Darren finally gave his comments to Airin, and explained his goal came to his family home.

"Do you think an apology would be enough? After what you've been doing to me all this time? Aren't you being too selfish?" Reply Airin who slightly disagrees with Darren's actions which he thinks are too selfish.

With trembling eyes, a tongue that feels cloudy as it says, with a facial expression that holds back its anger and tears, Airin with all his strength tried to hold himself in front of Darren which currently made him very angry and disappointed.

Seeing Airin who was still angry with him, so as not to give him a chance to explain everything, he slowly stepped his feet to get closer to the direction where Airin stood.

"Can we go inside first, because I want to talk to your family, I'll tell you everything inside with your family." This time it was closer to Airin.

"I told you to go, hey.."

When Airin wants to throw him back, but Darren instead holds his hand to enter the house together, to make Airin scream a little at him and also rebel to release his hand. The two walked over to his aunt and uncle who had been waiting for their presence.

"What are you doing, I said let go of my hand." Ronta Airin, but Darren still clasped his hand to meet his aunt and mother.

.....

Seeing Airin join hands with Darren certainly made bi Rahma and her mother Bilal who were waiting for them in the house staring surprised at the two, which even made the two glanced at each other in disbelief. While Airin immediately let go of his hand held by Darren, shortly after entering the house and meeting directly with his aunt and mother.

"Dav, you take Arka to the back of the house or get out there." Said uncle Airin, asking his son Dava for Arka to be taken out, given the situation that currently seems unpalatable and certainly will not end quietly.

"Duh, adult affairs are so complicated." Grutu Dava who looks reluctant to get involved in family problems, but still obeyed his father's orders and intends to invite Arka out.

"Arka doesn't want to play, Arka wants to be the same papa." Hearing that he will be taken out by Dava, the sensitive Arka immediately approached Darren and did not want to escape from Darren.

Seeing his son clinging to Darren, for some reason made Airin a little scared and worried. He did not expect that Arka would stick with his father this soon, considering the two had never been together or met since childhood.

Although he knew that Darren was the real father of his son, but somehow it did not make him feel happy and a little jealous to see Darren's closeness with Arka. Given that Arka is always attached to him at all times, this time it is actually seen sticking to Darren. He felt the emptiness left by his son. Especially when he saw Arka who immediately ran up to Darren, his heart immediately felt a difficult feeling to explain.

"I feel like I'm being cheated on." The bath when seeing the scenery between Darren and his son.

"It's stupid of me not to know about this." It's her own curse that can't figure out what her son wants.

Seeing that, of course, makes his feelings regret for never trying to tell about the figure of his biological father to the child.

"I feel like I failed as a mother to my son. Because I don't even know anything about my son."

Airin was saddened by what he had been doing to the child. He did not feel that he had succeeded in raising his son. However, his heart still felt hurt to see his son who continued to stick to Darren.

.....

"Arka, come with Dava first yes, today mama wants to talk seriously with Arka's papa." This time Airin tried to persuade his son to come out with Dava. His words made Darren's smile expand.

However, Arka was crying and hugging Darren even more. Instantly makes Airin surprised to see the cry of his son, especially the action that immediately embraced Darren. His body did not struggle to see his son who preferred his father to himself as Arka used to do with him. Bi Rahma and her mother were just as surprised as she was, while Dava, who saw the situation getting more difficult, finally chose to leave there and ignored her family.

Because anxiety still haunts Airin, he could not see the closeness of his son and father as a good thing. His body that responded to his fear, shook by itself without him noticing.

"Calm down, you better sit down, we'll talk about everything in a good way." Bi Rahma who saw Airin was so shocked and looked in disbelief, tried to calm him down and invited him to sit down.

Because Arka who was crying and did not want to be separated from Darren, who was his father, and finally inevitably made him join the chat. Still in Darren's lap, the atmosphere looked a little better with all this time sitting on the chair.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make this awkward atmosphere, I just came here to see my son, especially to apologize to you guys." Said Darren, who realized his presence had made the atmosphere uncomfortable.

"Are you really Arka's father?" Tanya bi Rahma then.

"Yes, right. I'm sorry if I'm late to see Arka and Airin, I know you're mad at me, because that's why today I want to make up for everything." Reply Darren.

"How will you redeem everything?" This time it was my uncle's turn to cast his vote.

"Maybe an apology won't be enough, because I know very well how wrong I am. But, I would do anything for Arka and Airin." His words are full of seriousness.

"Where have you been all this time? Why did you show up now and take responsibility? And, won't words alone be enough to prove your seriousness to my nephew and your son whom you have abandoned since childhood?" Said bi Rahma who looks emotional.

Darren hesitated to say it.

"I was sick before..."