Still Wishing He Back?
87. Explanation by Darren

Darren begins to explain to Airin's aunt and uncle, as well as to Airin in the room, about him suddenly disappearing without any news all this time, and the obvious reason for her new self is to appear now to meet Airin. Tells also about how he began to have an accident that eventually made him unable to remember his memories during his stay in Melbourne, including remembering about his relationship with Airin.

"Because of that, I'm sorry if I can just come now." He then ends his explanation.

Still hugging his son who was still in his lap, Darren who finished explaining everything and apologized to Airin's aunt and uncle, as well as to Airin himself, now is waiting for a response and response from them about his apology as well as the explanation he has done.

"Is my apology still unable to touch their hearts? And is my explanation still hard to convince them?

Darren doesn't know what else to do now after explaining everything, he who has considered many things before coming to meet Airin and his family seems still struggling with the situation that currently makes him a little depressed. A feeling he had never felt before.

"Damn it, this situation is really torturing me." Her bath felt tight in this so serious situation.

Although he had prepared himself from the possibility that he would be expelled or not accepted by the Airin family, but after meeting face to face with them, it made him realize that the sense of pressure that was so agonizing in his mind at this time turned out to be the guilt of Airin and his family.

It was his guilt that put him under great pressure when talking directly to Airin's uncle and aunt. Somehow he was a little nervous in front of them, and to imagine they would not accept his presence or would not give him time to explain everything, especially accepting his apology.

"What'sthis? so I'm really nervous right now?"

Darren seemed to be laughing at himself in an unexpected heart that he would feel nervous like this. He came to Airin's house in hopes of fixing everything. The expectations of his relationship with Airin and his son are getting better, especially he wants to get an apology from Airin and his family.

However, after seeing Airin who was currently only petrified after hearing an explanation from him, made Darren look at him confused. No one knew what Airin was thinking at the moment, as his current expression was only flat with no expression. His eyes looked empty staring at the thing in front of him.

The same thing happened to Aunt and Uncle Airin at this time, both of them fell silent to hear the explanation from Darren, as if stunned by what they heard, not knowing what kind of response to Darren's explanation is too surprising for them.

Explanation that still feels difficult for them to understand, until the anger that has already erupted because of the mistakes he had done so far on Airin, so far, now it seems to lose its meaning with the story they have heard from his mouth. Moreover, they saw the honesty of Darren's eyes that currently showed feelings of regret, and sincerity when apologizing directly to them.

For a moment, the atmosphere turned silent because there was no chatter between them. Everyone seems to be silent with their own minds. Airin was also seen frozen with Darren's explanation, as if he was still digesting what his ears had heard.

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"Is my explanation still not very convincing to you?" Darren tries to break the silence by talking to Airin's aunt and uncle.

"I'm sorry, if my explanation seems inconclusive, but..."

Airin suddenly got up from her seat and left the chatter just like that, cutting off Darren who was still talking and then running out leaving everything behind. Making aunt, uncle and Darren look surprised at his passing.

"Mama.." Arka who had been attached to Darren also called Airin who suddenly went out of the house.

While Darren seemed stunned to see Airin who suddenly came out of the house, to involuntarily make his body freeze when he saw he was leaving, because there was an Ark that was still in his lap, and was still there, he could not immediately follow his departure.

"Sir, how is this? Why did Airin suddenly come out like this? He didn't listen to me calling his name either." Said bi Rahma a little panicked and was complaining to her husband.

"We better take him out, who knows he's still on the front page." Reply Uncle Airin who then invited the wife to come out following Airin.

Darren, who was still surprised to see Airin leave, was about to follow out with Arka.

"Papa, are you angry with Arka?" Said Arka who stopped her steps to come out chasing Airin.

"Why can Arka think that?" Hearing his son ask, Darren finally undoes his intention to pursue Airin and chose to crouch down to look near the face of the child who is currently showing a sad face.

"Because mom didn't listen to Arka who just called her." Answer Arka a little glumly.

Darren who also did not understand the reason Airin suddenly behaved this way, also had difficulty when he was about to answer his son's question.

"We go out first yuk, we follow mama together." His words tried to persuade Arka and got a nod from Arka who agreed to come out together.

However, as soon as he managed to get out with Arka, he saw Airin who had left with his car alone, leaving his aunt and mother who kept calling his name.

"Mama..." Arka began to cry to see Airin who left, and even tried to chase after Airin's car that had driven away from view.

The action was immediately detained by Darren when Arka tried to pursue Airin who had gone with his car.

"Take off, Arka's going after mama." The Arka whine that asked to be released.

Darren's heart ached when he saw his son crying hysterically because of Airin's departure. He can only hold it tightly by trying to keep calm him who still continues to cry and look for the existence of Airin. While continuing to calm his son, his eyes could not stop turning away from the direction of Airin's departure with his car, as if his thoughts were currently fixed on him who suddenly left.

At once his expression turned to fear and worry simultaneously when he saw Airin who became strange and even left his son like this.

"Is this because I came here?"