Still Wishing He Back?
31. So Close, But Feels So Far

He was right in front of me at the moment, yet why did it feel so far away? The face I longed for was very close to me and was now staring at me, but I could not even get close to it.

His tears seemed to come out because he could not help his longing for the people he loved, he immediately turned his face and calmed his heart which was now injured.

"Are you okay?" A sentence indicating that the person in front of him did not remember him, and increasingly tore his heart.

"Mama let's go home." Arka tries to shake Airin's body by asking to go home.

Being in a situation that is not understood, it seems to make Arka so uncomfortable in the atmosphere and ask to go home from that place immediately. When his whining for Airin to ask to go home, it unexpectedly gets the attention of Darren and Lucas who are in the same place as him.

Darren stared silently at the child in front of him with a feeling that seemed attached, but also felt foreign. Another case with Lucas who looks interested when looking at the face of the child in front of him who feels so familiar.

"His face why do I feel familiar, huh?" Lucas muttered as he looked at Arka's face. He frowned trying to remember it.

In addition, Airin who heard the whining of his son who asked to go home immediately looked at his son's face with guilt. He held his son's body tightly in his arms, to calm the child and himself who were now also in a difficult situation.

While Darren felt quite confused about the woman in front of him who did not answer questions from him who worried about his condition. Although the look on his face was quite surprised to see his familiar face.

"Sorry, have we met before, huh?" Bian asked then, with a look on his face full of curiosity.

Airin was silent, for some reason his heart was getting sicker hearing it. He looked at the face of the man he wanted so badly to meet with his cold expression.

"Sorry, I have to go." He said later and left the place without answering questions from Darren.Leaving Darren, Lucas and Laura who were still in the crowd. Somehow Airin's expression turned furious as she turned her body away from the person she loved.

"Lu know him?" Lucas asked as Airin moved away from them. But Darren still silently did not answer, because his expression was now on the woman who gave a cold look at him before leaving.

"Darren, you didn't come here to look at her, did you?" Laura said that she did not like it when she saw Darren who was silent looking at Airin who had gone with his son.

Darren turned towards Laura with a cold expression. "You really always make trouble, yeah!" Said Darren who immediately left Laura alone with his mood that looked chaotic.

"Darren, how come you're leaving anyway? Don't we want to eat today?" It was Laura who didn't want Darren to leave.

"You eat alone, I don't taste." Ketus Darren resumed his path by being followed by Lucas beside him.

Of course Laura felt angry and quite upset about it, because she had already come and dressed neatly for their meal, he had to wait more than 30 minutes to wait for Darren to arrive. Because this is what makes the mood so bad and venting begitus only on Airin and his son.

"Darren, if you leave here, I'll spread the word about our marriage again." Shouted Laura with his mounting anger, to make Darren and Lucas stop his steps.

The whispers of the people around him, with the views of the people around him have now been fixed on Laura and also Darren.

"Well, she really doesn't know how to be ashamed, yeah!" Lucas said he felt inexhaustible with the behavior of Laura who was so brave to act in public.

Darren felt ashamed of that and could only sigh deeply to calm himself who was now feeling annoyed.

"Based on stubborn women, already given the opportunity is still not heard well." Lucas said as soon as he saw Darren's expression of anger approaching Laura. He just stared from afar at the chatter of the two while trying to disperse the people who began to pry at the debate of the two.

"This kind of thing must indeed be resolved right now, so that events like this do not happen again." Lucas continues to feel that Darren and Laura's problems must end soon.

...

Being in a different place, Airin and his son were already in the car. Both of them want to move away from the previous place that had made both of them stifled long enough and took both of their time.

"Mama's angry with Arka?" Said Arka who saw Airin just silent after leaving the place earlier.

"No, mom's not mad at Arka, it's just that she feels guilty today. Arka admits no, if Arka has made mama worried today?." Airin turned to his son who was sitting next to him.

"Arka's sorry, Arka's wrong." Reply Arka who did not avoid the mistakes he made.

Airin gently stroked the top of the child's head and looked at him full of warmth.

"Alright, mama forgive. But, next time it can't be done again, huh? Arka doesn't want to see mama sad, does she?"

Arka nodded in understanding and did not want to see Airin grieving.

"So, why did Arka suddenly disappear?" Ask Airin later.

"Arka saw a robot walking." Answer Arka honestly and her innocent face.

"Robots that walk?" Airin looks incomprehensible with the intention of the child, to grin his forehead because he feels confused.

"Other times if you want to go, you have to say yes to your mother, or you can ask to take her with you, ok!" Said Airin who diverted his confusion to something else.

"Yes." Yeah." Replied Arka with a small nod.

"So, then we buy new shoes for Arka."

"Arka won't buy new shoes." Arka refused.

"Eh, why don't you? He said Arka asked for new shoes?" Confused Airin looked at the face of his son who suddenly turned moody.

"Mama has to be treated, mama's head hurts." Said Arka with a face full of worry on Airin.

Airin looked at Haru at his son who was worried about his condition that had got violence.

"Arka is worried about you and mom." Elus Airin on the cheek of his son who was worried about his condition.

"Mama's sick with Arka, so Arka won't buy new shoes." Said Arka who now began to cry, because she felt guilty to Airin.

"Cup, cup.., mama gapapa kok, and this is not because of wrong Arka. Look, mama gapapa, right?" Said Airin who tried to calm Arka by holding her lap and trying to show her condition is fine.

He gently patted the body of his son who was crying as if in his lap.

"It's not you who should apologize, son, but it's you who should apologize to you, because you haven't been able to meet your biological father." Inner Airin who now hugged her son.