ELECTORAL MAN
Decisions

"I'm really tired of my feelings. I desperately tried to melt his heart. But he remains unchanged. Always ignoring me. He was just being nice to me when he was approaching Meylan to get back together. His smile and hospitality to me again because of Meylan. And when he was dumped, he came back to think of me like a stranger."

"Now I'm ready. I just want him to fulfill his promise to compensate me according to the agreement. That'sallthatis. I didn't expect more. I'm used to being disappointed. Maybe this is my fate" I am increasingly unable to hold sobs.

"Oh Allah, Ninis....." Reyna clasped my hand to give me strength.

"Life is a mystery. We will never know what will happen in the future. Like when I was getting married, I never thought that the purpose of her marrying me was just to qualify to be able to refer to her ex-wife."

"I also never know why I have to experience all this? you know, I'm so humiliated and disappointed by all this. I'm not beautiful, I'm poor, he can treat me like a toy."

"I will not hope anymore. I'll still meet him to demand that compensation."

"You don't give up, Nis. Keep fighting to melt his heart. I'm sure you can. You have the support of your mother. And plus, he's sick, he must need you, Nis!"

"Freely needed but never thought to exist. I will never mean anything as long as in his heart there is still Meylan. He's sick, Rey. The love sick she was suffering from was already too acute. Loving excessively without regard to logic and common sense. Let him now feel the consequences, suffer the pain of love for which there is no cure. Poor thing....."

As if understanding with my feelings, Reyna nodded her head. Then he told me about his life, about his broken marriage, about his three daughters, his work, and also about the relationship he is currently living with Bang Norman.

Without him telling me, I know a lot. I have been looking for information about him in social media also through his conversation with the Bald One through a cellphone that I hacked.

My heart warmed immediately. Reyna looks nice and gentle. I can be friends with him.

"Thank you, Nis, you've taken the time to chat. We'll see you sometime. Oh yes, whenever you want to see Mas Farid, call me! I am willing to accompany you," Reyna said as she hugged me.

"It's good to know you, Nis. I hope we can be good friends," I nodded and returned his embrace.

I entered the school gate again. The school is deserted. Not felt, long enough also I chat with Reyna at the Cafe. It's three in the afternoon. I rushed to the teacher's room and returned to finish my pending work.

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Farid

I don't know what Reyna said on the phone earlier, her words were really sharp and left me stunned. Reyna said she met Ninis this afternoon. I asked him to go see Ninis. I don't know what they're talking about me. My position now is really difficult.

Since Ninis left, I've been in a lot of confusion. Confused by my feelings. Confused about what to do and how to behave. Sometimes the feeling of guilt makes me really cornered sometimes also makes me in pain and want to cry. But cry over who? Meylan or Ninis?

The wound in my heart had not dried up after Meylan and Ninis had also left me because of the vagueness of my attitude towards him. I feel guilty for him too.

The pain in my body has also not reduced, although I still force it to routinely take medication. Ms. Atin, her husband, Anwar and Rocky are still ready to help me in this house. I really can't stand being in this condition. I want to be able to walk and run.

Reyna said earlier that Ninis was willing to meet me. Aaah, the worry is back on me. What assertion will I give to Ninis? Just a compilation in accordance with the contents of the agreement? or is it a request that she stay by my side forever? can I give my whole heart a space for him?

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