ELECTORAL MAN
Heart Resistance

My chest became more and more claustrophobic with the emotions that continued to peak. The pain and humiliation made me like this. I don't care anymore. This is a good time to show how much my mind has been tormented all along.

I ignored the call from the Bald One who repeatedly called me. Let alone. Let him think. He must have been astonished and surprised by my attitude. Aah, bodo is very. Obviously, I want to calm down here.

Again I thought, is my action right? is my action worth doing? various thoughts appeared one by one in my mind. I wonder, too, why am I so brave? must be because of the effects of mood swing when approaching menstruation. And sure enough, two hours ago I was menstruating.

The cool air from the window makes me a little calmer now. My mind began to relax, imagining again what happened fifteen hours ago.

I walked quietly to his room. He was still sitting on the bed with an empty look. Even the breakfast was still plenty. That means, he only ate a little this morning. I don't know, has the medicine been taken or not?

"Mas, sorry to bother you. Can I have a word?" ask me slowly.

He nodded then looked at me briefly.

"Sit down." Answer

"Look, Mas... I know this is not the right time. I'm sorry, not that I don't understand your current condition, but I just want some clarity about my status in this house as well as about the letter of agreement."

"To the point only Mas, what about the continuation of my fate here? I'm not referring to Meylan, am I? I just want you and Meylan to be consistent with the game you've created.

"I'm not a toy. I just want there to be a realisation of the contents of the covenant." I don't know why, that sentence just slid off my lips.

The Bald might not have expected that I would dare to convey all of this. He looked at me and then looked down. Hands clenched. Is he angry? stupid timing. He should know who the real Ninis is. I love him, but I have to use logic.

"I'm sure, Mas's condition will soon improve. Soon I could walk normally. And I no longer need me. And according to the contents of the agreement, if Mas and Meylan were to be referred, I would get some money, land, and a car."

"But, in connection, you guys are off the line, how many parts will I get? sorry if I'm too hasty to ask again, I just need reassurance. We can't possibly continue this pretend marriage right?" I tried to provoke his reaction.

I want to know how he's filled my heart with me. Seeing my sacrifice that had been taking care of and taking care of her, has her heart started to melt for me?

He was still silent, a few minutes later biting his lip. It looks like I'm thinking hard.

"Give me some time, Nis. I will definitely be consequent on my promise." The answer.

"When are you? soon you will be healed and able to walk, and our relationship as a business partner will be completed. Success or not, the project we live, I still have to accept payment right! "

"About any change from the nominal I should have received? if you and Meylan do, I'll get one car, 850 million, and a few acres of land. Since you guys are not being referred to, what will be subtracted from the amount I should have received?"

She flinched, as if not expecting me to dare to reveal it again.

"I know Nis. Ii'm sorry. I was completely unaware of that time."

"Would your error at that time be counted as part of the compensation I will receive? Do you understand what I mean? because then again, our relationship is nothing more than a business relationship."

"But take it easy, to take care of and care for you during illness, I'm sincere. I'm not asking for any additional compensation. Moreover, I did not feel at all disadvantaged to take care of and care for you, unlike the incident that night. As a result of your error that night, I lost my crown." This time my voice began to sound.

"Alright, I'll compensate you for the incident that night. Please, please give me some time. I need time to heal the wounds in my heart."

"You know, I was so excited to make the agreement in the hope that we could be together again. And now, all just a plan. He just left and canceled all our plans." The Bald man bowed again and seemed to hold his prank,"

It was in my heart that I was amused. Seeing a man sobbing holding back the cry because it was decided by his heart. Should I get some tissue for him, hahahahaha.. "

"I love him so much. I'm willing to do anything for her, including do marriage with you."

"Great huh Meylan, he should be lucky to be loved by you. You are willing to do anything for him, sometimes I think, if I were in the position of Meylan, I would be very lucky to be loved by a man like you."

"Honestly, I was so shocked and devastated when you confessed everything. About your true intentions and goals marrying me. Any woman would not be willing and willing if she was in my position. Stuck in a fake marriage." I pretended to hold sobs.

"And I am willing to do all this, to follow all your madness, solely for the sake of money. I need money to improve my family life. This is the fate of the hard man, unworthy of sincerity." I was crying in front of him too. Let alone.

" I'm sorry, Nis. I know I was wrong. I'm bad." She seemed to panic with the sound of my crying getting louder.

"For the sake of love, you are willing to lie to me. Had Ms. Endang known about all this, she would have been very surprised and very angry."

"Honestly, from the beginning I was suspicious of your rigid and strange attitude the first time you approached me. I think you really seriously want to marry me." I kept holding back sobs.

"Sometimes I think, because I am ugly and poor, I have no right to be loved sincerely?"

"Is it because I'm ugly and poor, that I deserve to be the right target in launching your referral process with Meylan?"

"It's not so, Nis..." Answer stuttering. In my heart I want to laugh out loud seeing his expression that was like that of a frightened person.

Seriate.