ELECTORAL MAN
Logic

Maybe because too often I feel disappointed and miserable in love affairs, then now I have to put forward logic. I can't play with feelings too much. Because of that, I will definitely feel disappointed again.

I do love him. But I realized, he never returned my love. I also don't want to be so dreamt that one day he will love me, and won't let me go. No. gabe....Because back to the experience, building up wishful thinking will only make me sick. I would fall into a pool of flavors called clapping one hand. No. gabe...I don't want to fall back again.

Moreover, seeing her facial expression and changing her attitude towards me after she was decided by Meylan. He thinks like I don't exist. Talk as necessary. I was totally overwhelmed and felt alienated. Maybe it'll be another story, if I become Reyna. If I were Reyna, she wouldn't ignore me. Whatever she is with Meylan, no woman as beautiful as Reyna will be made to feel alienated. A beautiful woman with a cute appearance seen like Reyna, cooked dianggurin? where's bantak????

Huh! so it feels bad to remember Reyna again. The night after the concert. The hatred for the Bald One appears again. Now it's all getting clearer, The Bald has never loved me and my hope of being loved is just wishful thinking. I can't fantasize too high. Must be realistic!

Now I have to point it out to him. If we get divorced, I will have to be compensated accordingly. If he wants to revise the contents of the agreement, go ahead. But I have to get a very, very decent face value. He and Meylan had to pay a heavy price for all my disappointment and heartache over their game. At least the car and billions of dollars he had to give me.

Cellphone ringing. I immediately grabbed it and read the WhatsApp message that appeared.

Mama

When to go to Bandung Nis? A class break soon, right? later we stay at Villa in Lembang and celebrate the anniversary of his wedding Kak Ferin.

My

Yes Ma... God willing, Ninis will be there on vacation. Farid was busy, too. Now I am out of town.

Mama

Farid is that.. Always been busy. Sometimes you can take a sabbatical, so you can go on a honeymoon. Let me talk to Farid later. Farid if work often forget time. Don't get tired of reminding Farid keep going Nis! Remind him not to be tired! you should get enough rest and eat regularly. If it is too motivated by continuous work, how do you want to have children?

Degs...Oooh nooo's.... Like a 10 kg barbell was placed on my chest. So tight. If only my mother knew the truth. Mama will be very shocked, but someday you will know. Mama should know the real thing. Mama must know how her beloved son has suffered acute love sick to his ex-wife and has made me as an object of suffering. Let that be Bald's business.

What is clear is that if this story were to be retold, everyone would have to blame the Bald and Meylan. They will surely get blasphemy and mockery. Even not only that, their good name will also be a bet, even so, it is a social sanction that is very appropriate for them. And on the contrary, as the object of suffering, I will have the support and sympathy of the people.

Seriate.