ELECTORAL MAN
Undead

"So he went to Hong Kong didn't talk to you, Nis?" mom's voice sounded high.

Duh, why did I become this crazy? I shouldn't have told my mom about Mas Farid's departure to Hong Kong. It would be wrong if I didn't tell the story. My mother will be suspicious of me. Mama said, Bald is hard to contact.

"Mas Farid has business, Mah! that's why he didn't talk to Ninis..."Answer me flat.

"But how strange. Like something was hidden. He was in Hong Kong for almost a month. Mama's feeling really bad, Nis."

"There's nothing koq Mah. Lusa Mas Farid has arrived in Jakarta. Mama doesn't have to think strangely. Ninis back to class huh Mah! evelynn...." My heart beats faster.

Duh, cut me off if mama finds out. Why does her mother suspect that? if only Mama knew the purpose of the Bald to Hong Kong is to pursue back Meylan's love....Hiks hyks..Suddenly the corner of my eye warmed up. Let it happen, what will happen....I'm resigned now.

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He sat pensively. Look at his sad eyes. As always, there are a thousand languages. Is he not going to be late? hehe. I don't know, what time he arrived home, just knew he was gone. Sit down, be quiet without saying hello. It's normal that he's like this, I seem to be considered non-existent and unimportant.

The delusion was that he would call me and say to get picked up at the airport, and then I would go to the airport, and wait for him with anxious expectation, and after meeting, we would hug to take off the gap....Ooh beautiful. Honey, the delusion is just a delusion...For a Ninis, it is enough to be a delusion, because reality is too far to reach...Hmmmm.

"Mas Farid when will he be back? have you eaten Mas?" ask me.

"Jam ten earlier. I've eaten." Nervous answer. His face looks pale. His white skin makes him look like an undead. Is he not sick?

"No, Nis. I'm not papa. Just a sagacity. There is a lot of work that takes up time and thought there. I often sleep less."

Oh My God's....How much I wanted to hug him. Show me how much I miss him.

"I'll rest first! we'll talk again."

Huhhhh.....I give back the nelangsa. He passed by without looking at me. His athletic body soon disappeared behind the door of his study.

Again and again, it was common like this. Since his relationship with Meylan was tenuous, I seemed to be considered non-existent. He always avoids me. He always looked gloomy, silent a thousand languages and only answered as necessary if asked.

I was confused and wrong. And now I'm 1000 percent sure, his relationship with Meylan is at the peak of estrangement. Meylan definitely did not want to be referred. I have to be strong. My logic cannot be slack. I can't be in this house if he doesn't want me at all.

I had to ask him about our relationship, I also had to ask him about the continuation of the agreement complete with his compensation. Just yummy! don't let me get out of this house without getting anything.

My mind is getting complicated. How do I lure him to talk? He's not coming out of his study anymore. Just a stale talk he said, later we talk again yes ! in fact until the morning he won't come out, and I'll have breakfast alone.

Like this morning, I was sitting alone at the dinner table. It looks like he's still asleep, whether he'll wake up at what time. It's half seven. I wanted to wake her up and take her to breakfast, but I doubt you? remember the sweet moments where we often eat together, either at breakfast or dinner. When he used to bring me food, we talked to each other..The moments where she looks so sweet and friendly... Now all is gone.There is no more friendly smile and warm laughter. He is now like an undead.

Seriate.