ELECTORAL MAN
Beyond a doubt

It's totally beyond belief. It's really like a dream. I never thought that I would be a model, hihihi. The oriental-faced handsome man who was also a photographer offered me to become a photoshoot model for one of the hijab catalogues.

Of course, only the face and the close-up part are displayed, hehehe. My body is not interesting to show. Unlike the Queen Mother who despite having three children and has entered the age of half a century still looks slim.

At first I was hesitant to accept the offer from the photographer, but he continued to insist and said that he was confused looking for a model from earlier. The handsome photographer named Enrico said that the aura of my face is very in accordance with the hijab model displayed in the catalog....Duh, cook anyway? so my geer...My face is round and thick.

The Queen continues to encourage me.. He said there was no harm in trying. Moreover, there is a honor. And be my impromptu model this afternoon. Justjust wonderful. Hmmmm....If you look at me I am beautiful too. This natural makeup polish with smokey eyes made my face look different. Manglingi, people say.

Aah, why is my bride time not seen pangling huh? it must be because the makeup artist is less expert....Yes understand, marriage preparation at that time mepet once. Lightning-like. Although it was just a simple wedding, but at that time I had stress to take care of the preparation.

Who would have thought after marriage, the stress level was even higher. I was not just in shock, but completely depressed! again I praise the greatness of Mbak Rani, who polished my face earlier. Abis's cool oath!

With a smile, the handsome narrow-eyed photographer pointed two thumbs at me. Aiih sweet, I became more groggy. He was also very good at directing me to smile earlier. Little by little I can relax. No longer stiff and nervous.

While looking in the mirror, I remembered the Bald One. Would he be surprised to see my face this time? Will she fall in love seeing how beautiful I am this afternoon? Aaah, fantasizing will only make me disappointed again.

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Farid

It's insanity. Totally insane. What I did last night with Ninis was completely out of consciousness. Why did it all happen? that shouldn't have happened. I don't think, how did I get there.....? dam!!!!! Now what am I supposed to do?

My mind is completely fucked. How am I going to face Ninis for the next one? Aaaaaaaaaaah, fucked it all up. I want to bang this head so I don't remember what happened last night. Why am I so stupid?

Yesterday night I was drunk. I really fly... In my view there is only Meylan. A beautiful figure that will not be able to escape from memory. She's so charming. Tempted me with a million charms. My desire is getting unstoppable. I really want to touch it. I wanted to feel it so much. And it all happened....I managed to touch it. Took him in the arms of a tempestuous desire. Unfortunately he is in the form of a Ninis...And not Meylan..

It's six o'clock in the afternoon. My work is done. I don't want to go home now. I should avoid Ninis. Must. If the mood has calmed down, I'll tell him, take us apart as soon as possible. I'll give her whatever she wants, as long as she can get away from my life as soon as possible. I can't be with him. What I did last night was just a khilaf.

Seriate.