ELECTORAL MAN
Trained for heartbreak

Duh Gusti, how is this so very my fate? I want to see when I keep this up. I had to ask him immediately about the continuation of our relationship with him. Must. He is hard to talk to. There is no harm in whatsapp. Yes, this afternoon I will ask him all that through whatsapp. No matter what his response will be. I just need clarity. I can't be in that house forever!

The break time arrives. Yess, it seems like it's the right time. I started pulling out my phone and started typing word by word, as soon as the message came in. Whatsapp from Mom.

"Sir, are you not here? I cook a lot! When you come here, bring your husband. From the beginning of marriage koq never came to the house of in-laws. As you remember the new mother twice she came here, the time proposed you the same as pick you up after marriage to be brought to her house."

"You guys are okay, right?" I always pray that you will be given a baby soon. I can't wait to hear your grandchild."

Degs... Oh God, Mother.... If only I knew the real secret. Fix, this can't be left continuous. I should tell Mom the same story. Sorry, Ninis Ma'am. I must be sad and disappointed. But that's the fact. That man doesn't love me. He married me just to......

The urge in my heart continued to thrash. I have to convey all this.... Foolish with what happens next. Hopefully Mother and Father strongly accept this reality. Oh yes, not only to mother, I will also tell Bu Endang, also to Mama and Sister Ferin. Let them all know and shock. Let what will happen, happen...I started to continue typing word by word.

Mas Farid..previously I'm sorry to have been sassy asking like this...But I always pray for you and Meylan .... Hope you guys can be together again soon. I'll be happy if you're happy. But for some reason, after the return of Mas from Hong Kong, Mas always looks moody and sad. What's wrong with you two? did Meylan not want to be referred? sorry, I feel like I said that.

Please give me some clarity about my role in your relationship. If your relationship is over and not being referenced, immediately make a decision on my role so far, and give me the proper compensation.

Immediately I sent the message... But the effect is very straightforward, his words. Aah, bodo is very. He knows that I am not a weak woman. He should know that I need clarity on the compensation according to the letter of agreement. Hmmm, surprised is the Bald One reading this message?

Instantly my heart trembled. There is a tickling sensation that keeps rhythmic. Why was I not being honest with him? to be honest about my true feelings, if I fell for him and wanted him so badly.....Ahai! no.no. Can't do. He can't know that I love him.

Expressing feelings will only embarrass me. No..no can. For now, I will just focus on that compensation. A fool with this love. I was trained to feel heartbreak. God willing, I can definitely neutralize this feeling. Time will heal the pain....

Seriate