ELECTORAL MAN
About feeling

"I mean, you?" reyna's expression suddenly flat. He seemed surprised by my question.

"Yes, what was the relationship until Mas Farid asked you to meet me. Why is it not he himself who came to me. He should be gentle dong!"

"I deeply regret his attitude which is also still afraid to meet me. It's natural that I blocked his whatsapp number and wouldn't take a call from him. I want him to come alone. Follow me or plead with me, if he really feels guilty."

I don't know why it just slid off my lips. Duh, why can't I be calm, anyway. It felt like the spirit of motivation from Enrico evaporated just like that when I came face to face with Reyna. My sense of insecure began to appear and to minimize it I issued a loud speech.

Reyna looked surprised, as if understanding my feelings, she calmed me down with a smile. Worth it, the Bald One is near to him. Reyna's smile was really charming.

"Me and Mas Farid are just friends. He's very nice to me. But I never thought of it more. And what I'm doing right now, is just purely to help him. That'sthat's all. Mas Farid helped me once and it never hurt me to help."

"Mas Farid asked me to meet you to talk about your relationship issues. Sorry, I have a candidate too. God willing, we have plans to get married. Mas Farid also played a role in my relationship with my future husband. My future husband is a good friend of Mas Farid's. Lawyer as well." Reyna explained.

I was a little relieved to hear Reyna's explanation. But there is still something in my heart.

"Sorry Rey, what do you mean Mas Farid wants to meet me? did he want to meet with me just to talk about the issue of the agreement was complete with compensation then he would release me and we would divorce or otherwise he still wanted to keep me at home it was to take care of her without the slightest bit of feeling in her heart towards me?" again I am disappointed. Tokh Reyna knows it all. Reyna was surprised. Maybe he didn't think I was this brave.

"May I know how you feel about Mas Farid?" reyna asked in a whisper.

I began to gulp the melon juice to ease the emotions. I actually hesitate to answer. But let Reyna know about my feelings too.

" Do you love Mas Farid?"

"I fell for him as time went on." At first I knew myself enough. I followed the offer he made, I signed the letter. I don't think there's any harm in me doing that. Disappointed and deceived, of course. But giving up and saying everything to your parents is not as easy as turning your hands around."

"They have feelings. And I don't want to make them sad and hurt. On the other hand, I also have to put forward logic. The compensation he offered was tempting. I also need money" I said casually.

As much as possible I can't look sad. I took a breath to keep looking relaxed.

"Who would have thought, if slowly, I fell in love with him. The hope that I would become the only woman continued to grow. I want it, I miss it all the time. I look forward to the magic almost every day to be with him for real, even though again I have to reflect on reality. His love is not for me, but for the woman."

"And that hope arose, when I heard that Meylan decided on it and canceled his intention to refer. There I saw, Mas Farid was very disappointed. He's very hurt.

"His attitude to me began to change. No more friendliness from his eyes. No more sweet smiles. He ignored me, regarded me as non-existent. Until finally, he had an accident and I sincerely took care of him. But that still keeps him from changing. He was always silent and ignored me as if in his heart there were still Meylan and Meylan"

As much as possible I hold the clear details that will soon drip. I can't cry. I have to show that I am strong.

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