
Farid
Meylan has become increasingly difficult to contact. Even to answer my phone for a long time. The messages in WA were only answered briefly. He always said, I'll call you back, Mom. But he didn't even call me. I called him, the response was the same. Not lifted. The reason is busy, being tired, sleepy, eating again, and I don't know what else.
I miss his voice. Hearing her voice was medicine for my fatigue. I'm languishing. I know, he's very busy. And he asked me to understand his work. For whatever reason, I promised her I'd always understand her. For my love for him. I want her to be back in my arms forever. And I still have to be patient about that.
I'll watch IL DIVO's concert tonight. Meylan can't keep me company. So did Reyna. Though, I hope that one of them can be with me to enjoy the melodious sound of IL DIVO personnel.
But yeah, that's it.. Thankfully, Ninis wanted to. If not, love the ticket. There was no Meylan or Reyna, so was Ninis, hehehehe. Who else is it? actually, I also rada less sreg invite Ninis. Yes, just watch this concert. After the concert we will go straight home.
Ninist.
I've been getting ready. For almost an hour, I was in front of a mirror. Although I am ugly, I do not want to look ugly in front of the Bald. At least for tonight. Who knows, later he will be amazed by my appearance, hehehe ngarep.com.
Then the procession of applying makeup and choosing my clothes do it carefully. I don't want to rush. I want to look different tonight. I want Bald's eyeballs to not stop blinking and look at me and say, "you're so beautiful...Ahay!"
Tonight, I put my makeup on with a less flawed make up. Pretty soft makeup look for at night. Not in vain I glared at YouTube, hehehe. The result is pretty okay. May the Bald praise me. The satin red dress plus high heels made my appearance look more elegant.
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But unfortunately, he wasn't impressed by my performance tonight. No compliments or flattery. The response is ordinary. And she also immediately let go of her hand grip as soon as we headed for the VVIP seat. Aaah, hoping for more only disappointed me.
The concert was quite crowded as well. Most of those who attend are classical music lovers. The Bald seemed so enthusiastic to watch. While whispering, he told me that since Junior High he has loved classical music. Even had les Violin and Piano, but not occupied.
"You know what, Nis? listening to classical music can improve the brain's ability and stimulate the brain's work to work better." The Bald explained.
I just nodded. Yes, yes. I'm not too focused on the explanation. The focus of my attention only led to his line of face shining in the light of the lamp. He looks so handsome and charming. Makes my heart rhythm resonate twice as fast.
Maybe he didn't realize I was watching him. He focused on the performance of the group singing on stage, while my focus was on his face. Our position is very close at the moment. God, how I wanted to kiss her on the cheek and put my head on her shoulder. Just like Meylan did back then when they were watching a movie in the cinema.
Hoping he would touch my hand and hold it as he did Meylan. Aaah, my expectations are too high. In fact, he keeps ignoring me. There was no touch from him. There was not a single bit of desire in his heart for me.
Poor Cinderella....My whisper in my heart. Go and go home without an impression. They just don't have a heart.
Seriate.