ELECTORAL MAN
Love me like you do

The doctor stated that the condition of the Bald One has begun to improve and can go home. Twice a month should be in control. Mercifully.

"Thank God you can go home, son. Mama is so relieved. You should thank Ninis. Lucky you had a wife as painstaking as he." Say Mama.

Bald was silent but then he smiled at me. A bland smile, because the way he smiled seemed ordinary to me.

"Thank you, Nis. May God repay your kindness."

Is it just my feeling, right? maybe I was too sensitive. I felt, her smile was too ordinary. Unlike when she smiled at Reyna a few days ago when Reyna visited her.

"Nis, forgive me well. I've been troubling you a lot." He nodded again.

I'm stunned. Aih, is he sorry? hmmm, great...May his heart be broken and open to me.

The Baldman did not answer. Just holding his forehead while bowing.

"It's still a headache, son?" Ask Mama. He's nodding.

My hope is still the same. I hope this is a wonderful start to my home life. I wish I was the only one in her heart. No more Meylan or Reyna.

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He's sleeping fast. As I recall, he slept for almost five hours. What effect did the medicine he was taking make him so sleepy? could have. But he hasn't eaten. And it's four in the afternoon. And now it's time for him to eat.

He has been home for a week now. Because of his condition that still does not allow to go up and down the stairs, then he occupies the front room that I usually occupy.

And for a while I had to move to the room in the back. Small in size, but clean enough and neatly arranged. It's near the kitchen. Perhaps the room was reserved for house assistants.

Let me give up. It was also impossible for him to sleep in his study. The work space is too narrow, not fit if you have to insert a bed. Moreover, he could not sleep on the floor. So still, his study remains a sacred room that must be maintained. Not allowed to be entered by anyone.

He is still silent too. He had been in his own daydream this week. As if not to be disturbed. My existence beside him seemed to be considered non-existent.

I keep taking care of it. Preparing her food and medicine, helping her walk to the bathroom, trying to get her to talk, even though her response was short. As if not to be disturbed.

Patience. That's all I can do now. Although, I don't know when that patience will last. Honestly, I am personally among the impatient people. Especially if my inner self is already completely tired of the god level.

"Mas, wake up. It's four o'clock. It's time, Mas Farid ate and took medicine." I tried to wake him up. Slowly I pat her back.

He woke up, then looked at me blankly.

"I'll get you some food, Mas!"

He's nodding. Duh, Wrestling....Again, it was like I was dealing with a living corpse. Why he never smiled and asked me to talk. He's so stiff and cold.

Why when Reyna visited in the hospital, she could so easily pull out her smile and talk loose. I am considered what is the same? my emotions began to stir.

Bruuuuk. Oh my God, that's a picture of Meylan! apparently this is the reason he is still silent and indifferent to me. My emotions are starting to get out of control. I hit my foot and came out of his room.

I returned with a tray full of food. He started taking the tray.

"Please leave me. I want to be alone." He said without looking at me.

Duh, Wrestling.. Not that thanks for the food. I took a deep breath, trying to calm my emotions.

"I'm sorry. Thank you for taking food and medicine. But I really need to be alone now." Say again.

"alright. I also understand. Looking at the face of an ex-wife who does not want to be reciprocated again will need privacy. Aye, right?" I answered with a sniff.

I don't know why I started to dare to answer him tightly. But it's nothing. Let him know I'm tired of all this. I hope he understands that if I want to be understood, I want to be loved.

He seems surprised by my words. Aaah, bodo. Bodo is also very angry. I will leave this house and I will tell everything about Bu Endang and his mother.

After all, he was still in a sick state. Can what is he? just eating and going to the bathroom still needs my help. My mom came back to Bandung two days ago.

I went into my room and sang a song out loud. There is a good song on youtube that suits my heart at the moment. I played it over and over again while singing aloud.

You're the color of my blood

You're the cure, you're the pain

You're the only thing I wanna touch

Never knew that it could mean so much, so much

You're the fear, I don't care

'Cause I've never been so high

Follow me through the dark

Let me take you past our satellites

You can see the world you bring to life, to life

So love me like you do, lo-lo-love me like you do

Love me like you do, lo-lo-love me like you do

Touch me like you do, to-to-touch me like you do

What are you waiting for?

Fading in, fading out

On the edge of paradise

Every inch of your skin, is a Holy Grail I've gota find

Only you can set my heart on fire

Yeah, I'll let you set the pace

'Cause I'm not thinking straight

My head's spinning around, I can't see clear no more

What are you waiting for?

Love me like you do, lo-lo-love me like you do

Love me like you do, lo-lo-love me like you do

Touch me like you do, to-to-touch me like you do

What are you, what are you waiting for?

What are you waiting for?

Oh, I'll let you set the pace

Oh, 'cause I'm not thinking straight

Thought my head's spinning around, I can't see clear no more

What are you waiting for?

Seriate.