ELECTORAL MAN
I Enjoy This Feeling

Let me enjoy this feeling. Feelings that have not stayed in the heart for a long time. For a long time, I did not feel the loss of heart. This taste is so beautiful. Come without permission. Tickled every space of my heart with its rhythmic touch. It is like a resonance. The vibration was so staggering that it presented a million intoxicating flavors.

According to experts, falling in love has almost the same effect as consuming addictive substances. When a person falls in love, the body will reflexively release chemical compounds such as dopamine, adrenaline, and norepinephrine that can cause certain body reactions. The compounds that cause the heart to become dag dig dug, the face becomes reddish like boiled crabs, palms become sweaty, and the emergence of other groggy signals. At least that's the information I read from an article.

The increased activity of the hormone dopamine in the brain can also lead to feelings of happiness. Yes, as I feel right now. I'm unhappy. Falling in love has made me happy.

Like this morning. I felt an incredible energy. I became more excited about the day. I shower, dress, decorate my face and look myself in front of the mirror. Time and time again. Complete with a circular motion to the right and to the left. I look beautiful this morning. I got out of the room and went to the dining table.

My heart's getting faster. The Bald has been sitting sweetly at the dinner table. Be calm with my heart. Don't make me groggy like this...

I stared at the dining table. There is a complete nasi uduk with toppings, fruit salad, and also orange juice.

"For Ninis....Have breakfast!" The Bald smiled kindly at me. His face looks so bright. His smile was so wide that it displayed his neatly lined white teeth.

"This is the rice sitting near the ball field. Side turn of Bu Atin's house. The rice is notoriously delicious. If you buy it there, you really have to be strong."

"Definitely delicious, huh Mas?"

"Cobain. Definitely addictive. Hehehehe, I'm not endorsed." She laughs.

"So I asked Mrs Atin to help me buy you all."

Just like me, the Bald One looks so happy this morning. His handsome aura was getting brighter. A smile never leaves his lips. He was also very excited to enjoy his breakfast.

I need to stay calm. He must not know that I have fallen for him. I have to keep looking ordinary, not to look strange or exaggerated. I even have to look to support it. I had to sacrifice my feelings though.

Anyway, I need to know myself. Who me? I cannot show my love. No. gabe. Can't do....Don't let her know or suspect that I love her. Let me be quiet and enjoy this feeling alone.

I enjoyed the rice with a bright mind. My thoughts were again on Meylan. How lucky that woman is. Farid loved her so much. Isn't that

the most beautiful thing is to be loved by the one we love?

Farid was willing to do anything to get back to him. Falling in love can cripple a person's sanity. Mas Farid's crazy actions have finally dragged me into a marriage of intrigues and games. And in the end I will only be a victim who must be ready to retreat if they will indeed unite again.

And now the signs are becoming more and more apparent. Signs that they will be together again soon. From the attitude and aura of the Bald One who always looks bright and a lot of smiles indicates that his days are now increasingly shining with the presence of Meylan.

"So seriously eat it!" The Bald surprised me.

"That's a lot of rice, Mas. Thank you for buying this amazingly delicious rice!"

He smiled and put his thumb at me.

Seriate.

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