ELECTORAL MAN
Burned Jealous

I'm waiting for him. He hasn't come home yet. She must be celebrating Meylan's birthday somewhere. In his insta story, he sent a photo of a restaurant table complete with flowers and candles. He must be happy with Meylan. How happy to be that woman. If only I had been him....

Two hours ago he told me he was coming home late tonight. As usual, he would tell me not to wait for him for dinner. I grabbed my phone and started typing a few words.

Don't forget to eat. Hope the business goes well. Take care's.... Undeliverable. But it hasn't been read. Where he could read. I'm so excited about Meylan. What is the meaning of the WA message from a Ninis. It's not important to look at.

I did lose. Lose far compared to that woman. Meylan is so physically perfect. His charm is able to melt the heart of Mas Farid to love him so much. While me?

My heart is back heating up. Clear details drip one-on-one. My God, what should I do now? do I have to give up? tell him frankly that I love him? and I want to quit this game? stupid period with the compensation I will receive. I don't care!

But if I'm honest.. That's gonna hurt me even more. My honesty won't make him turn away from Meylan and vote for me. In fact, it could be, he will even be increasingly uncomfortable and avoid me.

He will never accept me. What is my meaning in his heart? I was nothing more than an intermediary for his love for Meylan.

Oh how painful it is to love.... Had it been from the beginning our relationship wasn't this complicated. If there was no one named Meylan. Had she really sincerely wanted to make me a wife and not as a condition that Meylan asked for. If so.. And so.

So loving in silence remains the best way. I will live all this with resignation. How it ends only God knows. I have to close this feeling. Just be normal with him and keep trying.

I will keep watching him, be his interlocutor, be the one who always supports him. I will show you my sincerity as a pleasant friend or friend. In essence, I will always be the umbrella that holds it. With my sincerity and concern, who knows he could be devastated.

He's not coming home. Is he staying at Meylan's apartment? after the dawn prayer, I slept again and only woke up at half-seven. The effects of a lot of crying overnight made me stunted my activities this morning. I'm misfortune.

I rushed without breakfast. My mind is fucked. Thinking of the Bald One who didn't come home all night. He must have stayed at the woman's apartment. My heart is back heating up.

"Why is mom pale? pain huh?" ask Mrs Atin.

"No Ma'am. Just a lack of sleep last night. I'm leaving, Mom!"

At school, my mind was restless. Where was he last night? why doesn't he reply to my WA. If he's staying at Meylan's apartment, what are they doing? Oh my God, I can't imagine. They were once entwined in a legitimate bond as husband and wife. Spending time together in a romantic atmosphere, lest they do....

I was burned jealous. It felt like coming to the woman's apartment and smashing her. But who am I? I have no right to be jealous. As his wife, I have every right to be jealous, but I am bound by the covenant.

Relax Nis. My mission is not finished. I haven't hacked whatsapp him yet. If it's been hacked. Everything will become clearer. Patience.patience. I have to be strong and not be emotional.

Seriate.