ELECTORAL MAN
The next match

"You and Meylan, you would never be able to understand what it would be like if you were in my position. Disappointed, humiliated, feeling fooled. I know myself enough. Who am I this? just ugly and poor women. There's no pulling it! how could a man like you be interested and want to marry me!" I went back sniffling.

Honestly speaking. I'm not completely crying. But apparently, it is not difficult to also shed tears, hehehe.

"Cannies......By Allah, forgive me. I admit I was wrong... But I never forced you. You yourself also agreed to the deal, right?" said the Bald while stammering.

God fucking. He tried to check my words. Yes, I agree with that game. But which woman would be willing to be approached and married just for the sake of a false status? as a condition of his mentally ill ex-wife to be able to refer back? and he revealed all that after we got married. After I became his wife.

I said back to him, "because you set me up. Why didn't you tell me from the beginning that your purpose in marrying me was because of Meylan? as a condition that the woman asked that she would be invited to refer."

"If you're honest before we get married, maybe I won't. Which woman would marry just to be lied to?" I went back sobbing.

"What would my family say if I just got married, I've asked for a divorce. I also have to take care of the feelings of my parents as well as the feelings of your parents. So I decided to follow your game."

"I'm sure, you and Meylan have planned everything neatly. By revealing all your falsehoods after we got married, making my position very difficult. Then there's no other choice for me than to agree to an offer from you."

" O God, Ninis...I'm sorry, Nis. Now what do you want, Nis?"

"As I said, Mom. I want the realization of the covenant letter. I admit I need money too. I'm still thinking about profit and loss."

"Have been deceived and let down, the period of not being compensated? on that basis, I decided to accept your offer." Answer me ketus.

She's speechless. I can't answer my explanation. It felt like my defense this time was really dilapidated. I no longer hold back my emotions.

I don't know what the cause is? maybe because of my jealousy that has not been lost when I see him who has not been able to move on from Meylan, and still ignore me, or when I see so close and familiar he is with Reyna? I feel tired and tired of this game. I need clarity on my fate.

"This is the fate of the poor and the ugly. Maybe if I was beautiful and rich, you wouldn't choose me to be a fake wife" I continued.

"Nis, enough. It's not like that, Nis," she's flirting. His face is getting pale. Yess, with this helpless condition, I seem to have managed to make her feel cornered.

"Mas did all that out of love, right? on the basis of your great love for Meylan, I am willing to commit all foolish and risky acts, including betraying the sacred values of marriage" he said.

"Meylan should be lucky to be loved by a man like you. If I were to become Meylan, I would definitely be very happy. There is nothing more beautiful than being loved by someone we love, right?"

"Perhaps on the basis of love you are also so selective in choosing the woman you will marry in the referral project with Meylan."

"Only ugly and poor women like me deserve to be crushed? why not the beautiful woman who visited you at the hospital? I see she is very beautiful and charming. It seems like you guys are also very close and familiar. Wh why? because a woman like that can make you fall in love, right? and you don't want to, will your love for Meylan be replaced?" I said getting cynical.

"The more I come here the more I realize it all, including about why you chose me. Why me? because I'm not pretty and attractive in your eyes. If only Ms. Endang knew all this...."

"Now what do you want, Nis? tell truth. I know I was wrong, I'm sorry. I'm really stupid to have done all that. All because of Meylan. For my love for him....But it's like this now. I'm confused as to how?"

"Why confused? I just want clarity on my fate here. I need a realization. Am I still needed here or is it appropriate to be released with some compensation? ask your heart!" I also left him.

I went into my room and started cleaning up my things. Again, I want to test him. Haha...I don't know Maybe if I pretend to leave, how does he react?

"I'm going, Mom. You can walk a little bit, right? I'm sure you'll be completely healed soon."

"Where are you going? why bring all the suitcases? you really want to get out of here?" her eyes were fixed on the small brown suitcase I was carrying.

"I just want to clear my mind. Fixing the mood." Anwser me.

He looks confused. I approached her and grabbed her hand for me to kiss as a symbol of goodbye. Accidentally, the handle of the suitcase nudges a tray containing plates and glasses of used food that is on the edge of the table. Crushed mess.

Praaaaaaang, "that's how my mood is right now" I said softly. He looks very surprised. His eyes looked at me with astonishment. She's mute. I rushed out too. Ah that's it, Miss Atin is back. He decided to go home for a while.

"Mom, please sort it out. I want to go first. There's work."

Seriate.