ELECTORAL MAN
Baffled

PHARID

Ninis' words have a point, too. I was really surprised by his words. Yes, Ninis is right. What I did with Meylan we shouldn't have done. But I can't help myself. I love her so much. Desperate to. And Meylan didn't reject me either.

Ninis right. I have to decide right away. I have to marry Meylan. Maybe in series first. But does Meylan want to get married in series? if I divorce Ninis anytime soon, it's impossible. It must be complicated and the length of the business. Actually it could be... Yes, it can. But the problem is how to deal with the response from Mama and Sister Ferin?

I was planning to divorce Ninis but it was not all of a sudden like this. The process should be slow. Should be arranged as neatly as possible without inviting suspicion Mama or Brother Ferin. Why get confused like this? I've been confused by the game I designed myself.

I hope Meylan agrees with my plan. I'm gonna marry him. And as I walk, I will slowly take care of my divorce with Ninis. Meylan would agree. What is happening right now cannot be separated from his plans either. My marriage to Ninis was also part of his idea as well. The idea that became a condition of him for us to unite. Meylan would agree. He must agree.

I checked my work agenda. There's a meeting tomorrow at Bang Bonar's office. You can meet Reyna... I don't know why I'm so happy to talk to that woman. Who doesn't want to talk to a beautiful woman like Reyna? hehe.

I have known Reyna for a long time. This woman is not only beautiful but also flexible and motherly. To be honest, I felt at home chatting for a long time with Reyna. She's an interesting woman. Yeah, just like it anyway. Not more. Keep me Meylan number one.

I took my phone and called Meylan. What is he doing now ? is it still in the studio? in his status earlier he said there was filming an advertisement in Kelapa Gading area. I started typing letter by letter.

My Love, what are you? have you eaten yet? don't forget to eat!

But in fact he remains hard on his stance. We often had a fuss until he finally filed for divorce. We also split up. And it turns out goodbye, can't make me let go. My love for her is too great and I so expect her to return to my arms.

Aah, I just remembered. Saturday there is a IL DIVO concert. As a lover of classical music, I don't want to miss it. I've been waiting for a long time to watch IL DIVO. I bought the ticket. Two at a time. For me and Meylan.

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Ninist

Reyna was still in my mind. My curiosity has not disappeared. So I'm continuing the investigation into Reyna tonight. I'm going to reopen Reyna's Facebook and Instagram. I began to listen to his posts on the sosmed complete with comments.

A slow internet connection makes me upset. The fire of jealousy in my heart is still burning. I have to know everything. Must. There can be no other woman close to the Bald Other than me and Meylan. I will continue to stalk and investigate.

Unknowingly, a warm grain melted again at the end of my eye. My sense of insecure is getting worse. In my heart the question arises, can I turn beautiful into like Meylan or Reyna? and then the Bald One will be amazed by my beauty. And furthermore, my beauty will shine even more because I have a heart and a sincere love for her. A love that has no equal. Which neither Meylan nor Reyna have.

Seriate.