ELECTORAL MAN
Briefing

I'm still sitting here, calming the mood. Aah, comfortable hotel room. I chose to stay here for a while. The atmosphere of this hotel room reminds me of the upstairs bedroom in Mas Farid's house, the room I once occupied when his mother and sister Ferin came.

I glanced at the cell phone. There were so many missed calls from the Bald One. Somehow does he feel? is he worried about me? or maybe he's afraid I'll open my mouth to Miss Endang? I blocked whatsapp from yesterday.

I feel a little calm here. Although my mind sometimes remembers the same Bald One again. He'd be troubled if he needed anything. He still needs me, let it be. I intentionally wanted to teach him a lesson.

The phone rings again. There's a message coming in from Hesti.

"Mr Ninis, what time do you want to make a deal? me, Edo and Tia tomorrow at half three. We're going to take a car trip. Ninis ma'am wants to be together, right?

It's Monday, tomorrow I have to go to Cisarua for training. I've agreed to invite Nesti and some operator friends from other schools to leave together.

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Farid

Where did Ninis go? and why did he leave? was he really angry and disappointed in me? or does he have a heart with me? he looks so hot. I asked him to give him a decision immediately.

I myself am confused how? maybe he's afraid I lied to him about the deal? or maybe he needs money.

Where the hell's he going? it seems he did not go home to his parents.His cell phone was difficult to contact. Whatsapp is inactive. I'm concerned. O God, protect Ninis wherever he is. I really did not expect Ninis to act like this.

He looked so angry and disappointed. It was like I was dealing with a different Ninis. I thought he was so patient with me, but the truth is?

His gaze seemed to imply the flames of jealousy, and his sobs seemed to indicate such a deep heartache? why should he feel pain? didn't he agree from the beginning?

I need some time to revise the contents of the agreement. I think only later. I need some time. But it turns out that Ninis is not that patient.

Aaah, why should all that happen....My memories back to parse the events of that night. The night I took Ninis' crown. Why would I do that to him?that shouldn't have happened. Was it because of that, that she hated me and wanted to get away from me?

What am I supposed to do now? I'm alone in this house. No one's helping me. I tried to get up and walk, but uuuugh, it was still painful. I took a long breath. O Allah, is this the recompense for my actions? I don't know what else to do.

Let Ninis go or try to find him and then apologize to him? I'm really confused. Is Ninis mad at me because I ignored her? yes, I remember, Ninis turned into a jutek and ketus to me since I often ignored him.

Several times I told him to leave me alone. I really need to be alone. Really wanting to drown myself in a long thought while asking myself, why did all this have to happen?

My love for Meylan is so great, my hope of reuniting with him, to the presence of Ninis in my life as a party to which I made the conditions as Meylan asked.

Maddened....I've gone mad. And this madness has driven me into a pit full of painful thorns. Why does all this have to happen? Meylan was really cunning and had no heart. I tried again to contact Ninis. The result remains the same.

Unknowingly, a warm grain appeared at the end of the eye. Poor Ninis too, all this time I never cared about him. Is he tired of facing me? does she not like me? my mind's getting messed up.

I tried calling Ms Endang's phone number, her phone was off. Does Miss Endang know where Ninis is right now? what if Bu Endang suspects? should I tell you everything?

My anxiety is getting worse. My heart suddenly tightened. Oh my God, what's wrong with me? please protect Ninis, wherever he is... I picked up my phone and started calling someone.

"Night Rock, again where are you? can you come here now?"

Seriate.