
He sat on the sofa leisurely as I opened the door handle and prepared to enter. Apparently he's home. His face looks so bright. He smiled and greeted me.
"Hi Nis's. Tumben you're coming home at this hour!"
"Yes Mas. Sorry for not reporting. I just got out of Mom's house."
"Oh yeah, how are you doing with Mom?"
Pleasant questions. Since marriage until now he has never been to my parents. I always come alone and alone. Every time Mom and Dad asked the Bald, I always answered that he was busy with his work. I don't know if Mom and Dad are suspicious or not.
"They're good, Mas!"
"I'll take a shower!" I also get ready to go to my room. My mind is still haunted by the question of why he didn't come home last night. My heart is back warming.
This day at school made my mind feel like a mess. The shadow she spent the night with the woman in the apartment, made me very uneasy. And visiting Mom and Dad was enough to ease the heat in my heart.
O Allah.. I cannot show jealousy. I must always be calm and ordinary even though my heart blisters so hot it is burned with jealousy. Duh, it's so heavy acting this time.
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"I brought pecel lele nih. Yummy loh! it's the best catfish and chicken pecel I've ever tried. Cobain, huh!'
He took out the package and arranged it on the plate. His face still looks bright. A little pinkish. Aih, the more handsome he looks.
"From the smell alone it's smelled, Mom!" I was getting ready to take a spoon to taste.
Again he brought me food. He is kind and attentive when it comes to eating. From the beginning of marriage until this moment, he never absent offered me food. From the best to the best. If only he knew I didn't just need food. I also want to be noticed. Wanna beloved.. I want to have his heart.
"Gapapa Mas's. I was busy with Meylan. I understand that.." I said relaxed while smiling widely.
His face was getting red. She looks shy.
"Thank you, Nis. You're very kind. For whatever sake, I will never forget your merit and kindness. You are amazing..."
Yeah, it's amazing to be bloody. He didn't know that my heart was already blistering so hot. He didn't know I was jealous.
"I wish the process would be quick, Mom. Mas and Meylan can be referred back soon. I'm glad to hear your closeness."
"I don't know what else to say. You're really good. I pray you find the right guy soon. Very lucky man who can have your heart, Nis!"
Yep... That man is YOU! you who have my heart, are a bald man...
Did I just ask ya where he stayed last night? but I doubt it, it feels. My mouth is locked tightly. I was afraid my question made him uncomfortable. Not willing to see his face later turned tense. Moreover, he looks handsome once tonight. Hmmmm...
So I enjoyed this evening by eating alone while enjoying his face. He looked so relaxed and told me a lot about things. While accompanied by laughter.
Yess... Pretending to be happy finally works out too. He seemed enthusiastic every time I showed my pleasure at the continuation of his relationship with Meylan. Many times she thanked me and said I was a good and wonderful woman.
Of course he was happy because his relationship with Meylan would be so happy. The signal if soon I will be kicked even more sparkling.
Seriate.