ELECTORAL MAN
Two weeks have passed

Farid

Two weeks went by and there was no news of Ninis. Even Reyna is hostile to me. He never answered my messages. Reyna really hates me. Fortunately, Mama did not come to the house, a week ago Mama reported that her blood pressure was rising. Kak Ferin also reported that his work project plan in Jakarta was postponed. Thankfully, they did not come. At least I relaxed for a moment and breathed a sigh of relief.

My mind kept on going to Mama. I was worried about Mama. Poor Mama. Mama must have had too many thoughts. I need to get well soon for Mama.

Ninis I still have a hard time contacting. I don't know where he is I don't know. I also did not have the courage to look for him at his parents' house let alone ask his parents.

I didn't think he would treat me like this. Why did I get to be like this? I have created a game that has dropped me to the brink of destruction.

I was playing around with the love I thought I'd be able to hold on to and get back. And truth? so bitter the reality I received.

O God, how do I live my next life after I let go of Ninis and give all that is his rights? Apparently, Ninis was really mad at me. How about Mama? Mama will definitely drop her condition.

Suddenly Reyna spoke in my ear.

"Learn to love, Ninis. She's a good woman and right for you, ma'am."

Can I love Ninis? I sent Reyna a message. Aah, I became like a fool who lost control. I needed advice and input from others. I hope Reyna reads and replies to my message.

Tonight I went through a great turmoil. Worryingly. My mind is mixed. Between thinking about my pain, Mama, Ninis, my life ahead, as well as what plans I have to make to recover this heartache.

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Ninist

I am still staring at the phone screen. I read once again the incoming message from a handsome photographer who had photographed me in the photo studio at that time with Ms. Queen.

The photographer said my face was exotic. This round, chubby face of mine implies an aura of motherhood. So it is suitable to be photographed for kitchen products. Of course, I immediately agreed. I'm very happy. I didn't think I could be a model.

What do people say later? this very ordinary me could be a model again. Is it because I am friends with the Queen Mother, heheheh. Must be increasing, a sign for me, how can I be a model? surely many think I am a friend is a great sycophant, close to the beautiful Queen Mother and former models can ketusangan so model, close to Bu Endang can be betrothed to a lawyer tajir.

Bodo is very good, all that is my sustenance. I sincerely made friends with them without frills, without expecting anything from them. Even if I get this and that luck, it's not from begging or asking for something from them. Not at all. All because God has destined me to be my sustenance.

No word from the Bald. He seems tired of contacting me. I haven't spoken to Ms. Endang either. Ms. Endang seems to be very busy. Especially in a moment there will be an assessment of the performance of the principal.

If the moment is right, I will definitely reveal everything to Bu Endang. Let Ms. Endang know everything. I've given up what's going to happen later. I will follow where fate will take me. I am ready to lose.

My parents were also suspicious. But somehow, they did not dare to ask me directly. Maybe they are looking for the right moment to ask.

I was busy checking out the student work, when Mr. Black approached me. Just be surprised, this guy...I pretended not to hear her when she started calling my name.

"Mbak Ninis's. Sorry, can I talk to you for a second." Sorry to interrupt the work."

"What's up, sir?" I asked relaxed.

"Anu, Ma'am. I want to ask you about..." I swear, I am very amused to see his expression. His expression was like a person who was ngasor (low). Her voice softened. His eyes were round when he looked at me. It reminds me of Doby in the Harry Potter movies, hahahaha. What the hell do you want, man? sitting close together like this has made me uncomfortable.

"Anu, is there a vacancy in her husband's office?"

Seriate.