30 DAYS WITH U
17. HELP FOR DATING 4
As Andra said, Keila and Andra had dinner together on the beach like lovers. Dinner with all kinds of seafood was served, but Keila did not enjoy the sumptuous dinner at all.
You guys know why?
The answer is easy because Keila's mind is currently unable to focus on enjoying her food and instead thinks of herself who does not disappear the nervousness as well as her heart that continues to beat fast when together with Andra.
Damnit. This fancy food was gone because my mind made me think of something else so I couldn't enjoy this sumptuous dinner. Keila cursed in her heart repeatedly while trying to stuff the sumptuous dinner into her mouth and occasionally stole a glance towards Andra who was eating quietly as if nothing had happened.
Why does he stay calm while I'm nervous not being careless? Why is he able to enjoy his food while I'm here not craving to eat because my heart is beating fast because of his actions? This is totally unfair. Keila was eager to say what was in her mind right now to Andra, but if Keila did that then what Keila was afraid of was that Andra would laugh at hearing it and feel like she had managed to play tricks on her.
After dinner ended, Andra brought Keila back to the villa and let Keila be in her room without asking any questions. Keila felt Andra seemed to notice the discomfort Keila had felt since her dinner and let Keila spend her night in the villa alone.
From nine o'clock at night until midnight, Keila was able to close her eyes despite sleeping in a bad state. But from midnight to four in the morning, Keila was completely unable to fall asleep. Closing his eyes was useless. For four hours Keila rolled on her bed and changed her sleeping position several times, but in the end Keila remained unable to fall asleep.
Upset at not being able to fall asleep, Keila then picked up her blanket and moved to the East-facing Villa sitting room while waiting for the sun to rise. Keila had thought Keila would not be able to fall asleep after four hours of trying to close her eyes to fall asleep. Unfortunately the night wind that blew from the sea managed to make Keila feel comfortable and not long later made Keila close her eyes and fall asleep. Keila no longer thought of her desire to see the sunrise because of her body that was still tired and in need of sleep. A gust of night wind from the sea managed to make Keila fall asleep.
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Keila felt something gently caress her head. Keila did not want to open her eyes because she was comfortable with the caress, however, Keila's greater curiosity from her comfort made Keila finally choose to open her eyes and make sure something gently stroked her head.
“Available?”
As soon as she opened her eyes, Keila found the distance between her face and Andra's face too close. Spontaneously, Keila's heart beat faster and a sense of panic attacked Keila again. Keila raised her head because she wanted to avoid the distance of the gaze that was too close and it actually made Keila's head and Andra's head collide.
“Auwwwwwww!” Keila shouted while holding her aching head.
“Why did you lift your head suddenly?” asked Andra who was trying to endure the pain in her head by holding the part of her head that collided with Keila's head.
“Wa-your face is too close. So, subconsciously I moved to avoid it.” Keila massaged the affected part of her head and her eyes caught that the light of the sun was now illuminating the surface of the earth. “Ah, I failed to see the sunrise. I fell asleep while waiting for sunrise.”
“Why are you sleeping here instead of in your room?”
“I can't sleep. So I moved here with the intention of seeing the sunrise. But I fell asleep due to the cool sea breeze.” Keila was still massaging the affected part of her head.
“Why can't you sleep? Is something bothering you?”
Your fault. Because you're. Because of what you said last night. Why are you not sober? Keila glanced at Andra and realized that Andra was currently staring at him with the gaze that Keila had been seeing on people who were in love. Realizing the meaning of Andra's gaze on him, in a short time the nervousness that had just disappeared due to the impact returned again.
“Why silent?” Andra asked Keila again. “Could you not be able to sleep because of my last night?”
“Because you won't answer my question, then this time I'll talk to you.” Andra pulled the face of Keila who had been trying to avoid her and made Keila look at her. “I don't know why, but I always feel that you think I'm playing you. Now that I want to explain this to you, I never had a single intention to play you, Keila. I told your friends that I was your lover because I really wanted to be your lover.”
“You're not playing me, are you?” Keila asked nervously. Currently Keila really did not expect if her neighbor who had been considered as a bully really harbored feelings for her. “You're serious about what you said? You are no longer trying to ask other women out on a date, are you?”
“Why do you think I've never been serious about what I said to you?” Andra turned around to ask.
“Because I never believed in love at first sight. I never believed in someone who would fall in love in just three seconds or at one glance. You and I met not long ago and we've known each other for not a month. Isn't it clear why I take your words to me seriously?”
Andra nodded her head understandingly. “Ah that's why you never believe and consider all my sayings as an attempt to play you?”
“Ya.” Keila answered briefly.
“I'm sorry then. All this time I never had a boyfriend, so I never thought if my words to you all this time turned out to make you feel that I was playing you.”
Keila was still frozen trying to digest and was shocked when she realized something. “HAH?? What did you just say? You never had a boyfriend? You really mean what you say? You didn't lie to me, did you?” Keila was shocked to hear Andra's words.
Andra nodded her head. “Yes, I never had a lover.”
“With such a face, such charm and your like attitude, you really have never dated and have a lover?” Keila raised her tone in shock at the fact that the handsome man before her at this moment had never had a lover in her entire life. Keila once asked Andra but Keila thought Andra's answer, saying she had never had a boyfriend, was considered a lie. Keila really did not expect that Andra who had a handsome face behind her glasses had never had a lover even though.
“Ya,” Andra nodded her head. “I've never had a lover before. You're the first person I call a lover.”
“Why???” Keila widened her eyes to hear Andra's reply. Keila really did not believe in the fact that a handsome and charming man like Andra had never had a lover before this. “Are all the girls you meet blind to the point of not realizing your charm and your handsome face? Even these glasses that are attached and cover your eyes will not be able to cover your face and charm?”
Hearing the question that came out of Keila's mouth, Andra spontaneously chuckled in front of Keila.
“Why are you laughing?” Keila stared intently at Andra as she was astonished. “What's so funny from my words?”
Andra tried to hold back her little laugh for a moment and then looked at Keila with her loving gaze.
“Why now look at me like that?” Keila asked again as she felt Andra's gaze which always made her feel panicked and suddenly felt like running away. Keila knew well the gaze she received at this moment was a loving gaze capable of making her heart beat fiercely, she said, panic all over her body and the heat that suddenly radiated to the point that Keila wanted to hide her face under the covers.
“I laughed because I was happy. From what you said, I finally knew that all this time in your eyes I was a handsome man even with glasses attached to my face. I feel good to hear it, Keila,” explained Andra. “I feel so happy because I had the opportunity to approach you and become your lover.”
“. .” Andra's words managed to make Keila freeze once again. Keila's heart was really beating fast and it felt like Keila was unable to withstand this increasingly fast heart rate.
Suddenly, Andra clasped Keila's hands together and kissed Keila's back. “Starting today, I want you to know. I'm really going after you and trying to make you my lover. I will make you accept the name and status of the lover that I have always spoken to you. Remember that, Keila! This is a declaration from me.”