The Wasted Love
TANIA IS SICK

The blue sky covered with clouds and the eyes of the day began to set, I saw the speckle - the raindrops began to pour more and more .

I was still staring at the weakly lying Tania, it seemed like she should be taken to the hospital immediately .

" My mother is still strong so Ng needs to go to the hospital .

Tania's voice sounded so weak I didn't just keep quiet like this, who else would take care of Tania salain me .

" Tania please don't be stubborn .

I just want you to heal 'm not worried you're like this .

" But I'm really good at mbak .

If I let Tania's disease get worse, what else the doctor has suggested Tania should be taken to the hospital .

Without thinking I called an ambulance so I could pick up Tania to take her to the hospital and finally Tania could not dodge anymore .

An hour or less ten minutes drive to the hospital, I continued to accompany Tania while father and mother were in charge of keeping Arza at home .

Arriving at Tania hospital immediately checked by a doctor .

" Where dok is, Tania is fine ...

" sorry in advance, Tania we have checked and for the results of the examination tomorrow morning can be taken .

" yes, doc, I hope Tania is okay .

" we pray for both .

While stepping slowly the young doctor went away me and Tania .

" How about Tan ...?

" it's been mengingan mbak, just I'm a bit dizzy .

" You take a break, if you need anything like tau mbak yes .

Seeing Tania lying weak, I felt pity and felt very sad to see Tania who had no one .

" I really thank you, 'cause Rania wants to take care of me .

" this has become the responsibility of Tania .

you must be strong ...

life feels lonely because there is no place to complain, at this time I am very grateful to still be near people who love me .

" Mr Rania ...

I'm sorry I haven't been able to return the money .

" you mean ...

Not that money for your college tuition .

Suddenly Tania discussed the matter of the money she borrowed two days ago .

" that's it mbak, I'm still sick so Ng can work to replace the money that Rania borrowed .

" don't think about loans, just think about your health...

On the one hand I was afraid Bimo asked about the money he was given when he left .

There is no way that much money will run out in a few days time, but if I come clean I fear it will become a big problem later .

" Mr Rania, can you talk to brother Bimo about the money I borrowed' can be mbak .

" It ...

Could be Tan, just ...,

" What is mbak ...

But I beg Mbak' please be kept secret .

This makes me more dizzy, if the house shopping money is less I have to find where Ng may I ask Bimo to transfer money again .

" That problem is already think , you calm down ...

I'm afraid Rania's disease is getting worse, if one day Bimo finds out everything .

" thank you Rania ...

Tania clasped my hand tightly, as if I was the place she was taking refuge in .

though he himself did not know that my head almost broke thinking about it .