The Wasted Love
A DIFFICULT CHOICE

A few minutes into room & room, mom and dad called me .

it seems like there's something they want to talk to me about, it's definitely my problem and Doni .

Whatever the case tonight I must solve, so as not to become a burden in my life.

Mom, dad, what's calling me....

I can't wait to hear what they want to say .

Rania ..mother and father just want to ask you if you have answered Doni and her father .

if not yet , please tonight give a clear decision to mom and dad' because mom and dad need clear certainty please do not delay again ...

Father, mother.I think all this time mom and dad have known a lot of bitter experience that I felt all this time , I just don't want that bitter experience repeated for the second time ...

right now all I think about is the happiness of my son Arza, while the happiness of myself is no longer important to me .

for many years I have harbored such deep heartache , I find it very difficult for me to accept the presence of someone in my life .

I understand Rania well, this is all her destiny, but this time I beg you "father and mother are indebted to Doni's family .

I just don't want to be told people who don't know how to return the favor, the purpose of father and mother just want to see you part.

I know first.dad chose the wrong path for you , but this time I think this is the right way for you and I also know you used to feel very disappointed in what you have given to you .

Everything that has happened so far does not need to be revealed anymore . I have summarized it .

for mom and dad, please don't make me feel so wrong .

let me decide my own path, I never ask my father and mother anything .

but I beg you this time 'give me the freedom to choose who deserves to be my companion for life .

which is clear for the moment ,, I have not been able to accept anyone in my life ...

so please.my father and mother did not force me to accept Doni in my life.

you mean.you rejected Mr. Dedi's proposal !

dad snapped at me a little .

Rania..ayah was very embarrassed by your decision , try to think Rania ..we could not have paid for all the good of the Doni family for all these years .

you should be grateful, as long as you are sick, only the Doni family will pay for all the needs of our family .

what's wrong with you Rania..do you still keep a feeling with that Bimo ...?

Bimo has been leaving you ever since he found out you had a mental illness .

such a man is not worthy of your love, so you better forget all about Bimo .

Dad was right ..but this feeling can't be forced to love someone , Doni I already consider like my sister .

(i cried in front of my father and mother hoping they could understand my feelings).

Mom, dad.why can't I choose my own happiness.I want to be like the people out there who can determine their own happiness .

not for coercion or retribution like this .

Pardon Rania's mother..mom can't do anything - what , but all this is not the wishes of mother and father .

all this Mr. Dedi's wish ..he really wants you to be his son-in-law .

although Mr. Dedi knew of your mental illness at that time, but Mr. Dedi would accept you as his son-in-law 'that means Mr. Dedi is a good person he can accept all of us under any circumstances .

Rania ...formerly mom was very supportive of your relationship and Bimo, but after that incident ...

Bimo is not good for you Rania.we choose a life partner in this world, a partner who is always there when we are difficult or happy .

you mean mother, son....,

But Ma...I am not ready to marry again ...

like anywhere, Bimo helped me a lot .

I just don't want to hurt her feelings .

Now you choose Rania, hurt your father and mother's feelings or hurt Bimo's feelings.

dad just doesn't want you to get a partner who won't accept you for who you are.

Ma'am.but accept Doni ..not only Bimo's feelings are hurt but me too...

I'm not ready to marry Mom...

What else arza not necessarily arza can accept Doni as his father .

Arza business ..let father explain it you do not worry arza certainly can accept doni .

you see Doni.he was very obedient to his father no matter what his father's decision he never denied it .

what I'm afraid later Doni regretted after marrying me, let alone Doni younger than me .

Doni's father is not comparable to me. Doni has many advantages not worth Doni get imperfect women like me.

That's where you can judge who Doni really is

He can accept all your shortcomings, it's a man who deserves to be loved .

Dad kept urging me to be able to accept doni .

I really feel depressed, but whatever my power is. It seems like a thousand reasons can't argue with my father's decision .

I wish there was a miracle happening so that this match-up doesn't happen.

why do I have to meet Doni this way 'I've felt like we love someone while our loved ones love others instead .

it hurts .. to force yourself to love someone .

Rania. (with crying mom looks me in the eye).

mother.who has given birth to you, there is not the slightest intention of mother hurting your feelings .

but remember son.prayer mother is always with you accompanying your every step .

May the Lord grant all your mother's prayers for you, someday you will find endless happiness .

I felt sadness in my heart, mother did not want to make me feel depressed .

but the mother herself cannot oppose the father's decision .

I'm sorry all this time I can't give you what you need, so you have to accept everything that's not your will ' mother feels useless Rania...

I hugged my mother tightly ...

mother is innocent ..I should be the one who gives happiness to mother and father, but all this time I only made a burden on mother and father .

My tears are flowing, I don't want to let go of my mother's embrace so warm ...

this heart feels sad.only mother can understand my feelings, when I do not want to accept the inappropriate for me .

if this is my destiny, then I must be ready to accept it .