The Wasted Love
LOOKING FOR TANIA

Looks like I have to be firm, quiet but meticulous of everything .

for the sake of strengthening my faith to maintain the wholeness of a new household for a corn .

It's 08:00 pm Tania hasn't come back yet, actually Tania where .

even though I feel jealous but I also feel worried if something happens to Tania .

" Rania what are you doing outside .

" Dad, I'm waiting for Tania "

tania has not been able to contact .

" let's call Bimo , Bimo probably know where Tania is going .

Dad's right, why don't I ask Bimo directly .

as for wherever Bimo's cousin tania, Tania would definitely pay to Bimo first rather than me .

"Tut Tut tut's

" Not in the lift well probably busy .

" try again ...

I tried to call Bimo again .

" Hello Rania ...

" Bim, you know where Tania is going ...?

" Sanie ! is Tania not home yet?

" Not yet, I'm worried Tania is okay .

" yes you have calmed down first, I tried to contact Tania's friends if they know where Tania is .

" Yes Bim ...

I'm a little relieved 'may Tania be okay .

" Why ...?

Dad asked me to find out about Tania .

" that's , Bimo wants to contact Tania's friends first because Bimo also does not know where Tania is .

" Thank God ...

" Dad why haven't slept yet, it's almost 09:00 p.m .

" Dad can't sleep Rania, since here I just eat and sleep 'dad not feel good Rania .

" Dad doesn't need to be like that, I should be grateful we can get together like we used to .

at first I didn't want to remarry at all because I was afraid of being separated from my mom and Arza ' but Bimo understood my feelings so much that he allowed my mother and Arza to stay with us .

" It turns out that God has brought you together with a good priest so that he can take care of your heart and feelings and also he can be devoted to both his parents and both of your parents .

" He was well, I suffered for so long and I was finally able to find the right soul mate to take care of me .

Although this heart is still not so sure but I must look very happy in front of father .

" Dad believed in boy Bimo, he must be happy for you ' one thing you should know if someday father has not helped you educate Arza well and do not occasionally you ignore or attach importance to your husband rather than your own children .

" Even though I know Bimo loves you and loves Arza, but your son should still be your priority .

" it must be well, I always remember dad's message .

" yes it's already night, I want to rest .

" yeah well, good night ...

Dad left me alone in front of the house enjoying the night breeze hitting my body .

But the night reverie couldn't shake the anxiety of my heart, I recalled Tania who hadn't returned yet .

" It's been an hour Bimo hasn't contacted me yet .

I picked up the phone and called Bimo back .

" jelica ...

What's up ?

" Bim, how ? there's been news about Tania .

" that's her ran, Tania's friends no one knows where Tania is .

I was so panicked to hear the news .

" I still have a lot of business and there is no time to look for Tania, but you don't worry I've asked my friend for help to find tania .

Don't panic, Tania can be found .

" Bim But ...

" Rania sorry, I can't continue our conversation because there's still business .

Tut Tut Tut

the phone just got cut off , I feel guilty about Tania , maybe because Tania knows if I'm jealous of her so Tania is desperate to get out of the house .

Although Tania is not my sister but as a fellow woman I feel very worried if anything happens out there .

" Cring cring cring

phone reads .

" Hollo Bim ,

" Rania, this is Tania found I don't know what happened to tania .

" What's up with Tania Bim, Tania is okay ?

" i'll tell you later, you wait at home .

I went back to panic, afraid that something bad might happen to Tania .

a few minutes later, the sound of the car stopped right in front of the house ' I ran up to the sound and saw Bimo get out of the car with Tania .

" Bim Tania why ?

" Tania drunk ,,,

I approached Tania and it turned out that the smell of alcohol attached to Tania's shirt was very pungent .

I didn't think Tania was like that, she destroyed her own future when she was lucky that there was still a brother who wanted to take her life .

" Rania why silence, help me bring Tania into her room .

I helped Bimo bring Tania to his room .

" Eh you, you're doing here .

" Tania is aware, I'm Rania ...

you why like this Tania, remember you're a woman 'keep your self-esteem don't be like this .

" uh you ! who are you so brave you set my life .

" Tania is enough, my patience can run out if you keep going like this .

Bimo became emotional seeing Tania's behavior increasingly becoming-so .

" dear you are angry ...?

" you must calm down Bim .

I was trying to make Bimo calm down because I was afraid Bimo was getting angrier seeing Tania's attitude .

" Dear you are so sich ...

you're mad at me, don't be angry...

" Bim, Tania seems like there's another problem .

" It seems so , but I didn't expect Tania to be this close .

I can't take good care of Tania .

Bimo blames himself , after what happened to Tania .

"I'm less strict about educating Tania as my sister .

" it's not your fault Bim, Tania is like this out of her own desire .

but I'm sure Tania can take care of herself .

" which woman can keep herself in this state of insanity .

" Later after Tania realized then we talk again , you should rest and calm your mind until everything returns to normal .

I accompanied Arza to rest and left Tania alone in her room .