The Wasted Love
MARRIAGE OF RANIA AND BIMO

Two days of the engagement party was held .

I prepared myself for the event to be held in such a short time .

" rania...

you are ready, son ...

suddenly mother called me, asking if I had prepared myself .

" It's Miss ...,

I replied with a slightly restrained voice .

here I recall an old story that I never remembered for years .

my chest felt tight as if I was about to cry 'I was in this position' expecting complete happiness but it all ended in injury .

To be honest, I was actually afraid to repeat it again, afraid to be disappointed the second time .

I tried to calm down and take a deep breath and stood up and stepped up to meet the guests who were already present at our event .

" mother....

my son Arza hugged my body tightly, when my tears flowed little by little .

" i'm sorry, mommy ...

I can't be a good mother to you yet

but mom will try , always be there for you until anytime .

be a good child, a child that you are very proud of .

" good Mom ...

arza promises, Azra is happy Bimo's mother and father can get married .

Arza feels happiness despite not knowing the world so far .

I tried to look happy in front of Arza and tried to look so happy even though my heart had a little doubt .

" mom I can be with you ...

arza asked to continue with me that day .

" of course I can son ...

Everyone's gathered, the show's starting

I have had two marriages in my life .

but my self feels worthless and unappreciated, but this is my destiny .

whatever it is I will receive the bitter or sweetness later .

After the witnesses pronounced valid I just realized the event had already started .

I was upset and didn't know what to say just to keep quiet .

inaudible to my ears when Ijab kabul, I don't know where my mind direction .

" jelica ....

why are you ...?

you are sick ....

Bimo asked me, he saw my unusual behavior in front of him .

" Oh no bim...

I just didn't think we'd finally get married either .

" It's Rania...

I have a special surprise for you, after this I will take you somewhere .

Rania is confused as to what place Bimo meant .

" come on Rania ...

the car is waiting in front, the guests and family are also coming with us. I've rented some cars to go there .

" a few cars...?

rania was surprised to hear what Bimo said, renting a few cars was not a little money spent from where Bimo got all of it, that's where Rania's suspicions against Bimo .

" yes Rania ...

later after the party is over ...

I'll tell you everything & now come with me to Azra and your family .

I can only nod in agreement, either what surprise Bimo gave me with my family and invited guests later .

like there was something special I didn't know about it at all because Bimo never told me anything .

I stood following Bimo from behind with Arza and also my family, they all looked so very happy .