The Wasted Love
LOOKING FOR MITA

Two months went by, it felt like I really wanted to live like the people out there .

they have a job, even though the salary is mediocre but can enjoy their own work .

it is no longer appropriate that I live with my children and my parents depend on Doni's family.

that morning I ventured to speak to my mother and father...

Father ...mother.during this time we have been too much trouble Mr. Dedi, how in the future we start again our lives as before , now I feel better and can work .

how do you think father and mother if in a few days we will move from the house of Mr. Dedi .

did you really feel healed Rania.dad not want to see you sick again, to move house ...I will talk first with Mr. Dedi at this time father who takes care of their rice fields, we already owe a lot to this family.

Your father is right Rania ..we should talk to Mr. Dedi first ....

I really appreciate your decision, but it all depends on your father.

hopefully Mr. Dedi can accept my decision .. I would like us to live without dependence on others .

although not all of my memories I can recall, but to work to meet the needs of our lives, I'm sure I can still be ma'am...

I'm very sure about you Rania...

may I know,,, what is your reason for moving out of this house .

I just want us to start a new life with our little family Ma'am, it feels more comfortable if we live in our own home .

even though the house is small or not good, but we feel calm at home .

all right, Rania, I'll find time to talk to Mr. Dedi

thank goodness I agree with my decision ,

I hope Mr. Dedi agrees too.

Rania..various where with Mita?.. does she still want to stay here , mom worries about Mita.

Mita's problem, let me take care of Mom...

if Mita wants to stay here it's up to Mita.

but Rania doesn't feel good if we move where Mita wants to live in this house.

hmmm, so I mean mother ...Mita moved in with us .

I don't think Mita wants to stay with us, we don't have a nice house .

after all, Mita is not used to living hard....

At least we ask the mita first, it would not be nice if we leave this house without the knowledge of Mita ...

she's Ma'am.then I'll talk to her Mita ....

after I finished talking to my mom and dad, I looked for Mita "where Mita had not seen her since this morning .

Rania.you're going where, there's someone asking me ' oh it's Doni...

I'm looking for Mita, I haven't seen her since

do you know where Mita is ?...

I didn't see her today either, if you want to find Mita' I can accompany you ...

I don't think we need to look for him, just wait Mita must also come home to this house "I don't want to trouble Doni .

A few hours I waited for Mita, but Mita did not come home .

where is she , not usually Mita like this ' I get worried .

I want to find Mita, but...Doni was still sitting in front of the house "if I pass from the front door, of course Doni forced to come looking for Mita.

Rania...it looks like you are very agitated , what is it?. Mom asked her she was afraid something happened to me.

That's Ms..., I'm looking for Mita .. I didn't see her earlier .

then why go through the back door, why don't you ask Doni to take you to find Mita .

I don't want to bother Doni, and it looks like Doni is busy with "a lot of work...

I can't possibly tell mom if I don't want to be dropped off by Doni' but I don't want to extend mom's question, so I better find a good reason .

Then why are you passing by from this filthy place, already there passing by from the front door only !

mom pulled my hand .

Because it took too long to find a way to get out, the rain fell hard .

pity Mita, she can't go home because of the rain .

I sat alone facing the window while watching the rain falling from the roof of Doni's house .

hmmm ..hmmm.it looks like someone is standing behind me. I looked back

Doni....! why are you standing behind me ?

I'm just wondering why you stand in front of a window and talk to yourself .

Doni noticed my facial features, it seemed strange or Doni thought my mental illness was coming back .

I'm just worried about Mita Don.why she hasn't come home yet .

oh my goodness Rania...Mita is not a child like Arza, maybe she has some business out there "later she also goes home by herself .

But Doni...Mita didn't tell anyone in this house at all , she's going today where no one knows .

tap ...tap..tap the sound of someone walking to my wine and Doni, Mita....you have come home...?

Mit...Rania is worried about you, since she was waiting for you here .

Doni started his conversation with Mita .

But strangely Mita just smiled cynically towards Doni, what's with them .

did I make them like this.

I followed Mita from behind and left Doni alone, I don't want Mita to misunderstand .

mit...wait, why are you quiet when I talk to you ?

Mita turned her head towards me and placed her palm onto my forehead, Rania you are sick....

mit...don't divert the conversation, I'll be nice if you act like this.

Rania ...What do you think my attitude is? ...

there's nothing weird about me, right ...?

I just came home from my brother's house, there's something I want to take care of about the estate of the deceased bang Arda his father arza, it just so happens my brother can help to take care of everything .

you know for yourself Rania.I have absolutely no idea how to take care of things like that .

oh...so, sorry mit..I'm just worried because since this morning I didn't see you , I'm afraid I and my parents , paid less attention to you in this house .

Rania..I'm so grateful to your parents and also the doni. they want to accept me to stay in this house .

mit...tomorrow there is something I want to convey with you, but you better rest because this is also not very important .

Mita nodded in agreement .👍