The Wasted Love
QUARRELED

Time passed so quickly , the sun had started to rise I took a deep breath , , and exhaled slowly .

It was better that today I should meet with Mita and explain what really happened, I started to think what words I would put out later when I met Mita .

after I finished getting ready I immediately left the house without saying goodbye, it looks like someone missed ,, oh it turns out that I missed my room .

I quickly stepped into the room to pick up my phone.

Daaaaart.I accidentally pulled the door too rough in a hurry .

Rania ..What's up ? why did you close the door like that ...

Doni was astonished by my behavior ...

Sorry .. I accidentally , 'cause I was in a hurry to get out .

Rania..today let me take you because ', Ade I want to talk about . . .

Doni,, I don't think it's necessary .. I can be alone, I don't want to trouble you .

No Rania,,, today I'm not so busy, so I can drop you off .

I shake my head, I hope Doni understands .

I know Rania ... today you want to meet Mita right ...? why did you meet Mita again , Mita also did not want to listen to your explanation .

Doni. I did want to meet Mita so that there would be no misunderstanding .

it's my business and Mita's, I hope you don't interfere with my and Mita's problems .

I never interfere in your affairs Rania.but Mita ...! every time I wanted to explain and straighten out her problem, she never wanted to listen to my explanation .

You should have understood Doni ..Mita liked you...

I'm trying to convince Doni that Mita has always liked her in silence .

Rania.we can't force someone to love us .

our feelings aren't necessarily the same as the ones we love and Mita can't force me to have to love her .

neither can I force myself to love someone, I hope you can understand Doni...

What do you mean Rania ?..you insinuate me ...

Doni pulled my hand, it seemed like Doni was disappointed with my words earlier .

Rania. Our problem is by agreement of our parents, those who betrothed us .

I don't want to go against my parents' wishes, 'cause I want to be devoted to my parents .

if it's good according to my parents then I never refuse it .

but Doni.even so at least give a little reason so that your parents and my parents can understand .

If you want to argue, you should just meet them .

give reasons that you think are not against them .

while I myself do not want to dispute the slightest desire of my parents .

I could only shut up and Doni left me with a red face .

I know Doni is very angry , he must be disappointed it seems like Doni does not want to argue with his parents , he is a very devoted child .

I'd better finish my job after that I'll find Mita .

A few hours later after I finished my work, I immediately looked for Mita .

This time I easily found Mita, she was not far from my workplace .

Mit...Mita..I chased after Mita' It seems Mita dodged from me. I pulled her hand .

Mit...listen to my explanation first, you must know the truth mit .

I don't think there's anything Rania needs to explain...

all is clear , I have also heard the explanation of Doni .

I'm sure your reason and Doni must be the same so there's no need to waste time explaining it to me .

Mita me and Doni actually ....

it's enough Rania, like wherever Doni keeps me offbecome yours .

I can accept this reality, but right now I want to be alone .

so I beg you go Rania , don't meet me .

Mita's words hurt me so much, I'm her best friend ....

I can leave Mita, Mita doesn't want to see me again .

on the way home ..I met Bimo .

want to dodge it but Bimo is in plain sight .

Hi Bim..mau where ...? kindly let Bimo not suspect actually I do not want to meet him .

I want to meet you Rania, can you come with me ...?

What is Bim ? there seems to be an important problem .

I became suspicious of Bimo's attitude .

Nothing , I miss you so much Rania ...

we used to be together always, but now why do you always shy away from me .

I've never shied away from anyone, but it's the people who dodge in my every problem.

you insinuate me Rania. I once left you when you got in big trouble, that's what I want to explain now with you.

I hope you can understand and forgive me Rania .

I'm not insinuating you Bimo , whoever used to be my friend , surely they avoided me .

I understand why they avoid

I will never force anyone to be friends with me .

Rania I know about my mistakes, I used to go to look for a job and raise money so I could help you and apply for you .

Hem.all smiles....

Bimo.care for a very special woman not only her nature but also herself .

I realized who I was, who shouldn't depend on living with other people.

stop having uncertain expectations for me.

I don't know what to do at the time, you know Rania and my parents .

I am not a person who has so many treasures that what I want I can get easily .

no need to tell me about your life I already know Bim....

I was just wondering why you didn't say goodbye to my parents ,

I thought you no longer cared about me and my family .

but now that you've come to see me again, what are your intentions and goals.

Rania ..my goal is to fix our relationship back to what was once delayed.

I beg you to forgive me, which you must know all this time I have never had sympathy with any woman other than yourself.

your seduction is amazing, I've forgiven you, but our relationship is still the way it used to be .

we're just friends, I haven't been able to open my heart to anyone .

Rania you're changing now, ever since you met Doni' you've really changed whether you like Doni...!

Please don't discuss it first, my brain has not returned to perfection as before.

give me time to go back to seeing this vast world .

I can't stand life like this 'my head is like it's been pierced by a very sharp object .

it hurts so much .