The Wasted Love

The Wasted Love
WHERE BIMO LIVES


This is the story of my life journey full of challenges, can I face it ?


I kept running until I was exhausted and resting under a shady tree .


When I looked back, I started to get confused as it turned out I ran so far away from home .


The sun was setting, I was standing and I didn't know where to go .


I'd better just go home, than you worry later.


It's been an hour ..but I can't find my way back home ', as I recall, I passed this path .


it's getting darker and darker, there's no one around this place .


where is this , why can't I find my way home .


suddenly it was raining so hard, I was forced to stand in front of such a big house 'it just so happened that the house was not far from the roadside .


Sreeeeeeet ..someone opens the door of the house , he must be the one who owns this house ...


I'm sure he must have scolded me .


Son...what are you doing here...?


you're raining ...


the voices of these mothers seem to me to have heard them .


She Ma'am.sorry I'm standing here 'cause it's raining so hard .


it's okay, son, than you're cold, you better go in and dry your clothes .


the mothers were very friendly and kind .


I was so cold, I noticed it was very neat around his house .


Ma'am.I'm like I've heard mother's voice, but have we ever met before .


I'm getting curious to see him keep watching me .


I don't know son.maybe ever, he replied with a smile looking at me .


my body trembled from coldness, my stomach also felt so hungry .


I tried to hold back my hunger in shame .


a few minutes later it seemed like I couldn't do anything more , my body felt weak and my breath was tight .


I dropped my body on the sofa I was sitting on .


Nak...Son.wake up son...


I heard a voice calling to me, yet I could not open my eyes .


Five hours later


I slowly opened my eyes and looked left and right, it seemed like I was in the room ...


whose room is this ? this is not my room ...


he I remember, I was with a mother in this house .


But..whoever carried me ..he couldn't possibly carry me, my body is quite heavy ...


It's better I go home, pity mom ..she must be looking for me .


I opened the room door and looked for where the door was heading to the outside .


this house is very big ..the door is also very much .


Hm...Hm..Hmm


Tomorrow if you go home ..this is what time ...


I looked at the clock while turning my body back .


it's 12 o'clock, I replied while looking towards the voice that spoke to me .


eh wait ... you ....?You Bimo.kan ...


I was Bimo .. You passed out on the sofa .


rania ... If your condition has not improved, you should just rest .


But Bim..I left the house without saying goodbye, I'm sure they all must have been very worried about me .


what's the problem Ran ? until you run away from home ...


I can't possibly tell you about the letter Bimo sent .


usual Bim..family problem , Actually I was meant to go home ' but.mah stray here .


It's okay Rania.that's the sign you miss me .


You could be Bim...


oh it's whose house ..and mother is your brother she bim ?


Yesterday I forgot to tell you, if I live here ...


why bimo is nervous, it seems Bimo is lying .


But Bim..I'm like I've seen it .. I mean your aunt .


Maybe you have met him in the market or on the street maybe...


(Bimo seems to be looking for an excuse)


I don't think so, Bim already.I want to rest ' tomorrow I want to go home .


he please.....


while pointing towards the room and not continuing the conversation .


I can't sleep ..I feel like I want to go home tonight too .


Because of the letter, I became like this ...


If I discuss this matter to Bimo , what response Bimo will be ...


The next day .....


oh my god..It's 08.00 in the morning...? I have to go home, pity mom, dad and Arza they must be looking for me .


I ran out of the room and looked for a way to get out of the luxurious house where Bimo lived .


Rania.mau where ,,,


suddenly Bimo pulled my hand ,


stay here for a few days' so that your mind is calmer .


No... I have to go home , I have to solve my problem ' please Bim .


I'm not blocking you Rania. There's something I want to say .


what...! answer me in a harsh tone, what do you want to say ...


Bim ..please do not add to this problem again, stop hoping with me .


Let me follow my destiny, whatever happens maybe that's my fate .


Rania. If you don't want this matchmaking, you don't just shut up...


you can turn it down, I know you don't love Doni .


It's not a matter of love or not love Bimo....


I just follow the story of my life .


Rania.if your life path will make you fall, will you follow it .


Rania.I beg you to think before it's too late .


cancel your marriage to Doni, I know Doni's a good man .


but as with your feelings, have you not considered Doni just as your brother .


Enough Bim...this is my life problem ..now I want to go home .


I tried to get out of this house, but Bimo kept blocking me .


with a sense of annoyance ..I pushed Bimo with all my might so that I could get out.


fortunately my efforts were not in vain, I was able to get out and avoid Bimo .


thank goodness Bimo didn't come after me, I had to get home immediately .


an hour later I was home ,


my stomach feels hungry .


It seems like this house is very quiet ...


Ms..mother...


where are the mothers, where are they ..not usually the house is empty like this .


my pack is getting hungry I can't hold back this hunger the more it becomes .


with a quick movement I picked up the dishes and ate the dishes available at the dinner table .


Thank God my massage is filled up, so my brain can function as before .


Oh he I have to find mom and dad, I don't want to delay any more time this problem must be solved .


but when my feet were about to step out, Doni was already standing right in front of me .


Rania.There is something I want to say about our marriage I have cancelled .


so for now , if you want to re-establish a relationship with Bimo it please .


Doni left me after delivering his decision, but the look on Doni's face was very different .