The Wasted Love
ACCUSTOMED THEMSELVES

"Han? What's the rice just stirring?" Ask Bu Maharani when she's eating dinner.

Arhan jerked from his daydream, he was not even aware that he was stirring his rice.

"You sick?" Ask Mrs Maharani.

Arhan shakes.

"Or is the food bad?"

"Enak Ma! It's delicious!" Arhan nodded his head.

"Certain why? You're also pale. You've been quiet lately."

Whoa! Very Great Bu Maharani. He did not know the cause was himself. Why can he be insensitive about what his son wants.

Arhan forced his smile in front of his Mama. "No papa Ma, Arhan no papa. Arhan again full, it was out of office Arhan eat first."

"Really?"

"Yes! That's why Arhan isn't very tasteful Ma!" Arhan's Lie.

"But why are you like a lot of people thinking?"

"Ma's Habit! Trouble at the office, small problem!"

"Although a small problem remains to be solved, let it not be a big problem." Advice from Ma Mahrani.

"Yes Ma!" Anguk Arhan's.

"How about if Arhan actually said the problem is that Arhan misses Diamond. Arhan misses his cooking. Is your mom going to be angry?"

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Today Diamond woke up a bit late than usual. He also felt the unpleasant air of his body. After bathing and washing his face, he headed straight to the dining table.

Food is already in session. He woke up late, so he could not help his mother cook.

"You just woke up?" Ask Bu Rahma while spooning rice into a Diamond plate.

"Yes, Mom." Diamond replied lethargic, his lips looked pale.

"Beco don't you think it looks pale? Sick huh?" Nautiya asked who was watching her brother's face.

The diamond shook weakly, "No, maybe because it just woke up."

Nautiya nodded in understanding. He did not suspect, maybe it was true what his brother said.

Ms. Rahma put a piece of cooked fish into the Diamond plate.But somehow saw the fish Diamond felt nauseous. Not to mention the smell that pierced his nose, he could not stand it.

Suddenly something churned in the belly of Diamond, she wanted to spill everything in her stomach.

"Why are you, lian?" Ask Ms. Rahma who just landed her ass on the chair.

Diamonds did not answer. He just nodded as the answer. But he hurriedly got up wanting to take out the contents in his stomach. Diamonds run to the bathroom. And... Yuck! Yuck! Yuck!

All the food that had hitched a ride in the belly of Diamond, all came out. He became relieved and weak after the entire stomach came out.

Ms. Rahma and Nautiya approached the Diamond which had just come out of the bathroom in a limp and pale state.

"You why Lian?" Ask Ms. Rahma to panic.

"No papa ma'am! Diamonds like a cold, not feeling well."

"You don't lie to me, tell me what's really going on with you."

"Yes, my sister, right said Mother, actually why brother?" Nautiya.

"You don't lie to me. I know better than you, Lian, let's be honest with you. Nine instead of you in the mother's womb, you want to try to fool the mother?"

Diamond looked down with guilt, knowing he had lied to his mother.

"Do you think you don't know Lian? You vomit almost every morning. Let's be honest with Mom, you're pregnant, right?"

Diamonds did not answer.

"Sister!" Call Nautiya soft.

"Say Nak!"

"Sorry Diamond ma'am!"

Rahma hugged her firstborn and cried. How unfortunate Diamonds, pregnant yet without a husband. Diamonds in his mother's arms. Nautiya Iku hugged her sister.

"It's a shame your fate, son. You were divorced while pregnant. It should be at a time like this, your husband is with you!"

"Sister, you don't have to work anymore, do you?"

Mareka let each other off their arms.

"Can't Tiya, you still have to work."

"I can afford our lives." Nautiya. "My eyes are big enough!"

"Please in the meantime brother should keep working Ti."

"Diamond, does Arhan know about your pregnancy?" Now, Rahma asked.

The diamond shook quickly and panicked. "No ma'am! Diamonds don't want Maa Arhan to know. Mareka would think Lian took advantage of this pregnancy. Let this be a secret and messenger Diamond Ma!"

"But Arhan must know Lian, he's entitled to know, this is his son." Bu Rahama tried to advise Diamond.

"Don't Ma! Don't you know Mas Arhan? I want this kid not to know about his dad. It'll be better."

It all feels so complicated now. Diamonds that insist on keeping her pregnancy a secret. At times like this, she desperately needed her husband's support to stay by her side.

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Today the Diamond is still determined to work, even though Nautiya has banned it. Not that he was diligent, but Berlian felt bad, not two bulab he worked, he had often permission not to enter.

On the other hand Diamond did not want to trouble Nautiya and his mother. They would definitely bother with him anyway.

Not to mention that Nautiya was also only a few months back in the company, it would be better if Nautiya used his money to save first, not even bear the burden of his life.

Because of the state of Diamonds that are not good, be at work Diamonds are not okay. Many times Diamonds have to go back and forth to the bathroom just to get rid of its entrails. He felt nauseous, vomiting in the near future. The smell of cooking in the restaurant makes his stomach ask to be emptied continuously.

"Lian? If you are sick, go home? Let me ask for permission." Rachel said worriedly.

How not? Diamonds look so weak and pale.

The diamond shook, "No, I'm still strong!"

"But you look so pale!"

"No papa! I'll take this first, okay?" Diamonds take a tray that already contains food and drinks.

"You're so stubborn!" Annoyed Rachel.

The diamond just smiled then he passed by with a tray in his hand. With a limp step, Diamond arrived at the customer's table. The diamond put down a plate of food and drinks it was carrying without seeing who was its customer.

"Diamond?"

Diamond looked over and forced his smile. "???"