The Wasted Love
MITA LIKES DONI

Still in the same place and the same story about me called Rania...

the weather is so sunny, birds chirping flying here and there .

I rushed to Arza's room and called out to her.

Arza..is ready son.we leave now you are late for school ...

Has Ma?.. replied Arza...Ma'am.I can go to school by myself, mom says today mom has business .

Yes mom has business, but later after dropping you off at school .

it turns out that the conversation between me and Arza was heard by Doni.

What's the matter Rania .... Doni suddenly asked 'I was shocked to see Doni was already standing behind me.

I want to meet someone, there's something I want to finish, I'm so nervous about answering Doni's questions.

Then let me drive you and Arza, I'm not going to the office today.

Oh.. I think I can be alone, you just rest at home ' I know Mita must be jealous if Doni who drove me.

anyway I don't want anyone to know that I'm looking for a job today, I've had enough of this to trouble Doni's family .

Lately why have you always avoided me, not usually you are like that 'what is Rania...

Evading ..? You misunderstood Don.I never dodged , I don't want to trouble you .

it's been enough all this time that I, Arza and my two parents "depend on living with your family .

Rania...! what do you mean.my father sincerely helped your family, you have changed Rania .

Doni left me and Arza.

I changed because there was someone else you should pay attention to, the person who needs your presence .

I'm sorry Doni, for me you are my brother and Mita is my best friend .

I don't want any commotion and hostility between us.

I'd better see Doni later to explain everything, fearing that Arza will be late.

after dropping off Arza , I walked there and here looking for a place that needed labor , easily-easy there are still vacancies.

it's also hard to find a job right now, what else many people know that if I'm recovering from mental illness, they don't want to accept me to work in their place.

already desperate , it was two o'clock in the afternoon I have not found a workplace that can accept me.

Because I was tired, I decided to go home.

Ran..kamu from anywhere , all day do not go home .

ran..kamu just recovered, you should rest at home instead of wandering like this.

In my heart it's good to say I'm running around, I'm looking for a job not a job .

but I don't want doni to know if I'm looking for a job, I'd better shut up .

You better come with me, we go home now ' I don't want you to get sick .

If I reject her Doni will definitely get angry at me, but if I go with her like if Mita sees her later .

come.naik...

Doni told me to get on that bike he was carrying .

We have arrived ..ran.why are you silent, Doni glanced at me.

It's okay I'm just hungry, I'm looking for an excuse so that Doni doesn't suspect me before anyone sees us both, I rush into the house and leave Doni .

ran...wait a minute ..? I'm not done talking

I ignored Doni, I noticed that around the house it looked so quiet "it seemed like there was no one .

mit...Mita...? I call Mita, you where mit...

it turns out that the mother who answered my call was not Mita.

oh yea..Ms. ..what Arza has come home mom, I asked mom again

arza's gone home, maybe Arza's resting in her room .

Ma'am..I'm hungry ..I haven't eaten everyday .

it looks like mom's cooking is really good ', I can't wait to enjoy it .

Rania..you should call Doni.because from that day Doni has not eaten .

I stand about to step ...

Let me just call doni , in a soft voice from behind me .

turns out Mita,, she's home already, thank goodness so Mita doesn't misunderstand me anymore .

shortly afterwards Doni and Mita headed to the dining room & the three of us enjoyed the meal that mom prepared "joking around and the laughter of the simple dish was delicious.

I noticed Mita's movements that always steal the view towards Doni, it seems that Mita does like Doni, It's none of their business .

Rania.Tomorrow you have a plan to go out or somewhere, suddenly Doni asked me .

it doesn't seem like there is yet.I want to spend time at home tomorrow .

Is your business done ?...Bimo asked again .

Su..dah.I was forced to lie, afraid that Doni would prolong the question .

What business ...? mita asked...

you never told me about Rania..

Ah.. it's not that important mit..I'm just bored at home, so need some fresh air .

looks like Mita doesn't like to see Doni keep looking for an opening to talk to me .

If you have any outside business, let me accompany you .

Mita volunteered, she's afraid that I'll go with Doni .

he mit..later I will ask for your help to accompany me, if I want to go out .

I don't want to turn down Mita's offer, afraid of misunderstanding.

I'll help you Rania. If you need anything don't be shy ran,, I'm always there for you, Mita blinked her eyes !

thank you mit.I've always been troubling you .

Don't you ? I'm your best friend Rania...

I can't possibly let you in trouble.

you're right we've been friends for a long time' but why are you jealous of me just because of men (i only speak in heart ).

though I have no more feelings for Doni, instead I want to bring Mita closer to be with Doni..

but someone's feelings we can't force, whether Doni likes Mita too .

everyone has the right to make his choice and the right to make his wish .

rather than me getting dizzy, let them both decide .

but it was Doni's attitude that always made me go wrong, Doni kept pushing me, attention to me .

I can't refuse it, because I owe so much to Doni.

But my feelings still remain the same as they used to be. I just consider doni like my brother even like my own sister .

and I hope that Doni gets the right companion for him later .