The Wasted Love
AVOIDING HOSTILITY

The sky was getting reddened as time passed, and so did my age.

Slowly I began to feel my condition would soon improve, but healing was not an easy thing for me 'need such a strong process and patience.

Although not all the sweet and bitter memories I can recall are back, but a new page with my son, mother and father has made this life feel complete .

I felt the wholeness of my family back, after so long wading through the tears of suffering "now all etched back like a twig that began to grow leaves after so long had fallen and withered.

Time keeps turning, for the umpteenth time.

on Tuesday morning, that day I myself drove Arza to his school .

but when I stepped foot out the door of the house, Doni approached me.

Rania ..Can I take Arza to school ? ...

I don't think it's necessary Don. Because you still have a lot of work, I can drive Arza myself.

I saw Mita's face change when Doni wanted to take Arza to school with me.

I don't know what makes Mita like that, I don't understand myself 'maybe Mita harbors feelings for Doni.

I left Doni and Mita, thank God Doni didn't follow me ' I don't want this misunderstanding to happen again.

After driving Arza I went home to see my mother and father, I just stepped into the living room of Doni's house, suddenly Mita called me.

Ran...I want to talk to you for a moment, Mita holds my hand and I follow her footsteps to the garden of the house that became our favorite place .

What's wrong with ? .. I'm getting curious ...

Rania...I see your condition is starting to improve , I am very happy to see you healed and back like before , ran may I ask you something...?

want to ask what...? there seems to be a serious matter that Mita wants to ask me.

look.." ran....do you still remember Bimo...?

Mita seemed to want to repeat my past memories with Bimo .

I've heard his name and it seems I've known him before, but sorry.I can't force it so I can remember everything...to try to remember anyone who has ever been in my past.

I understand Rania.Don't force it, I just ask.

little did I explain, but I hope you don't think too much .

you and Bimo used to be like lovers, even though you two were just ordinary friends.

you and Bimo are in a very close relationship, even Arza calls Bimo father.

It's so strange, why Mita so wanted me to recall my past .

though he knew for himself, my memory had not been so recovered and the doctor forbade me not to need to think much.

Mit...I will try my best to remember Bimo my best friend "whichever way I don't want to make Mita disappointed with her effort .

it's okay Rania..but...? you don't think too much, later we can get sick .

yes mit..as I can only , understand that there are still many who are short in my brain .

I made that tense atmosphere into a joke and a laugh .

though I don't know what Mita's next intention and purpose is .

we could have been Rania.I'm sure you're cured ran....

Shortly afterwards we heard footsteps heading to where Mita and I were telling the story .

none other than Doni....

Hi Don..have come home ! mita asked with a seductive sweet smile on her lips .

Although widowed, but the appearance of Mita is not inferior to young girls in this day and age.

Doni approached me, I slightly avoided fearing Mita misunderstood me.

but this time Mita was even closer between me and Doni .

how about your job ...? Mita asked Doni again.

alham dulillah ..all goes smoothly without any obstacles ...

thank goodness,, mita always steals the view towards Doni .

I'm more and more convinced that Mita likes Doni, I feel bad ' if it's between the two of them .

I stood about to leave them both ,

but Doni pulled my hand .

Rania..where are you? , ...I haven't finished talking to you ...

I'm tired and want to rest ', there's still Mita accompanying you .

I pointed towards Mita standing right in front of Doni.

It seems that Mita was not happy to see Doni pull my hand earlier, I am very sure that Mita has been interested in Doni's charm all along.

I don't want the enmity between me and Mita to happen , there's been a lot of problems I've faced .

I'd rather avoid problems later .

The most important thing now is my recovery, only it can make my life more vibrant .

Rania.you're sick, Doni paid attention to me "I'll take you inside the house.

oh...no.!. I'm fine, I just need a break ' please continue.

Mita's face is getting changed, I have to quickly go in leaving them both .

ran... Take a break, if you need anything just call me ...

Mita plays in front of Doni, I know Mita doesn't like to see Doni so attentive to me.

Mita -mita .I and you are very close friends, but why is your attitude strange just because of the men you like .

not necessarily that guy has the same feelings as you.

what I think of Mita for, it's her right to choose what she likes .

I don't want to interfere with anyone's business anymore .

right now I don't want to ruin my good relationship with my best friend Mita .

I watched them from a distance, I was just afraid that Mita would vilify me in front of the doni, Mita found out that I was watching them both.

I hope you can remember Bimo back, Mita screamed calling me she intentionally so that Doni heard it .

I just smiled as I shook my head, I no longer want to add to the burden of thoughts in my brain .

this is it I'm tired, let it all go by itself .

I just pray 'may Mita also find her happiness and get what she wants ..

Mita brandished her two thumbs, smiling as if she was happy to be near Doni.

I replied with a thumbs up in my right hand .

not wanting to linger, I went into the room to rest .

may tomorrow be a good day waiting for me, I close my eyes and pray that I am always in his protection .