The Wasted Love
SLOWLY HEALED

The next day ...

I woke up from my sleep, I saw the atmosphere of the house was so quiet, where they thought I was in the heart .

it turned out that they were sitting down enjoying that simple breakfast, I approached them while slowly stepping.

Rania.you've woken up, son.here, we have breakfast together, mother calls me and pulls my right hand to get closer to her.

Later ma'am?.I have not taken a bath, ' with a disheveled face and messy hair, even in a less sane state ' at that time I still had the shame of being around people who look neat .

Yes already, you take a shower after that do not forget to eat breakfast...

I just shut up and nodded my head...

today's the first day of the school arza as usual, all the school transfer supplies and letters arza all Mita who took care of it , I myself at that time did not know anything .

arza said goodbye to me before going to school...

Ran...you didn't take Arza ? Mita asked me.

I shook my head, I was at home, I answered as if I didn't like it.

Fortunately Arza understood me very well at that time, Arza was not angry at all and did not feel disappointed when I did not want to take him to school.

let me and Mita drive Arza, Doni feels sorry to see Arza and wants to drive her.

I ignored them completely, and went inside the house .

Arza,, grandma hope you do not feel sad with your mother's attitude earlier, you need to know , your mother was like that because she bore the burden of missing you when you went with your father first, mother explained to Arza, in order to understand my strange behavior .

is it okay, grandma ? Arza has been very understanding, the most important thing is that mom is fine .

then go, you will be late and careful on the road .

the three of them left the house and headed to his school Arza .

Mita is so good she always takes care of Arza when I can't do anything.

seeing the whole house getting quiet, I felt very bored all day at home .

but if I go out, mom will scold me .

I quietly stepped out, two steps left the door I felt in my hair part hurt .

Who pulled my hair, it hurt so much .

where are you going ...? with a raucous voice .

already daring to go out alone without permission, while pulling my hair" thus making me take a few steps back.

I think I know that voice, right.he is Dedi's father Doni...

Rania..later in the evening you will undergo treatment like yesterday, easily your memory can recover" Dedi explained to me .

I bowed my head, fearing to hear the words of Mr. Dedi "for I felt very sick all over my body while undergoing treatment with Mr. Dedi at that time .

Don't be afraid Rania. I did this all for your good, I hope your recovery will be quick .

I still looked down and felt very scared ,

time is so fast "right on Friday night .

before undergoing treatment, I sat looking at the stars in the beautiful sky .

Wow...it hurts so much ' why I can't recall my past ', my head is like a needle pricked when I remember it again.

shortly afterwards I was on medication with Mr. Dedi and accompanied by my mother and father, Mr. Dedi recited the holy verses of the Qur'an .

when I heard the chanting of the holy verses my mind felt so calm and the pain in my head was getting less and less .

how Rania , what do you feel ..pak Dedi asked me...

I feel calm, , ' answered me briefly as I looked at Mr. Dedi who was smiling at me.

thank goodness, if you want to remember anything , remember Rania. If you find it difficult or painful to remember it , read the Quran verses you memorized .

pray much and draw near to Allah, God willing all your desires will be granted by him.

After it was done and the mind calmed down more ', I remembered arza and looked for her .

apparently Arza was asleep I approached him , that night I felt comfortable near Arza and did not want to be separated from him .

perhaps thanks to the prayers that Mr. Dedi read earlier, the tangled thoughts that haunted me all this time are getting reduced, so that I can slowly remember my son back.

Rania.ibu is happy to see you, now you can get to know who is the most valuable in your life .

tonight if you want to accompany Arza, let mom and dad sleep outside .

mom asked me to be with Arza .

I nodded in agreement with mother's opinion ,

I hope my memory recovers "albeit slowly .

Such a bright morning, the sunlight blinded my eyes .

mother.arza called me...

mother who accompanied me to sleep?.have you remembered me , Arza started the question.

mother who accompanies you, mother pity see you sleep alone and mother will try to remember what has been lost in the mind of mother all this time.

I miss the old mother, the mother who loved me so much "while crying Arza hugged me tightly, letting go of all her longings all this time.

forgive all the mistakes of the mother, even though mother can not do anything yet, but I am confident and try to make you happy.

although at this time I cannot force it completely.

It's okay, ma'am, seeing my mother healed I'm happy , Arza wiped away my tears that I couldn't stand .

Very sad it feels , can feel togetherness that has been separated by time.

I hugged my son tightly with affection , it has been a long time since I have been around him and it has been a long time since I have taken care of him .

Today I want to continue with him , despite the stabbing pain in my head , but I always remember the message from Mr. Deni , so that this pain I can bear .

Mom and dad approached both of us, mom was moved when she saw me with Arza.

Rania..this is the moment - the moment that I look forward to , you can be with Arza back .

mother's prayer has been granted all this time, I hope no more bad events happen to you .

mom and dad are happy to see our family together again after a long life of destruction.