The Wasted Love
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After the incident , I feel uncomfortable living in the family home of Mr. Dedi again .

they were like family, I loved Doni like my own brother .

but to be Doni as a life partner feeling heavy once, I feel inappropriate.

It was not my desire to approach Bimo to be made a companion to life, I approached this family simply because there were too many of their services in our family .

a week later I've been going around looking for a rented house that I can live in with my son and my parents .

And for a week I haven't given an answer to Doni, I've been dodging every question .

That day I was accompanied by Mita to find a contract, fortunately Mita did not suspect me why I wanted to get out of the donkey house .

Ran..every rented house we asked everything is full, preferably for a while ..you stay in Doni's house first , do not rush because until now there is no rented house that you can occupy .

It's so hard to find a rented house now, me and Mita go home to Doni's house and tomorrow I'll resume work as usual .

Ran...I want to ask your opinion ,, about Doni . you think Doni is good or not ...

Hmm...doni problem ..actually I was nervous to answer it .

Doni is good ,, , ia.ia can be said to be perfect ...

why mit..seems like you like Doni .

I ventured to ask...

to be honest, I liked Doni a long time ago.

but ran.please you did not tell it to Doni, out of shame.I am a widow .

I just liked it in silence, I often noticed his attitude .

but dare not approach Doni , for my hundred .

I just feel unworthy to approach a perfect man like him .

but this feeling is so deep.

Mita tells her true feelings with me .

it's true that my guess all this time Mita likes Doni, how if Mita knows that Mr. Dedi betrothed me to Doni .

I think Mita must be very disappointed especially with me .

I didn't mean to take the man Mita liked, but it was this situation that made me go awry .

If I refuse my father must be very disappointed, if I accept it, it would be my best friend who suffers it .

suffering from feelings that Doni cannot have.

I know that even though Mita feels she is unworthy because of a widow, so do I .

my fate and mita are the same, we used to love the same man .

and now have to love the same man again.

I wonder why Mita and I would be in a position like this.

Mit...have you ever expressed your feelings towards Doni ...?

I don't dare Ran.I'm ashamed to approach her, but I'm jealous if Doni is with another woman.

I know Mita was jealous of me at that time and meant that Mita must have insinuated me .

I think if Doni and I had a serious relationship "it would have been certain that my friendship and Mita would have been destroyed and there would have been hostility .

I hope Doni gets another woman besides me and Mita, if Doni finds the right woman out there my enmity and Mita won't happen .

how about if I'm the one looking for a mate for Doni, maybe this is the right solution to avoid all of this .

It is mita.jodoh it has been determined by the almighty, if indeed someone is our soul mate then all will run by itself .

but if not we should also accept it .

You're right, Rania..

sometimes the person we want is not to be our soul mate, while the person we do not want is even the person who becomes our life partner .

likes do not like we have to accept it and advertise it .

After a long story, Mita and I went home and prepared lunch .

it's the first time I've seen Mita cooking in the kitchen, Mita is quick to prepare a meal that Doni likes .

it seems Mita already knows a lot of background Doni so that Doni's favorite food she knows .

I've lived in Doni's house for years, not even knowing what food Doni likes .

it seems that Mita is suitable if with Doni, because Mita knows more about what doni likes and what doni does not like .

Difficult too...

love what is loved.I've thrown away all love because I ever felt pain in her .

now it is very difficult to open up that love again .

I felt that I had closed it tightly, because it was closed, there was not the slightest feeling of giving love to others except the love of my child and my parents.

Mit..besok after work I will continue my journey to find a rented house .

I was whispering with Mita afraid that someone would hear her .

tomorrow.own ...Mita widened her eyes ,

as if I was unsure of myself to go alone .

he's tomorrow, afternoon.I should be able to find a rented house...

If tomorrow I can't accompany you Rania. There's still my unfinished business .

It's okay I can be alone ,,, finish your business first .

You sure can be alone Rania.I'm afraid you stray later ...

ha.ha .

Mita laughed as if mocking me ...

can..you do not underestimate me mit.I can alone .

he's been but be careful, I promise if my business is done I'll help you Rania "Mita put her thumbs up .

ok .. I also gave a thumbs up sign agree .

this is the atmosphere I miss, togetherness with my best friend Mita .

if this friendship is broken then the atmosphere just becomes a memory.

The atmosphere in the house was full of jokes and laughter suddenly deserted as soon as a person who was very authoritative entered the kitchen room.

none other than him is a male Doni who has been Mita's target all this time .

hi...Rania ,, Doni greeted me with her sweet smile .

hi too.I replied in a soft voice, why doni did not greet Mita and just left.

I saw Mita looking down, I pity to see her .

why Doni just ignored Mita, what Doni hates Mita .

I doni don't think it's possible that way .

Mit..it is a food that Doni likes ..if you are done you can put it on the dining table.

I switched the conversation so that Mita could calm down a bit .

But Rania.apa Doni likes my cooking, honestly I feel doubt .

just try it first.I'm sure this delicious cuisine Doni would love.

I convinced Mita to keep her up .

well I'll try it out hope Doni likes my cooking .

with confidence Mita prepared a dish that Doni liked it .