The Wasted Love
RANIA'S FATHER IN PRISON

By saying bismillah ,,,

I set foot in search of work, whatever is most important to me .

Long enough I went around but no place could accept me to work , with the reason all job vacancies have not been in because the number of employees is still sufficient and no one has come out .

It must be how , if there is no job how can I finance the needs of the school arza later .

pity me , until this moment I have always troubled my father .

Rania.. 'Suddenly someone patted me on the shoulder, I looked back .

MIT...Mita...How long have you been standing behind me ? I was surprised to see the sudden presence of Mita .

Hmmmm just now, I'm looking here alone

oh he...where are you going Rania...?

I want to find Mit's job, but there seems to be no vacancy .

actually I still feel scared to be near Mita, I'm afraid she's doing weird things like old times .

but today Mita is so different she looks friendly with me .

Rania.sorry before if I may help you, I used to make mistakes but now I promise I will not repeat them again .

I don't want to trouble you Mita, I think I can still be alone .

all right, if you ever need help, just call me Rania ...

Mita gives a piece of paper that says her hp number .

I just nodded my head and smiled at Mita and Mita left me alone .

Because I feel tired, I also walk home to release my fatigue all day around .

From a distance I saw mom waving her hand, what is this .

I approached mother , a face so pale and eyes so swollen .

what's the matter mom ? why I cry ...

Rania.your father is now in the police station.Where is Rania what should we do .

Daddy ! at the police station, what mistake did you make ma'am ...

dad's a good guy, there's no way dad made a mistake .

Rania.pak Dedi who had planned this all on the charge of your father having a large debt , I do not know what to do for your father Rania .

My whole body feels paralyzed, hearing mother's explanation so hard sir Dedi did all this .

this is how if life is all deficient, we can not do anything can only surrender to the circumstances .

I myself can't do anything, I hope you're okay .

it's all because of my fault that father became the victim .

I ran out of the house with such a strong determination and a sense of courage to fight increasingly smoldering in my chest .

A few hours later I arrived at Mr. Dedi's house, without thinking long I went into Mr. Dedi's house and saw that Mita was also there .

Very good.say me while clapping , what other plans will you walk after this .

I think it's very good, just walk as you wish .

Mr. Dedi who I used to know very well, apparently had the heart to do that .

mr. Dedi stood with a red face, he approached me .

ia

it's not a matter of heart or not

a , it's a matter of your father's debt indeed

look at it. ..., if you want your father to be free to pay off all debts

you and I will drop all those demands easily .

He if I am in the position of Mr. Dedi it is very easy, but if Mr. Dedi is in my position what can Mr. Dedi do .

I am aware of the shortcomings of my family, but that does not mean Mr. Dedi can do as he pleases .

For now I can't do anything, laugh while there's still a chance to laugh at others .

may what befall my family this be the beginning of happiness for the family of Mr. Dedi .

I stepped in to die, Mr. Dedi and Mita

wait,,,

what I did was for your own fault Rania...

you should be aware of where the cause started .

didn't you yourself start this problem , blame yourself Rania.because you ..your father must now be in prison .

mr. Dedi's words were so sharp they pierced my ears 'lack, poor family man !

mr. Dedi continues to insult my family, I can only stroke my chest slowly while holding back tears from falling on my cheek .

I don't want to look weak in front of them, I should be able to act ordinary .

thanks for the humiliation Mr. Dedi gave to me, I will consider this a special gift from Mr. Dedi ...

thanks again....

I continued my footsteps leaving the house regardless of their conversation about my family, which I clearly saw a happy smile on the faces of both of them .

I ran crying, ', I can't take it anymore .

very sick to hear the humiliation of Mr. Dedi earlier, I continued to run as hard as I could to the house we just occupied it .

when I got home, I hugged my mother tightly .

Sorry for my mistakes, I always troubled mom and dad .

mr. Dedi was right about all this because of my mistake ...

Rania...had son.....? we'd better find a way for your father to be free, you can't be fragile like this .

I don't want our family getting ruined , remember son.you have to be passionate about living all this ...

Ma'am, I don't know what to do and with whom I must complain about my fate ...

here we have no one ...

calm down son, later.mom will go to your uncle's house to ask for help 'hopefully he will help us .

but ma'am.isn't the current uncle also have nothing, how could the uncle help us .

if your uncle's mother has a lot of inheritance from his in-laws, it's possible that your uncle can help us .

The debt of our family is not small amount , I think uncle will not be able to pay it .

that's not what I meant by mommy ...

at least your uncle can help ease your father's sentence in prison .

I want you to be free, ma'am, I can't watch you suffer in prison .

I want to see Dad soon....

Patience son.we can only pray, that is all we can do .

because Allah SWT always gives the best path for his servant .

May we both find the best way for father and father always in the protection of amen....